Sitting in the dark back corner of the guild, chewing on some nails I watched as the bluenette sat reading her book ignoring the chaos of the Fairy Tail around her. It felt as if she knew I was watching her; when she glanced up catching my eye. We locked eye contact, staring at one another however, she broke the trance as she quickly looked back down at her book hiding her face behind its thick pages. Every time I saw her it gave me the constant reminder...the constant guilt of what I had done and the monster I would forever be. The images raced through my mind, as I enjoyed her screams of pain as I pinned her to the tree; next to the two idiots who couldn't protect her. Actually even if I think about it, not many people would be able to protect themselves against me anyway. I cannot push the blame upon them since it will be: forever my unforgivable sin.