Struggling to find Harmony

By Lady Kakyuu

A/N: Hi everyone! This is my first ever Sailor Moon fan fiction, so please go easy on me. I do hope you enjoy it. This is based on episode 190 of the Stars season

Disclaimer: Sailor Moon does not belong to me. It is the property of Takeuchi Naoko.

Usagi looked up at the shadowed figure. "This is your princess? How warm she is. My heart is filling.."

Then, she was jolted back to the present. The voices of the band and Seyia's voice filled her ears. She grinned as the singer looked up at her, a smile gracing his lips. He reminded her so much of Mamoru.

"Did you get it Odango?" She heard Seyia whispered. Then, he crumpled to the stage floor. Usagi gasped and began to weep as did much of the fans. Yaten and Taiki were at the fallen vocalist's side. Taiki was talking calmly to the prone Seyia.

Panic filled Usagi. Immediately, she raced to got down from the motionless ride and ran into the street. Her ears picked up the sound of the ambulance in the far distant, but she heard nearby screams. "Usagi-san!" she heard a feminine voice behind her. Turning, she saw Haruka and Michiru already transformed into their Sailor Scout forms. "There's a Phage just beyond those trees. You'd better Henshin quickly!" Sailor Neptune, Michiru exclaimed. A youma crashed through the bushes, carrying a bunch of fake looking balloons. Knowing no other alternative, she transformed.

"It's my fault Seyia got hurt and now...I may never get to see him." her mind reeled. But something in the back of her mind chided, "Selfish! What's more important; the people of Earth or Kou Seyia?"

"Both,"she told herself. "Everyone including the Starlights are important to me."

"MOON ETERNAL MAKE-UP!" she yelled. In a burst of white light, she was transformed into Eternal Sailor Moon. Turning, she faced the monster.

"Stop right there! This park is dedicated to good times. Your presence here ruins it. I will not tolerate this. Agent of love and justice, pretty Sailor Soldier Sailor Moon! In the Name of the Moon I will punish you!"

The Phage just smiled. He threw a rabbit shaped helium balloon at her. Sailor Moon hardly had managed to dodge it before it exploded, though it had thrown her back.

"Neptune Deep Submerge!" A blast of sea green and the monster backed up. The attack only succeeded in angering the youma. Sailor Amusement was about to attack, but Sailor Uranus got there first and atacked, leaving the youma severely weakened.

"Now Sailor Moon!" Uranus cried.

"Silver Moon Crystal Power Kiss!" Sailor Moon exclaimed. With a burst of bright white light and feathers, the youma was transformed back to the manager. Usagi quickly de-henshined and headed towards the concert.

"Mattai!" Haruka yelled. Usagi turned to face her. "Where are you going?"

"I must see if Seyia is alright." She replied softly.

"You shouldn't. They said that he wouldn't see you." said Michiru.

Usagi's eyes began to fill with tears "Demo, I'm worried. After the last attack." she sobbed, and then looked up at the pair. "He cares for me. Seyia-san saved my life, and that proves that looks out for me."

"Demo, you already have a destiny, remember? With Mamoru-san and your senshi; they have their destiny on their own planet. We do not need them here, nor do they seem concerned for this planet. " Haruka hissed.

"Arigato for your concern, but I can take care of myself, Haruka-san, Michiru-san" The blond "ondango atama" said with equal coldness. Turning, she ran off into the distance.

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About an hour later, Usagi met Taiki and Yaten in the waiting room of the hospital. Both gave her a look of contempt.

"What are you doing here?" Yaten snapped. Didn't we tell you that he didn't he doesn't want to see you anymore? And I believe that it was you that promised that you wouldn't see him."

Usagi started to cry. "I-I just wanted to see if he was alright. He saved my life and..." she said all this in a shaky voice.

"USAGI-CHAN!" She heard four voices call out. She turned to see the four inner senshi.

"What's happened?" Rei asked when she saw tears streaking from the eyes of her princess.

"I just came to see how Seyia is, they say that he won't see me though." then her crying began anew.

A saddened look overtook the two Star Lights. "Gomen nasai. We just thought that it was for the best. Your senshi doesn't seem pleased at the thought of you two being together." whispered Taiki.

"Hai." Usagi said finally, "I know, but he has become my best friend. Haruka-tachi said that you guys are dangerous, demo I know that it is not true. You all have saved our lives countless times.The outer senshi think that they should be responsible for their princess. I think though, that if we all came to an understanding, it could help us."

The inner senshi and two Star Lights nodded in agreement. The tears finally stopped rolling down the princess's cheek and she smiled happily.

A moment later, a nurse walked up to the group. She smiled gently as she spoke. "Seyia-san is stable now. He has a fever, and pain medication has been administered, so I'm afraid you will not be able to see him very long. Kou-san is in room 345."

"Hai, arigato nurse." said Taiki calmly. She bowed slightly and left the room.

Yaten turned to Usagi. "Usagi-san, I think you should be the first one to see Seyia, ne?" The dumpling haired girl smiled.

"Arigato, Yaten-san, Taiki-san!" she exclaimed.

Almost running down the hall and knocking over many carts in the process, Usagi finally reached Seyia's room. Slowly she entered and took in the numerous machines that were hooked up the prone singer. He lay between white sheets and blankets. His head was wrapped in white bandages, while beads of sweat rolled down his face. Usagi noticed that Seyia's suit had disappeared, and he was now dressed in a light blue cotton hospital gown. An IV had been inserted into his arm, and was swathed with plaster. She noticed a basin of water with a cloth hanging off the side of it. Usagi, sat in a chair next to the bed, then took Seyia's hand and squeezed it. Still holding the vocalist's hand, she dipped the cloth into it, squeezed out the access, and gently patted his head with it. To her surprise, her hand was squeezed back. The raven-haired singer's eyes slowly opened, dark blue meeting cerulean.

"O-Odango Atama." Seyia whispered hoarsely

"Hai, Seyia. I'm here."

"I thought they wouldn't let you see me!"

"Iie, we finally came to an agreement. I came despite the Outers."

"What about Taiki and Yaten?"

"They agreed to let me see you. The Sailor Starlights have saved me many times over, so there is no possible way you are our enemies." Usagi said with a wide beam.

Just then, the door behind her opened, and the two Star Lights entered, followed closely by Rei, Ami, Makoto and Minako.

"Minna!" she exclaimed as the group shuffled in the small quarters. Yaten and Taiki looked at him with disapproval.

"How are you Seyia? I hope that you'll be back to work by Tomorrow!" joked. Minako. Everybody sweat dropped but Seyia and Usagi laughed.

"You said you were alright, Seyia. And yet tonight, you proved you weren't." Taiki hissed.

"DESPITE being injured you still did the concert," Yaten murmured angrily. The inner senshi sensed the tension between the three brothers and quietly dismissed themselves from the room.

"I was alright. I was trying to tell "Odango" about what happened on our planet and tried to explain why we were here."

"SHE HAS NO BUSINESS KNOWING ABOUT US AND OUR PAST SEYIA!" The youngest Starlight roared. The dumpling haired girl turned red.

"Yaten-san, Taiki-san, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cause trouble and pry into your lives. I thought maybe if I knew what was going on, we'd better understand each other.

"I didn't think you'd be angry. She's trying so hard to find harmony between us." Seyia said meekly.

The two Star Lights looked over at Usagi, then to their injured vocalist nodding. "We understand." Taiki said finally

Yaten heard very low voices coming from the other side of the door. "Nani?" he murmured. Going to the door, he opened it quickly and the four inner senshi fell through.

"Why were you listening in our conversation?" He demanded. They all turned red with embarrassment.

"Oh! We just wanted to see, er- if Usagi-chan could patch up things." Rei exclaimed The inner senshi nodded in agreement, sweatdropping. Taiki chuckled and Yaten just shook his head. Usagi and Seyia laughed.

Down below in the hospital parking lot two young women stared up at the lit window two stories up.

"She just doesn't understand the danger she's in." murmured Haruka.

"Perhaps she believes in them, just as we believe in her, Haruka." The sea- green haired girl whispered.

"The darkness is approaching faster with each coming day. We must really be on guard now." The sandy haired girl whispered.

"Hai." The Sailor Scout of the Sea said in agreement

They both looked up to the darkening cloudy sky in fearful anticipation of what was to come...