I don't like King. Not one bit, he never comes in here and talks to us pleasantly. Nor does he ever come in here for a good fight with the problem of gravity possibly asserting itself, the best part of this place. Zangetsu and Tensa don't either. Sure, we respect him, and don't bug him like the other Zanpakutô probably do. Doesn't make being left alone for ages any easier to deal with.
I mean, really! He thinks it's strange that Zangetsu barely talks. Of course he barely talks! He has no-one sane to talk to! I mean, yeah there's me, And Tensa of course, but I was broken from the start and Tensa is never around for long enough to get affected by loneliness, since he's always focusing on compressing King's reiatsu because of his stupid Bankai, why can't he have a 'boom, boom!' Bankai anyway? It'd make SO much more sense! He's got enough reiatsu for it, at least. And Old man Yama doesn't have a stupid little compression Bankai even though he's got tons of the stuff too.
No sense… you are made of nonsense, you have lots of reiatsu, but you don't bother to control it. You have a Hollow in you, but you don't feed me. You never even bother to visit, we can see you, King. Having fun outside this bleak, half flooded, sideways world. This world doesn't even make sense! And it's your world, too. Not mine, or Zangetsu's or even Tensa's stupid little world. I mean, in the whole, kill Aizen training thing, he was in here for ages. Yeah. But that doesn't make it any better! I want to get out and have some fun, eat a little. Is that too much to ask? Yeah, I guess it is.
You don't come in here, you shut us out nearly all the time, this world is only just held together by threads of sanity weaving up the buildings like invisible vines. I just want to go out occasionally. You hide me. Pretend I don't exist. Go on your merry little way. Well guess what, I could care less. You don't really care, do you? And I guess that rubs off on all of us… we look to the clouds, fight the days away, sit down for hours doing nothing. Laugh from a stray thought above our heads. We don't have any sanity left in us, and personally, I'm amazed that you do, Kingy.
You have those people out there to cling to, protect like a mother. Che, why do it like that? Why not just… I don't know, go out there and kill them all before they can hurt them? Make it all better then. They'd like that, wouldn't they? You, the holy guardian who vanquished all foes before they could even touch his loved ones, yeah. No, you wouldn't do that. You're just going to be trudging forwards, wounded by enemies you could have killed aeons before this got so far. Far enough that I'd have a chance at getting out again, you don't know how that works though. Do you? Just that you get tired and weak and injured and then you're fighting me for control while I have a little fun. No fair, really.
I mean, I wouldn't exactly kill your 'loved ones' would I? Oh right, I'm EVIL aren't I? Something to suppress and fight till it goes away to lick its wounds and hide forever. Not good, is it? Well, you're the one who gave me a heart after all, I was willing to just carry on, bored and alone. 'til you come in here, for once, give us a good fight , chat with the old man about sunsets and mushy crap like that. Nope. Not going to happen though, is it? I can ask and ask and ASK but no, you'll never even hear me. You're just going to be out there, yelling at enemies to stop, letting them live and wondering, why can't I beat them? Well, come in here for once, learn how to wield us properly. Make it a common occurrence, come in here often. Pay a visit, just pay a visit!
AN, 700 words long and a little darker than usual. God, I love writing Shiro. See you later, fellow fans!