Title: Becoming One

Author: TorturedAngel aka majphule

Fandoms:Buffy/Angel

Category: AU

Pairings: None, yet you'll just have to wait and see. ;)

Chapter: 1?

Warnings: Violence, Rape, Abuse and Slash.

Spoilers: Probably, but this is AU.

Feedback: Wanted, but not needed.

Archive: Anywhere it is wanted, but please let me know where it is. :)

Disclaimer: They aren't mine, duh. The great and almighty Mutant Enemy and Joss Whedon owns them. Plus a whole bunch of other people. So don't get mad at me, I'm just borrowing them for a little fun.

Rating: R to start and will change to NC-17 in later chapters.

AN: No Canon here. Purely AU and my own little universe. If ya don't like it, then don't read it.

AN2: Ok, I started the first 4 chapters of this fic over a year ago and because of some harsh feedback I pulled it and put it away. So if this looks familiar, then you probably read it. But please reread it, there has been some changes. Also I don't have a Beta, so any mistakes are mine, all mine. Thanks, Gabriel.

Summary: The truth about Wesley comes out and he isn't real happy about it.

Chapter One: The Truth

Dream

Wesley sat in a corner whimpering.

He knew he was in trouble.

His parents hated him.

He didn't know why and he gave up asking years ago.

He learned early on not to say to much, if he did he would get beaten.

Wesley hoped, wished and sometimes even prayed to a god he didn't believe in that they would stop hurting him. He never felt right about calling them father and mother, but they had demanded it of him. And instead of being beaten for misbehaving, he just did as he was told.

Wesley was broken long before he had joined the watchers council, but the was exactly what they wanted.

End Dream

Wesley, woke panting, sweat dripping off him.

"Shit..will I ever stop having that dream?" He asked the empty room.

Wes sighed as he got out of bed, wandering into the small kitchen for a glass of water.

Walking over to the window, staring out into the rainy night. Wes couldn't stop thinking about how and when he had learned the truth about his past.

/Flashback 2 months earlier/

Wesley reread the letter for a third time, hardly able to see it anymore through the tears rolling down his cheeks. He couldn't believe it. The people he thought of as his parents weren't. He had been kidnaped as an infant. He was sure this had to do with the council, they were always involved in his life, even early on. It just had their stench all over it.

But what hurt the most was he had to find out after his real parents death. His parents had been searching for him a long time. They had almost given up hope of ever finding him by the time he reached his 20's.

The letter had been delivered by hand that evening by a Kur-Klag demon. A generally harmless demon, mainly used as messengers for other demons. Wesley thought it was rather odd to see a Kur-Klag demon in Sunnydale. Much less one at his door, when he was sure he had kept his location a secret, even from Giles, Buffy and company. Kur-Klag demons had gone into hiding since the current slayer took over the Hellmouth. Buffy could care less, they were demons and she slayed demons. Kur-Klag demons looked dangerous but they were more like kittens of the demon world.

The letter explained that even though his parents passed away recently their search for him never wavered and by a twist of fate he had finally been found. The letter also told of a large inheritance and of a younger brother and sister that were given away to separate families to keep them safe from whomever it was that had taken him. The letter went on to say how his parents wished for him to find them and watch over them, help them when they needed it. And most importantly to be able to be a family. His parents never gave up on looking for him and never stopped loving him.

The letter goes on to explain why they could not raise his younger siblings. The main reason being they still did not know who had kidnaped their first born, Wesley. Another slip of paper stated that the person that was in charge of guarding his younger siblings, had recently been killed. It stated the last known location and names of his siblings.

/End Flashback/

Wesley sighed, he had finally tracked down where his brother and sister were. Not that it had been all that hard due to the fact neither of them had moved from the cities of their last known location. But the background check and information he dug up on his brother was highly disturbing and may prove to be a problem. And his sister, he just shook his head, that was going to be a fun talk. "'Hey, guess what I'm your brother and we kissed!'" Oh yeah that was going to go over like a lead brick. So all in all it was unsettling to know who they were. But he was intent on talking with them and making them a family. He knew he could do it and he would.

Now comes the hard part, figuring out what to say and how? He was thankful that they wouldn't think he was a loon making up stories about myths, that was good. But making them believe that they were demons themselves and royalty on top of it all.