I never really thought about it; being with someone, that is. I always imagined my love life to be played out rather boring and empty. Being in a relationship is foreign to me and I don't know how to handle one. This girl though, she's quite special. I think I could be with her.
Kanaya Maryam. That's her name. It has a lovely ring to it. She has a beautiful glow about her, and her eyes sparkle with a deep shade of green. She's so inviting with her smile. When you're around her you feel safe. It's as if all of worries have melted away and she's there to take care of you.
I could never be that warm, much too cynical. She makes me feel like a better person.
Then she touches you. Your arm, your shoulder, your neck… Thousands of endorphins go off, and you feel special like you're hers and hers alone. In turn, you might kiss her back, sending off even more endorphins and it puts a huge smile on your face. She giggles at you. There goes that smile again.
I love that smile.
So she lays you on the bed, and leaves little kisses up down your neck being oh, so gentle. You feel her nibble a bit on one kiss and she makes you feel just wonderful. She goes back up to your lips. Your lips meet in a passionate kiss that makes you want her more. All you get is a taste for now.
She is such a tease sometimes.
She leads you to her workspace where she has a dozen of dresses out on display. From red to green to purple, all of them are gorgeous. She has so much talent, you almost envy her. It's a shame she doesn't realize what talent she has. You offer to try on one of her dresses, to model for her. She gladly agrees and puts you in her finest. You've never seen her happier. She tells you how beautiful you look and kisses on the tip of your nose. You don't want to leave this place. You don't want to leave her.
I don't want to leave her.
I think I love her.