"BETRAYAL"
This dream was different she knew that much she wasn't seeing what had happened she was seeing what had happened before her own birth and it was breaking round the shell she had fixed round her heart in the year she had been with her sister it was revelling the scared little girl she was underneath the hard exterior one word floated round her head
"BETRAYAL"
Uther talking to a woman asking for something a favour he calls it she warns him that there will be consequences he tells her he will give anything she accepts before leaving in a cloud of smoke she warns him again of these consequences Morgana is confused what can they be talking about ?
"BETRAYAL"
Her mother looking out weaving a pattern onto some thread humming sadly the door opens Uther walks in a smile on his face they talk for a while and then he kisses her Morgana can guess what happened next and it stung of
"BETRAYAL"
Somebody screaming a cry of a baby and a laugh a small tired laugh then a sigh yelling shouting Uther crying near a bed saying something Morgana hears after the third time he said it
She "BETRAYAD" me
Uther standing on a balcony looking out over the city calling out telling them about the purge burning them torturing them murdering them and it was all
"BETRAYAL"
Her father being sent out with two hundred men at his back this she remembered standing at her window watching seeing her father for the last time and even that was
"BETRAYAL"
Then years went by and it was when Gwen's dad died her tears falling as the cart was driven away then Morgana making the bargain with the bandit that had wanted Uther dead then herself standing watching as Uther struggled with the other man then her stabbing the man killing him and it was
"BETRAYAL"
Modred and alvar herself lying to the king going and warning alvar of the men coming for him
And she had "BETRAYAD" the prince
Then the memory she had hoped wouldn't enter this dream the nights of meridi and her sister attacking Merlin giving her the flask of water he turned and she could just imagined the tears running down his face the tightness in her neck the coughing the realisation the
"BETRAYAL"
She had thought it would end there but it switched to something else pain in her cheats morgause standing over her crown in hand dagger in the other she was laughing Morgana triad to call out and tell her she was in pain but it only came out as a small whimper and her sister the only one she trusted now laughed even louder turning and walking away as blackness filled her view and the last thing she thought was
"BETRAYAL"
Then she realised this was what her life was heading to anybody she had trusted had hurt her standing she walked out of her room out of the courtyard out of the castle not looking back once she let a tear slid down her face before she walked away she had always found the clearing butifull at this time of year the soft petals of the flowers brushed her ankles she knelt praying for forgiveness from her sins a impaling a sharp stone into her own heart a smile lay on her face and the last thing she thought as she slipped away into nothingness was
"BETRAYAL"