This story is recommended M so I don't think it will be smart for little kids to read this.
SUMMARY;
Hello, I'm Bella Swan.
I am overweight, I have acne all over my face, I wear glasses, I have braces, I always have greasy hair and I am extremely clumsy. I am the most unpopular person in school which I am grateful for, because I do not allow anyone to touch me. I am terrified of physical contact; it takes a lot for me touch my dad, which I very rarely does especially after my nightmares. Though I don't care about touching my big sister Hannah Swan, she was really pretty, she had long blond wavy hair that had natural brown streaks, deep chocolate brown eyes, and perfect teeth and was so fit it was unbelievable and she had the most tanned skin I have ever seen. She is really nice and is very protective of me, once I was getting bullied in year 1 and she was in grade 10 she full had a hissy at the kid I almost felt sorry for him. Almost.
I am an abuse victim. My mother abused me almost every night starting at the time I was 6. It wasn't that bad when I younger but when I turned twelve, she started getting worse. I nearly died once, I was happy that it was going to end, but no she wanted to have a pet so she took me the hospital and said I got bashed by a group of kids.
And on it went until my father Chief of Police in La Push came to ask if I could come over for a little while, walked in on my mother punching my gut about 10 times. He immediately took her to Rehab and under the watchful eye of the best cops in U.S.A.
Chapter 1
I was in my room doing my home work when I heard the front door open and heard Renee's drunken voice; I automatically cringed and hid under my bed
"Belllaaaaaaaaa. Where are you? I want some dinner, NOW!" she yelled, I stayed under my bed shaking from fear; I heard her stumbling up the stairs whispering some things unintelligent. I heard the door slam open followed by a crack, "Oh shit, I broke the door." Mumbled Renee, I saw her feet walking towards the bed, "Oh Belllaaaaaaaaa, come out where ever you are! She can't possibly be under the bed can she?" She said as she lifted the covers up, she put on a surprised look on her face and grabbed my hair forcefully, making me whimper.
"There you are I was starting to get worried. Now come on sweetie let's go to my bathroom, I have a gift for you, I call it sharpie, and I think you have met him before." She said happily as she pulled my hair even harder. I thought about the scars on my arms and stomach, I have met sharpie several times.
"No please! I'm sorry! Please I don't want to see Sharpie please!" I begged not bothering to hold back my sob; she shook her head and carried on walking. When we got to her room I saw the butcher knife in her sink, she chucked me on the floor while she headed over the sink and picking up the knife and moving towards me, I crawled back not taking my eyes off the knife.
"Come on Bella, I don't want to tie you up." She said my body was shaking so hard it hurt and I couldn't stop the tears that fell down faster when I hit the bed frame. She smiled and put my hands behind my back and put some cuffs on them and lifted my shirt up.
"This will teach you to listen to your mummy." She said, then she cut a long line on my stomach, I screamed in pain and started thrashing around, she smiled. "Oh come on sweetie it tickles." She dug the knife in again and started laughing.
"Please stop! Please! PLEASE! I'm sorry Renee! Please stop, please!" I screamed.
I shot out of bed screaming, I looked around in my room and saw something slumped over my chair, I screamed and crawled to the corner of my bedroom. The thing looked up and I saw it was Charlie and he had tears running down his face. "Baby? Are you okay? It was only a dream, baby girl." He said coming closer I flinched at his closeness, he sobbed. And sat back down I lowered my head in shame, "I'm sorry." I whispered. He smiled a little and nodded his head.
He sighed, "Bella do you want to go to Australia and live with Hannah for a while? I have spoken to her and told her what happened with Renee and she offered to help you. W-would you like that?" he asked, I nodded my head he smiled brightly.
"Okay, I already have the ticket; you leave tomorrow morning at 10am okay? Pack your things now I don't think you will get back to sleep right now and Bella…" he hesitated, "could I please have a…. hug?" he asked softly I knew he knew I was going to say no. I sucked in a deep breath and crawled over and sat in front of him, ignoring a tiny voice inside my head saying stay away. He looked at me with surprise I smiled and wrapped my arms around him softly.
He held onto me harder he breathed in almost like he was taking in my scent. I realised how much I have missed hugging my dad. 'I love you dad." I whispered, he sobbed, "I love you too baby girl." He replied. I held onto him for a few more minutes then let go. I smiled softly, "I think I should pack. Go back to sleep daddy, I will wake you when I need to go." I commanded softly. He laughed but agreed and went back to bed.
I sighed and got up and headed towards my wardrobe and started packing.
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When we got to the airport the plane was just landing, I quickly gave dad a hug just flinching a little and went off to get on the plane. When I got on I saw I was sitting in the middle, when I sat down two women walked over and sat on either side of me, I started shaking and I quickly got and rushed over to the man hostess.
I still kept a great distance and cleared my throat when he turn around I smiled weakly, "Excuse me, can you please put me into a different seat with no girls sitting near me please." I asked fighting back tears, he looked at me shocked.
"No I don't think I can, why do you ask?" he asked. I thought hey I'm never gonna met him, "I've been abused by a girl and I don't like going near them and I kind of don't like physical contact, as you can see." I pointed in between the big gap between us; he looked slightly worried but nodded and told me to wait there. Suddenly I heard the last voice I ever thought I would hear.
"Hello Bella sweetie, did you miss your mommy?" she asked looking at me with cold eyes.
Hey, this is a new story! I don't know if it good or not! But could you review and tell me if you want me to carry it on or not. It's going to be a Paul and Bella story. Oh and I didn't get to add this detail Bella got rapped, when she well she is 14 now and she is going to stay with her sister for 3 years. Sorry, I just don't know how to do a rap scene, so Yeh I just wanted you to know