Mixed Emotions
What is this feeling?
I don't think I've felt this way in a long time..
I feel jealous for the oddest reason..
I thought I was over you..
But yet, seeing her with you and her hugging you makes me angry.
You told me you don't like her that way..
But you still want to be with her it seems
I wish I knew how I could help myself with this situation..
I'll try and be a good friend..
And support you no matter what..
But I still want to get feelings from you too..
I really thought I was over you..
But this stupid emotion will never let me go..
Why does this have to so difficult?
If only life were simple.
Is this jealousy I'm feeling?
If it is please make it stop.
I should never feel this way about one of my closest friends.
sigh I hate these mixed emotions..