Part 1
I was sitting in my third period science class; I tuned out all the small talk of the fellow students out. Now, it was just about Joe. My teacher had assigned us an assignment on the computer, I was writing about autumn. I thought to myself "Maybe he won't get so mad if I put some Jonas Brothers in the mix" and that's exactly what I was going to do. I started typing… "Joe and I laid in the grass, leaves falling all around our faces, I could look at nothing but his beautiful golden brown eyes and his nice bulging package that was emerging in his pants. I couldn't tell what was about to happen. The look in his eyes, I could tell that maybe, just maybe he wanted me in every way possible… and I wanted him. Sex before marriage though, it goes against every moral code I have. But, I know for a fact that Joe and me will get married. I cannot wait till the day that Nick and Kevin become my brothers in law. Kayla Jonas… has a nice ring to it. I wanted to tell Joe that I needed to go and update my blog, I wanted to inform the whole world on who I was with and what was about to go down. Joe just kept me right there, not letting me out of his sight. Soon, Joe started to kiss me, I've never kissed a guy before and I was sure I was going to make him think I was retarded because I couldn't kiss. I didn't want him to leave me because of how badly I kiss. It took him a while to find my boobs, but after 10 minutes he finally found them. This WAS going to happen. I could smell the leaves, the crisp autumn air all around. Every sex dream I wrote about on my blog was finally starting to come true, even if it wasn't exactly what I wanted. It was still with Joe and I was perfectly fine with it. This was it, Joe Jonas had taken my virginity and I had taken his. It was better than what I could have dreamt, and little did I know, six hours had past. Even though the majority of that time was spent trying to find my cooter and then some of it determining if my steroids would allow me to do this. Joe left, and I laid together in the leaf-covered grass for a few more minutes. This was euphoria and nothing could compare. After I got up and went inside, I went straight to my computer,
'Entry 45 – Finally Had Sex With Joe Jonas
It was everything I could have imagined and much more, we were sitting there and he made every move. That shows how much of a man he truly is. I was afraid at first cuz I wasn't sure how he was going to react to me being a bad kisser. But he didn't seem to be affected by it at all. I finally bought a spelling dictionary; my spelling is starting to get better. I don't want my future husband thinking that I am completely retarded, cuz then he would leave me for someone prettier, skinnier, better than me. If that ever happened, I would track him down and shoot him with a harpoon gun. Joe Jonas will NEVER leave me, not if I can help it. Well mom just bought me five bags of popcorn, six bags of candy, 12 tacos, and some nachos. I'm off to eat dinner. I'll update later
Peace and Love ~ Kayla Jonas!'
It was great, this had been the best fall of my entire life, and it could only get better."
* Sigh * If only stories could be real, I would have Joe in a heart beat, and if I couldn't have Joe then I guess I could settle for Nick or Kevin, maybe their younger brother once he gets to be older. My dreams about Joe still keep coming, I don't understand why people have to be so mean about them on my blog, im only putting it on there because my diary isn't secure, anyone in my family could come in and read it at any time. I would be so embarrassed. My science teacher hopefully will give me a good grade on it. Autumn and Joe Jonas, nothing better than that.