I never thought it would be like this ."Yes" I fantasize several times but, this scene was so surreal. Though I never thought it would happen in a painful way. Sometimes I ask myself did I wait to long to tell him, and I still haven't said anything. Percy became my world after the war with the giants. Never had I thought jealousy would wash over people one-by-one all the way to death. What happen to all the demi-gods strength to follow him not to leave him? Now I know. Everyone does.
Here he is now laying on my lap and am always questioning does he love me? Or am I just a keeper waiting for him to get healthy to watch him improve then go back to earth without a look back. Most of all could I bear him leaving after my feelings had grown. Leave it up to me for my feelings to get hurt and pain to worsen but I promise to look after him. To his father Poseidon and to all the others that hope for him to get well.
Percy looked lovely but not full of life. He was sleeping it was cute and warming for me because he will come close to me. After what happen Percy didn't like men he seen disgust but, fear. fear I had seen in those big green eyes when we found him. Also lost of confidence, pride and independence.