Positively trez 1
I wrote this based off a song I wrote. I hope you like it. The song is called again. You will se the lyrics to the song and how this song fits in with this three-shot in the final chapter. Enjoy and this song was the first song I ever wrote so I hope you like the thought I put behind it. But dont skip ahead to the third chapter just to read it or else you will not get anything that's going on. Thanks for reading!
Austins POV
I love my friends. There's dez ally and trish. Me and ally are a little more than friends though. We've been going out for about a month now but no one knows. I feel sorry that dez doesn't have someone special. I also feel sorry because trish is always making fun of and beating him. I just hope he doesnt get left out because of me and ally.
Dez POV
Yet another bad day so far. People (trish) are still picking on me. And speaking of people here comes trish now. I am in sonic boom but i dont know why. Trish always comes here. I guess it's good to see her sometimes.
"hey dez. What's up?"
"why do you care trish?"
"I dont."
"well then just get out of here if you don't have to do anything but pick on me." I was really getting mad now. I was sick and tired of her.
"wow when did you get a backbone?" I started to slouch and just look at my shoes. "hey what's wrong?"
"you. That's what's wrong. You are always picking on me and I'm sick and tired of it. You and everyone else." I looked up at her. She seemed almost sorry for me. She also looked a little hurt as if she didn't realize how much she was hurting me by doing this. She turned and started to walk out. "wait trish! Don't go! I need you! No one else is there for me right now. I need you."
She stopped then turned around and ran towards me. She hugged me for comfort. "why don't we go for a walk. After all ally and Austin are out doing who knows what."
"ok" we walked around for a little while and finally got tired. We sat down on the small park bench.
"I'm sorry dez." wait did I just hear her say what I thought she said.
"did you just say sorry?"
"well yea. I didn't know you felt that way. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just... I just..."
"you just what trish?" she looked so cute under the setting sun. Truth is I've always liked her but she picks on me so it's obvious that she doesn't like me. But right now she looked kind of vulnerable. A tear rolled down her face. I grabbed her hands and made her look me straight in the eyes. "whats wrong trish?"
"well I like this guy, but he probably doesn't like me back because I pick on him so much. I just don't know how to show him that I like him. I pick on him and hit him. Just like i do to you"
"tell me his name. Maybe I could talk to him for you."
She mumbles something under her breath
"what did you say I couldn't hear you?"
"I said ..."
"I still didn't catch that"
"you ok! It's you." she got up and started to walk away. I got up and grabbed her arm. She turns around and I kissed her. I did something I've been waiting to do for a long time.
Trish's POV
I got really upset when I told him that I had a crush on him. I mean he is dez. He's weird and immature but there's something about him that I like. I was hurt by what he said to me in sonic boom. I didn't know he felt that way. I just don't know how to show what I'm feeling. He grabbed my arm and turned around to see what he was doing. Then he kissed me. I was shocked at first but then I eased into in and started kissing back. We took a breath for air and rested our foreheads together. "what are we doing?"
"what I've wanted to do for a long time now trish and I think you wanted this too."
"but we can't do this. What are we doing?"
"trish, truth is I have always loved you. I just thought that well because you pounded on me so much that that meant that you hated me. I just can't take it any longer trish. Will you do the honer of being my girlfriend?"
"yes. Truth is I always felt the same way but I didn't know how to show it so I messed with you. But what will ally and Austin think about this?"
"well they don't have to know. I know their our best friends and all but we need to tell no one. Not until were ready."
"I think your right. Let's just hope they don't find out too soon. Now where were we?"
Then we started kissing again. We stopped for air. "maybe we should go somewhere more private dez."
"how about my place?"
"well let's go then."
We headed to his place but on the way there we ran into Austin and ally. They were in a deep conversation and so were we so none of us noticed the others until we ran into each other. Literally. "oh hey trish hey dez."
"hey ally. What are you doing here?" I said nervously. "just taking a walk with austin and talking about... A new song." wait she hesitated.
"yea a new song!" his voice rose up an octave and he put his hand on the back of his neck. I look over at dez and he had his free hand on his neck. The other was entangled with mine. O quickly pull away and put my hand behind my back.
"so what are you two doing here? And is dez wearing lipstick?" I look at him and realize that some of my lipstick rubbed off on his lips. But before I could come up with an excuse dez cut in.
"trish caught me kissing my secret girlfriend and then before trish came over to talk to me she told me she was moving to Canada so trish was talking to me about how the kiss was since it was my first kiss!" he blurted out. Then he covered his mouth as if he wasn't suppose to say that. Then I realize that in his eyes I could tell he wasn't Lieing about everything. That really was his first kiss. It was also mine. But he didn't know that.
"nice going dude!" said Austin as he held out a fist which dez effectively punched.
"so ally how's the new song coming?" I asked her. I wanted to switch the subject as fast as possible.
"what new song?...Oh yea that new song. We still havnt figured out what to make it about."
She didn't remember the song she told us about. I don't think she was telling the truth.
"hey why not a love song?" said dez.
"that's a great idea dez! How did you come up with it?" asked Austin.
"well I did just have my first kiss and You do have a not a love song so why not a love song?" he looked down at me while he said it but quickly looked at the rest of team Austin so no one would get suspicious but when I looked back at them they were looking at eachother then quickly turned away. I think something might be going on between them but im not one to complain. After all I am secretly dating dez. But still all month those two have been sneaking off together and there excuse has always been they were trying to write a new song but they still havnt come up with anything. I think it's kinda suspicious if u ask me.
"so dez, why were you talking to trish about this?"
"because I was upset and mad that she was leaving so I started hitting things and trish stoped me before I hurt myself and she has had her first kiss before and she was messing with me because I was trying to slap a squirrel but she was also telling me that this happened for a reason and then I started to make fun of her hair." he said it unconvincingly and I don't think the others believed him but they just went with it.
"ok dez, thanks for the idea on the song. Why don't we all head over to the food court for pizza." said ally
"actualy ally I was about to head home and take a nap." said dez.
"why you never go to bed until at least 12 its only 830" asked Austin
"because...I don't feel good. I think I'm coming down with something." he fake coughs for enphisis and it seemed like they believed it.
"aww dez you don't feel good?" said ally
"hey ally I'll meet you at sonic boom I'm gonna take dez home." said Austin. He starts to walk away with dez and dez turns around while walking and gives me a loving look that ally didn't seem to notice. I looked over to see her staring at Austin. I decided not to say anything though. She snapped out of it and turned to me.
"wanna go hang out at sonic boom?"
"sorry ally I can't my mom wants me home. Bye!" then I quickly walked towards my house. Once I knew she couldn't see me I took a short cut to my boyfriends house. Ah I just love saying that. His bedroom was on the first floor so I hid in the bushes outside his window. I could see Austin trying to baby his friend.
Dez's POV
Austin was trying to take care of me but I knew I would get caught eventually. "so dez you don't look sick. You don't sound sick. What's the matter?"
"um...my stomach hurts and my lips are all tingly"
"dez that's because you just had your first kiss. It happens when you first kiss a person. Trust me."
"but you havnt had your first kiss yet. Have you? You did didn't you?! Who was it?!"
"remember how me and Monica broke up about a month and a half ago, I kissed her." wow that was defiantly a lie. But I can't deal with this right now. I hear a rustling noise come from the bushes outside my window. I look over and see trish hiding in the bushes. I need to get rid of Austin.
"well good for you Austin but can you leave now. I still don't feel good and i don't wanna get you sick."
"ok buddy well I hope you feel better. Bye." he walks out the door and I shoot up from my bed and headed for the window. I opened it and my girlfriend climbed into my bedroom. Ahh I just love saying that. I have to help her in though cause she didn't realize it when she was hiding but she was in a rose bush. When she got out I had to pick out some thorns from her arms. "are you ok trish?"
"yea I'm fine. Now where were we?" then we started kissing again. Then I heard a knock on my door.
"dez I'm coming in I just forgot my jacket." I heard through the door. It was Austin.
"trish baby I am so sorry about this but you have to hide." I kiss her softly on the lips and then as quickly as I can I guide her into my closet and close the door. I literally jump back into bed and get under the covers right before Austin walks into my room.
"hey buddy you ok? I thought I heard you talking to someone."
"um...no I wasn't. I wasn't talking to anyone. I'm not hiding anyone in my closet. Why would you think that?" uh oh. When I get nervous I start rambling and I'm pretty sure my voice went up an octave. I could tell Austin noticed.
"dez what are you hiding?" he walks over to my closet and opens it but luckily trish must've found my secret hiding place where I go to think that no one knows about. But then Austin picks up a book off the floor of my closet. He opens it and then I realize that it's my diary. Yes I have a diary. Kill me! He flips to another page then looks up at me. "dez, you like TRISH!" uh oh
"psh...me liking trish? Where would you get that Idea?"
"because right here it says and I quote 'today I met the most beautiful, tough, amazingly sassy girl ever. I really like her but I don't know what to do so for now I will try and be just friends with her. Let's just hope she doesn't bully me like everyone else in this world.' dez why didn't you tell me you liked her? And why didn't you tell me you were getting bullied?"
"I didn't tell you about trish cause I knew you would tell ally and try to get us together."
"well that explains why you didn't tell me about trish. But why didn't you tell me that you were getting bullied?"
"because I want to handle this myself. I don't want you to fight my battles for me."
"wait you want to handle this by yourself? That means you are still getting bullied? Are you still getting bullied?"
"yes and I don't want you to get involved."
"is that why you always wear long sleeve shirts? Because you don't want us to see what they did to you? What are they doing to you dez?"
"they usually get me on my way home from school. They take me into the ally behind the melody dinner and just start pounding on me." I had completely forgotten that trish could hear what we were saying so I kept going. " they throw me on the ground and start kicking me and punching me. But that is not the only reason I wear long sleeves." I mumbled that last part but apparently he heard me.
"what do you mean dez?" then he walks over to me and before I can stop him he pulls up my sleeve and my secret has been revealed. He looks my arm up and down and sees the many scars that my bullies have done to me but what he looks at most are the maybe 50 cuts on my wrist. "dez why would you do this to yourself?"
"I just can't take the pressure! Everything it is just to much! The bullies, the name calling, the parental abuse, the abuse from my older brother, me losing you to ally, getting everything filmed and ready for the website on time, school, teachers not even knowing who I am, I just can't take it! That's why I cut myself" Austin looked at me in shock at what I said and I realized that I just told him all the things wrong in my life. The reasons I cut myself.
"dez..."
"don't feel sorry for me Austin. I've had to deal with all this since I could walk. My dad beats me and calls me bad words. My mom completely ignores me. My brother he is like a miniature dad. The bullies hurt me and call me names. The teachers are constantly saying to me 'are you new here?' I have twice the homework cause my brother makes me do his homework. I always get busted for sleeping in class cause my dad beats me so hard I can't sleep through the pain. And now that you are famous I have to work extra to get the stuff filmed and on the website in time and you have no time for me because your always hanging out with ally. It's just so hard and the only thing I have to look forward to in the day is seeing trish's beautiful eyes and her perfect smile and her perfect everything. Plus you don't know the half of it. What you don't know about me is that I was..."
"you were what dez?"
"adopted."
"oh dez I am so sorry. I didn't know." he sits down next to me. "you are not losing me to ally. You never will. I can help you through this. I can help with the homework and I can help with the videos. We can make it through this."
"thanks Austin."
Trish's POV
I can't believe what he just said. I need to go comfort him. I don't care if Austin sees me. My boyfriend needs me. I burst out on my hiding spot in the closet and run to dez. I ingulf him in a large hug. "dez why didn't you tell me? I am so sorry I didn't notice this before. I can't believe you did that to yourself. Please don't do that again. For me." i sobbed into the crook of his neck. He wraps his muscular arms tighter around me. When we pull back I give dez a light kiss on the lips. Then we realize that Austin is still sitting next to us.
"Austin. I can explain." said dez
"me and dez are boyfriend and girlfriend"
"Austin please don't tell ally. We want to tell her when were ready."
"when did this happen?" asked Austin
"this morning"
"is that why you made this excuse to go home? Because trish was gonna meet you here and you wanted to spend time with her?"
"yea but then we ran into you and I had to make an excuse to get to my house. I knew that trish would be able to find a way to meet me here. So I said that I didn't feel good but then you wanted to baby me and I needed to get rid of you cause trish was hiding outside my window."
"so you completely made up the whole thing about being sick?"
"mostly but my stomach does hurt a little. So all I did was magnify it a little."
"Aww your stomach hurts?" i asked
"yea but only a little. I didn't really get a good breakfast so thats probably why."
"well if it gets worse tell me."
"ok baby"
"so dez, trish. How did this happen?"
"well...um..." I don't think dez wanted to tell Austin that he yelled at me and that whoever was bulling him probably just got through and he was in a bad mood so I made up an excuse for him.
"well dez caught me writing in my diary about him and when I saw he was reading it I started to run but he caught up to me and told me he felt the same way."
"so everything about you having your first kiss and all that stuff was just an excuse?"
"well not all of it" He mumbled
"wait a second dez you and trish kissed?!"
"yes. I kissed trish. And thank you for revealing to trish that it was my first kiss."
"oops"
"dez don't feel bad that it was your first kiss because it was mine also."
"what" said Austin and dez at the same time.
"ally told me you already had your first kiss." said Austin
"that's because I told her I had my first kiss with Trent."
"well you know, trent was a big jerk and he didn't deserve you trish." then dze placed a gentle kiss on my cheek. I started blushing.
"aww" Austin cooed
"shut up" I said.
"well I should leave and dez you should get your rest. I don't want your stomach ache to get any worse."
"yea I should get going to dez. I don't want my boyfriend sick." I didn't want her to go but I was really tired and my stomach ache had been gradually getting worse over the spans of the conversation so I decided that I wouldn't stop them from leaving.
"fine I will get my rest but please don't tell ally about us Austin."
"ok fine." he said putting his arms up in defeat. He walked out. Trish said goodbye to me gave me a kiss told me to feel better and then left through the window so my parents wouldn't see and this time she ovoided the rose bush. Soon after they left I fell asleep.