When I think of you

I can't help but see

Blood like butterflies

And eyes

So cold

Not like ice

For ice can melt

And you never will

I could lose myself

In your eyes

I think I want to

But surrender

Is a luxury I can not afford

I hate you

You've haunted my dreams

I love you

You've tortured my soul

I see you

In a swirl of petals

I feel

Your touch on my skin

Then I wake up

But always

In waking or dreams

Out of the corner of my eye

I see

Crimson butterflies

Dancing on skin