I listened to Santana's voice that filled the choir room. Her words were staring to sting, and I knew what was coming. I'm not as dumb as everyone thinks, I just like to see the positivity in life. And Santana was my positive thing.
"I will always love you the most" She said and tears ran down both our faces. I couldn't help but think of all the great times we had in this room. She sang me that beautiful song in here for me…And now we were breaking up?
She left, and all I could do was sit there in the back row, where she would watch me. I thought our love was strong and that we would beat the odds. I knew where Santana was heading, and I knew that this was never a part of her plan. I feel so stupid!
I started to cry again; only this time I could feel myself fade in and out of consciousness. I'm pretty sure that it lasted for a week because next thing you know She is standing in front of me and my smile seems fake. Fridays were our date nights, and this Friday I knew I was going to be alone. I felt Sam come up to give me hug, but I can't. He hugs like Santana, only different.
"If I can't have you, I don't want nobody baby…" The song was a lie.
"I wanna dance with somebody who loves me…." More lies.
"I love you, I love you, I love you, like never before…" That song wasn't a lie, but still, it feels like it.
I waited for her call like I did every night, but tonight there was no call. I waited by my computer…No skype calls. I wonder how she is, what she is doing…Or who.
I cried myself to sleep again. No high pony or form fitting cheerio uniform could med this heart…