Title: Ashamed

By: Kagome/Rogue

Description: Mystique thanks back on all the wrongs she has done and wonders f anything she dose will set them right. She thinks she finds something that will...

Since day one I have always been no good. I was born a mutant. My skin color and appearances set me apart from the moment I came from my mother. I use to get in fights as a child. When I went to school. I was ridiculed and made fun of. Humans. I hate them for it. They use to do horrible things to me. The boys would ask if I was female or male and send me home crying every day after school. My mother and father could do nothing for me. When I was 7 they had had enough of having a freak for a daughter and left me. No one wanted me.

Hours in that damn hell hole of an orphanage... getting beat, raped, tormented, and more stuff then I care to say turned in to days, weeks, months,... years. I grew up. I met others like me and found I had the power to change my form! Now the world would see. I could get into the white house and impersonate the PRESIDENT! I was thinking this up when Eric found me. Eric...

I loved Eric. He was my knight and shining armor for so long. But then I found myself only to be a pound in his game as he married some girl. I took in a girl of 5 who was abandoned and gave her to a woman called Destiny. I wish now I had never had done this. If I would have kept her to myself...protected her from all this maybe she wouldn't be in so much pain now... Like me.

Eric and me have a little secret. A boy. My boy. It was one of those one- night things that lead to certain things. Magneto tried to run experiments on my child! I ran one night. I took him and ran. But Magneto chased. I lost the child over a rope bridge... and returned to Magneto. Like a faithful terrier. I'm not better then a dog!

I worked for him and worked for him till the day came and my daughter was back in the picture. I scared her, hurt her. All for the cause of the powerful Magneto. Powerful and heartless! Even to his loved ones. But who am I to judge on that? I mean I used my children too. And I expected them to love me? No...I knew they never would. Because no one ever had.

Why?...

Because I am heartless. I am a sinner. I will go straight to hell without one glance at the list that sits by heavens gates! I have domed myself to the life in which I am now. But I could change it. I could grant everyone release from myself. Then maybe...maybe, just maybe I could go to heaven? Or at least get the chance? The penalty for all my sins...death, by my own hands...

AN: Ok so I hope you enjoyed the story and please review it. I did actually work pretty hard on it. Even if you flame me then it's still a review. lol.