Author's note: I apologize if this Chapter isn't...good? I haven't written in the LONGEST time. This is my first time on FanFiction in YEARS. It's honestly good to be back though :D i hope you at least some what enjoy this chapter. Of course it's CielxSebastian. And honestly...if Sebastian wasn't animated i'd be ALL over that. and ill try and update as soon as possible. i PROMISE3
I relaxed all my muscles as I felt Sebastian's demon hands wrap around my body. He gracefully untied my eye patch with his teeth and moved to whisper something in my ear.
"My Lord…you're shaking." Sebastian said as quietly as he could. I just tried to let my body focus on the feel of his cold hands that sent shivers down my spine.
"I….I'm sorry." That's all I could say. He just chuckled slightly and I looked down and was almost positive I was blushing. I almost twitched with excitement as I felt Sebastian's cool breath run down the nape of my neck almost as if it were a winter wind. He un-wrapped his hands from around me and picked me up to lay me in bed. He pulled the blankets up to cover my body and moved my greyish black hair out of the way to plant a kiss on my forehead. He brought his hand up to my jawline and caressed it with such a light touch it almost tickled.
"You're perfect, my Earl." He whispered softly.
"I…I can't be perfect, Sebastian…I've been so tortured and I'm-"
"Shh. You ARE perfect. Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise…my lord." He whispers. "I shall let you get some sleep you have a rather busy day tomorrow." Sebastian got up and took the candles with him.
"Wait! Sebastian!"
"Yes, my lord?"
"Sleep next to me?" I whispered softly.
"Is that an order?" He smiled.
"Yes." I sternly say.
"As you wish." Sebastian came over and put the candles down. He took off his gloves and his shoes along with his tail coat. He crawled into the sheets next to me and I nuzzled into his side. For a demon he didn't smell like death and decay…he smelled…sweet…and warming. I loved it very, very much and I loved Sebastian…very…very much. I wasn't positive if what he says to me is just an act of if he cares for me just the same. Either way I love every minute of it. The only down part is…Lizzie. My fiancée. With her around, Sebastian and I could never be. Let alone would a same sex couple be accepted but I rather like the idea of a secret romance. Something I could keep to my own without the world knowing what I have been up to. After all I am a Phantomhive, guard dog of the queen, and not much I do can be left alone. So I can only hope that this…this romance could ever possibly be the one thing that I could call my own. I noticed Sebastian's breathing has slowed and he seems more relaxed. I look up and found him asleep, which is odd because I had no clue that Demons could sleep. I focused on his face and to be frank…Sebastian was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen while he's asleep. I couldn't help but make the slightest squeaking noise at the sight of his cuteness. I was surprised that he didn't wake so I just put my head back onto his chest and listen to his breathing…soft…and calm and I found myself drifting closer…and deeper into sleep…
My dream consisted of me in a ball room with Sebastian dancing, hand in hand. Moving like the wind, swift and quietly, and I loved it. As we danced I rested my head into Sebastian's chest and closed my eyes to listen to his Demonic heartbeat, irregular…as always. It calmed me and made me feel safe, which I suppose is ironic with him being demon and all. I forgot everything around me and who I was and focused on being with my sweet…sweet Sebastian. I don't want this dream to ever end. I want to spend an eternity like this. In sweet perfection with the man I so loved and longed for a moment like this for him. It was fantastic and I wished this moment could happen in reality without anyone bothering to come in and ruin it all. This is the epitome of perfection just staying here dancing with my butler. Hmm….my butler. Such a formal name for the man I cared for so much…and would take a bullet for him…well…if I could…I'm kind of human…sad face. Well….no matter…he is still mine and he always will be until the day I die. Our contract even says so. He's bound to me…whether he likes it or not. And, yes, that is a horrible way to think I would rather that it was because he loved me and not because of some stupid contract. But even if he doesn't love me…I'll still know he's here. That's all I can really be thankful for at the very least.
