Dear Brittany,
I know it's been a long time , but I have so many things I need to say to you , to tell you When I first saw you I was mesmerised by you I can't say what part because it was all of you. We were best friends for so long until you started to date Artie, I became jealous and someone that I never wanted to be towards you, between all my hatred for him and love for you somehow our friendship got lost along the way and for that I am truly sorry I would give anything to have it back, when you were with him I started to get all these feelings I didn't even know existed but you showed and open them up to me. I can't tell you in words how much you move me You thought me what being in love meant , you would doing anything or be anything for that person. You have to know I would be anything for you! But I was too late to tell you and I understand that. You're probably married now with kids and a house with a white picket fence that you always hoped for, I hope you got everything. I know this email is out of the blue so I'll explain...
I was in the twin towers last week you see I worked there when it all came crashing down on top of me, I tried to escape but I was trapped for 3 days no food and no water, I had nothing to live for because although I never told you, I came out to my parents, they threw me out and told me how disappointed they were in me, I was a freak! , a sin. So I decided to follow my dreams and I now own an acting studio. I looked for you for 2 years so I could tell you how I felt, I searched everywhere, I was hoping you would feel the same, I wanted you to have a dance studio and to teach it because it was your dream like mine was to teach acting, I finally found it, I came by your house and your next door neighbour told me you were getting married but gave me your email address. I felt that day like my life had just ended in all honesty that I had to move on. Still a year and a half later though when I was lying under all the rubble I started to pass out and you want to know the last person that entered my mind? it was you Brittany all these questions came flooding into my mind like if you were okay , how you were , weather you still danced (I remember the first time I saw you dance you were phenomenal , I couldn't take my eyes off you)... now I'm sat in this hospital alone reminiscing of what could have been when really all I need to do is tell you , so here it is I love you Brittany Suzan pierce , I love you so much it kills me and I know that I can't have you but I just want you to know you were always meant so much to me , you still do , a disaster like 9/11 puts things into perspective and for me it just showed me that I can't get over you I will always love you , so I want you to promise me , if your alone , upset and even just need a friend , come and find me and I will always be here for you , I don't expect a reply to this email but I thought you should know once and for all that I have always loved you and always will. Forever and always yours Santana x
Please review i'm thinking of making this into an actual fic , let me know what you think !