So this is for anybody who watches Degrassi and has seen the episode "Whispers to a Scream" I kind of elaborated on that. I love Sean/Ellie as a couple!! XD.

Ellie's troubles started when her dad went to war and she had to live with her alcoholic mum , so i decided what is Sean went to war?, so well... Review and tell me what you think x

I looked across the room into the dark abyss of the corridor

I could see his coat, hanging on the staircase

I sighed and turned back to the TV

Maybe it wasn't so bad. Maybe i was exaggerating

It's not like he was gone forever

Just to war, and he was a fighter, He'd be fine.

Right..??

I grabbed the bowl of popcorn off the table and took a handful.

This was our life, this was our Saturday

Watching movies and eating popcorn, Just feeling safe in each others arms

It was hard to believe he'd been here only a week ago

It seemed like forever, Every day was a living nightmare, all i could think of was him leaving. Repeating over and over in my head

I put the popcorn back on the table and fiddled with the elastic on my wrist

It was therapy, to stop me getting too depressed...but it didn't always work

I twanged it against my skin and let tears fall from my eyes. Would it always be this hard?

I stopped and sniffled away my tears as i heard the phone ring, i gulped and answered it

I whispered "hello" shyly into the phone just listening to what the man had to say

It was Sean.

The man told me about Sean's first war experience, He told me he'd been shot.

I tried to keep strong but started fiddling with the elastic on my wrist again, my hands trembling.

I smiled when the man told me how brave Sean had been,

But i couldn't stop the tears crashing down my cheeks.

I hung up the phone and walked over to the kitchen. I looked around and closed my eyes wishing i could fight too,

But i couldn't..... i was weak

Wow deep, deeper then i was expecting but i kinda like it, it could have probably been better though, but I'm not much of a writer so for me its pretty good

Love+Peace xoxo Robyn