Ok, this is a little sick, so enjoy.
I walked into the house. The house that made my heart ache for so much time… actually, for only 7 months, Well It looked like a year.
But I'm happy now. After Paul imprinted on me, and after I accepted the imprint. Which took a lot of time by the way, I finally was happy again.
But now… I had to face something I was avoiding for a long time, someone I was avoiding, I'd have to see the person who made my childhood a sick nightmare, a sick and secret nightmare.
I was in the living room now, I had that letter on my left hand, the devil's letter. No, I think I'd be happier if it was from the devil, but it was from my mother. Well, maybe it was from the devil.
The letter said:
Dear Leah
I hope you've held your shit together while I was gone. I really hope your brother is okay, or at least, alive. I also hope you're okay. Well, I know you may not be happy with the news I'm about to tell you, but I'm coming home.
Love, Sue.
Hum, it's a interesting letter. And it can change so much. Seth has always loved her, and he still does, I really don't know why, but he does. And I see how sad he gets when I say I'm glad she ran away, so for my brother's sake, I'll pretend I like her.
But there was Paul, we are so happy, I don't think I can hide this from him, he always ask me why I don't like my own mother. I just tell him I'll tell him when I'm ready. He just give me that look of I-know-you-won't.
I walked to Paul when he took my hand, as he always does. We didn't need to say anything. He saw the letter on my hand, but he knew I was going to tell him after the pack meeting, so he just ignored it.
_Now that everybody is here_ Sam looked at me as like he was saying I was late. Fuck him. _I'm going straight to the point, we haven't had a problem with vampires for months now, and we are in good sheets with the Cullen, so I don't think there's need to us go on patrolling in pairs anymore. If we go one each time, we would stay less time phased and would have more time for other thinks, school, for example_ He looked at the twins, they aren't actually twins, but you now, they are for us._ Who vote for patrolling alone?
Every wolf in the room raised their hands, so Sam looked at the council
_Well, We have a pair number here, so is better us to stay out of this, since Sue isn't back yet_ Said Billy.
_About that_ I said, And they all looked at me _I just got this letter, and it's from Sue, she doesn't say when or why, but she's coming back.
I handed the letter to Billy and he handed to Quill senior.
_What a nice letter of her_ Quill senior said. Wow, was he being ironic? That's new. _Do you want to decide this when she arrives or now?_ He said to Sam
_What do you think about what I proposed?
Billy and Quill looked at each other, and Quill said:
_We think it's Ok, If the Cullen smell something they can warn us. I think it's safe.
_So it's the end of the meeting_ Sam said with a smile_ But It's such a beautiful day, let's go to the beach to have some fun, I think we deserve this.
The pack cheered, the whole pack but Seth and I, he was just looking at me, a little angry.
They all walked out of the living room, I told Paul to go with them, I was going to talk to Seth before.
When he was out, Seth said:
_Wow, Leah. That's so nice of you. Getting a letter from our mother and don't even tell me.
Billy wheeled to me, after my father died, he was the only one who knew my secret.
_I just got it. I was leaving home and I saw it on the mail box,_ I said, defensively_ for that reason I was late. Look Seth, you should be happy, I know how much you like her, and you are just wasting your time by being angry.
_ You're right._ He said, but I think he just didn't want to argue now. _Let's go to the beach now.
He said walking to the door. Suddenly I felt s squeeze in my hand, It was Billy.
_Be strong, girl. I know you won't let it take you down again.
I just nodded, I don't think I could answer this.
I just went to the beach.
The day on the beach was great, we spent the day playing, swimming, talking, laughing and bullying Embry. This was the best part.
We got home when it was already dark, Seth, Paul and me. They both sat on the couch, not leaving room for me. So I sat on Paul's lap. We laughed when Seth groaned
_I'm happy that you guys are in love and stuff, but please can you not touch each other when I'm around. Or in the next room.
Oh, so he heard last night
_Sorry bro, but I don't think I can promise that.
Paul said kissing my neck and holding me tight.
Seth groaned again.
_ I'm going to sleep
_Don't you want dinner? _I asked, I was like a mother, I always had to make sure he eat, sleep, do his homework…
_I don't think I could eat after what I saw. _He screamed from upstairs
Humf, Teenagers.
Paul stopped kissing me and said
_So, about your mother. Are you okay with her coming back?
_I don't know. I think I'll have to be. _I said like it wasn't a big deal. But he knew it was.
_What happened between you too anyway?
_I don't want to talk about this okay? All I can say to you now is that something happened, something really fucked up, and I feel ashamed and scared when I have to talk about this. So I'll tell you when I'm ready.
He already knew this speech very well. I always say that, every time he asks me that question.
So do you want me to update? It will be a very dark fanfic. But it will be lovely at the same time. I've already wrote so much. If you want me to update R&R. Any opinions? sugestions? Just let me know.