Rachel knelt at Finn's grave. She hadn't cried once, for such an emotional person this was strange but she just felt nothing. Everything was just, numb. She still half expected him to run round the corner, shout that it was all one big joke and she'd leap into his arms.
'What am I supposed to do now?' she thought. He'd said they'd end up together, something that they both knew.
Before he'd been cruelly ripped from the world.
Tears welled up in her eyes, brimming over and pouring down her cheeks, making a slight pitter-patter sound on his headstone.
A gut-wrenching pain seared through her, if this was what losing him felt like, she didn't want to feel, she couldn't deal with it.
Rachel sat by his grave for hours, thinking about all of their moments. The proposal, the night she lost her virginity, Kurt's Dad's wedding, the first time she kissed him, the first duet she sang with him, how close to the wedding they'd come. Every touch, every kiss, every painful moment, the break-ups, the make-ups. Everything.
She thought about the star he'd named for her. How he hadn't named it after her, the star Rachel Berry was already on Earth, but after himself, so he'd always be watching over her.
Things were not ever going to be right again, not ever.
As she walked away from the graveyard she put her headphones in.
'Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world, she took the midnight train going anywhere'
Rachel sobbed harder as she walked, but comforted herself in the knowledge that she'd be with him soon. She would not suffer without him, she had to be with him again.
Kurt tightened his fingers round Blaine's. True talent had been lost. He'd lost family. Blaine and Kurt stood in silence at their graves that were hardly inches apart. Kurt spun the engagement ring round his finger. 'They never got to know' he thought, choking back a sob. They'd have something to celebrate them at their wedding, hey, maybe even play a journey song or two.
A/N - Okay, this was very sad to write but I feel I had to write something to honor Cory Monteith,I got feels while writing this ;-;
I'm sorry for the ending but I felt that was right somehow. R.I.P Cory, thank you for letting us believe in ourselves. Thought and prayers go to the family and loved ones, Stay strong Lea. :'(
~Prongs