"Jo I just kissed her, that was it." I sighed, she didn't understand. I didn't think that she ever would, but still there's hope. I looked at her my eyes started to water so I turned my head.
"Please believe me Jo, please. It ment nothing."
"Maureen, you kissed her, that was wrong. You. Fucked. Up." She said it with no emotions. I couldn't take it anymore I wanted to curl up and die. It felt like there was no longer a reason to live.
"I'm sorry." Giving one more try.
"No, you did it and you can't take it back. You can't fix it; there isn't anything else for you here. Just leave me alone." Then she walked away. Left me there with my head in my hands. Tears falling uncontrollably from my eyes. I sat there for at least a good hour before moving. Then I decided to talk with Mimi. After a long walk I knocked on her door.
"Uh hi Mo." She sounded surprised to see me.
"Can I talk to you?" I pleaded. She opened the door and let me in, a half hour later I was a mess and Mimi was sitting there comforting me like the good friend she was.
"Maureen, I'm really sorry. I have to say that she was probably over reacting. Maybe in a day or two she'll come around. Tonight you can stay with me." She smiled. I went to the bathroom to clean up and wash my face.
"do you have any other clothes in your monster hand bag?" Mimi asked. I shook my head no and she threw a pair or Scooby-Doo PJ's at me. I thanked her.
That night I couldn't get her off my mind, I tried not to think about her but everything else brought me back to her. Eventually I ended up crying my self to sleep, and being constantly checked up on by Mimi. I felt her pull the blanket up over me and kiss my forehead before returning to her room.