This happens the weekend after special education
P.s for my "Silence and song" Fans don't worry chapter 7 is on its way im just working on some details.
Enough.
Pearl Black Jeans and a new attitude:
She lay there in the darkness of her room. The tear stains on her cheeks made them red and raw. She hadn't left her bed all weekend, even for her dad's Spaghetti and Vegan meatballs.
" How could I be so stupid?" she thought. Rachel Berry had screwed up. She lost the only boy she ever loved and who ever loved her. She lay on her side starring at a picture of her and Finn at the beach. She crumbled it in her hand and pushed it off the bed into the pink plastic trashcan, which housed a thousand tissues from this weekend. After this entire weekend she could get stalk in Puffs. She sat up; her body was dizzy from the lack of movement. She was angry, She blamed Santana Lopez for this. She also blamed Finn. If he hadn't slept with that witch none of this would have happened. What the hell did he mean she had no right to be pissed at him?
That…Ass.
She had every right. First Jessy screwed her over and now Finn. Rachel got off her soft bed and sat at her vanity. She stared at the disheveled girl in the mirror. Her hair was knotted and wiled and her face was sunken and depressed. She looked at her side to see the Phantom of the opera mask she got off eBay. She proceeded to hold it in her hand and in a fit of anger threw it against the wall. It shattered into tiny pieces that scattered themselves on her hardwood floor. Rachel started crying again, using her hand to support her head. She then caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror once more, and in that moment she knew she had to stop. She wiped her face with her blue cotton sleeve and opened the pink box to her right. She ruffled through it till she found the picture of herself in her Brittany getup. That's when a light bulb went off in the young singer's head. Rachel Berry was once again going to reinvent herself, not like Brittany but something better. She thought to herself then went towards her closet. She rummaged through a chest looking for what will make her a new woman. She found them. She lifted them in clear view and smiled.
It was Monday afternoon. The Glee club was buzzed after its tie with Kurt and the Warblers. Everyone knew what happened between Finn and Rachel, but to be nice they kept there mouths shut. MR. Shue waited till everyone was seated but noticed something strange
"Where is Rachel?" he asked.
"Probably plucking the hairs off her hobbit feet," Santana answered nastily. Finn didn't say anything in Rachel's defense; however, he was clearly uncomfortable. ignored the Cheerio's nasty comment and proceeded to start the lesson.
" Wow ", Mercedes breathed. Everyone looked in awe as Rachel Berry walked in the room. Rachel was wearing pear black jeans and high top shews. She wore a black strapless shirt and a jean jacket. Her hair was in a ponytail, and she wore gold crescent moon earnings. This was so much different than her Brittney Spears look or her slutty clown hooker look she generously looked awesome. Puck started to drool a little and had to wipe his mouth on his sleeve. Rachel didn't even look at a wowed Finn as she took her jacket off and sat next to Arty.
"Sorry I'm late, , I was finishing a science paper", Rachel explained
"That's fine Rachel, and you look very nice today", her teacher responded smiling. It was very strange to see Rachel like this instead of in some flowery kindergarten-like clothes.
Rachel smiled at the compliment and then said, "I feel good ". It was so weird how Rachel did not even acknowledge Finn's existence at all. He seemed almost like he wanted at least a little acknowledge meant but she had none to give him nor wanted to.
"Ok then, Quinn. I have a solo I wanted you to try out which I think would sound great for regionals", Mr. Shue said. As Quinn was about to open her moth to reply, she was surprised that Rachel didn't object or complain as usual. Everyone noticed this, even a bewildered .
"Uh, Berry," said Quinn".
"Yes, Quinn?" replied Rachel, looking at the blond cheerio.
"Aren't you, I mean, gonna, like…" Quinn couldn't really think clearly. Last week, Rachel flipped out and even duct-taped her mouth in protest because she didn't get a solo. Quinn was trying to make a point about how Rachel always wanted the solos and usually says something.
Rachel looked annoyed, closed her eyes, and said quite loudly "Quinn, just do the damn solo!" Everyone in New Directions was in utter disbelief, and Quinn just looked at Rachel as she turned herself away from her.
After Glee club, asked Rachel to stay after to talk.
"Rachel, I wanted to talk about what happened in the beginning of glee club", the concerned teacher said.
His Pupil looked at him then said, "Honestly Mr. Shue, Quinn was bothering me, and I just got fed up. Sorry if you thought it was rude, but I felt I had the right to voice my displeasure."
"No, you're right, but it's just that you didn't fight back for-" a part of him didn't want to finish.
"What? You were gonna say solo…thought so. Listen, , this weekend taught me something: I have to stop acting the way I do! I had an epiphany, and, personally, I like the non-judgmental me", Rachel explained.
"Is this because of Finn?", he asked, waiting for his student to get angry.
"Admittedly, yes. But don't think its a form of penitence. I know what I did was wrong, but Santana and him fueled this fire, and you know what? I'm extinguishing it. I have had enough; I just do not care any more, and I wanted to move on with my life. I'm tired of being hurt by people, and my new way of life is how im fixing it. So if you don't want to give me a solo, don't give me a solo. I don't care."
"Ok, Rachel, I understand. Just don't ever hide what you're feeling; it can backfire", Mr. Shue said.
"Trust me, Mr. Shue, I don't plan on it", She said. Rachel was excused. As she walked the baron hallway she saw Finn taking books out of his locker. He turned to look at his former girlfriend, but she did not give one glance at him. She just walked to her car as if she was the only one present. Rachel was serious when she said she had had enough.
Hope you guys like it so far, would love comments as usual.