Ianto wasn't keen on waiting through the whole work day until Jack would give him the payback for the teasing and the disobedience last night. He shouldn't have been excited for a punishment but he couldn't help it since he was naturally putting himself below Jack to submit to him. Not that he didn't enjoy it, he loved it and he knew it was what Jack enjoyed the most which is why he couldn't imagine his Captain under his - the teaboy's - orders, not at work and certainly not in the bedroom (or the loads of other places equivalent for that).
"Ianto!" Jack's demanding tone came from the conference room of the Hub. From hearing him shout his name like that, drenched in the delicious american accent that nobody knew he enjoyed more than he should've, it took Ianto a few seconds to get his lust for Jack in control before he was able to walk into the room. The top rules on his mind: No teasing, no references, no nothing because the attempt to frustrate Jack would only backfire at himself. So he stepped in behind him, the whole team was sitting together and looking at him when Ianto's palms started to sweat from the thought that none of the others knew the effect Jack had on him and he was happy that nobody could read his mind in this team, it would have been quite the porno for them since Ianto couldn't help but imagining Jack spinning around as soon as he sensed his presence to shove him against the wall, kissing his neck forcefully and making the others leave to not traumatize them. Or not, it was Jack he was thinking about here, if Captain Jack Harkness wanted an audience banging the teaboy against the wall, he would have one and Inato never knew what to think about that.
Ianto could cope with a lot of kink but he always feared and also ironically anticipated the new kinky things Jack revealed or realised he liked. He knew there were several things Jack would've painfully died for to have Ianto do them but other than letting Jack dominate him, he didn't manage to live up to any of the wanted expectations because he was either too unsure about it or simply too shy because he felt like he was on display even though he knew exactly what turned Jack on and what would bring him right where he wanted him. Sometimes, Jack even introduced Ianto to sides of himself that he didn't even know because Jack picked up on reactions and stuff quite quickly so he always knew exactly what Ianto wanted desperately and what would drive him crazy.
"Ianto? So, how about that coffee now, eh?" Gwen said, her tone loud and demanding, probably only because she wanted to get Ianto's attention. He snapped out of his arousing daydreams and he couldn't help but glance down at his crotch before looking over at Gwen. "You alright there, Ianto?" Jack said and put his hand on Ianto's lower back who almost flinched away. With his skilled fingers that Ianto never got tired of watching do anything, Jack made his way past Ianto's belt. "Yes, yes, fine, Sir" Ianto stuttered and left the room quickly, biting on his lip until it drew blood because he had promised himself to not tease and adressing Jack with "Sir" definitely was terrible teasing.
He knew Jack enjoyed it though, there were a few things he had collected in his mind that made Jack go crazy and #1 was calling him "Sir" in not only the bedroom but also in public, especially in front of others. Maybe that was how he could turn tonight around, he would do all the things that he knew Jack couldn't resist because he would've loved Ianto to do them.
Ianto realised he hadn't asked the others about what they wanted to drink or to be honest, hadn't even listened to them so he turned on his heel with the coffee for Gwen that he did hear her order in his hand even though he knew he would just embarrass himself by giving his distraction away.
"Sorry, I was fantisizing about something earlier and didn't catch what you wanted to drink, guys. Owen? Tosh? Jack ... Sir?" #2 was when he openly showed that Jack was distracting him and that he was having fantasies about Jack and him at inappropriate times. It made him uncomfortable but he knew it drove Jack wild which was a hard thing to achieve, also #3 was when he didn't even try to keep his accent from deliciously swallowing the words.
This time, Jack turned around to him slowly. "Hot coffee, please." Ianto smirked at him. "Anything you want, Sir." Jack took a deep breath. "Get back to work Ianto!" He spat the words out with the sub-text that he was actually frustrated but it still didn't appeal to Ianto that he was trying everything to make Jack happy and he humiliated him in front of the others in return. Of course they didn't know what was going on but still. "Owen?" "Nothing for me." Tosh's soothing voice was a nice distraction from Jack's harsh tone. "Tea for me, thanks." She gave Ianto a sweet smile. "Comin' right up, don't wanna keep anybody waiting for a treat" Ianto tried one more time with a wink but when he didn't even get a reaction from Jack, he hurried out of the room and towards the coffee machine but saw Jack's hand twitching from the corner of his eye.
Jack couldn't help but stare at Ianto's backside when he walked out, planning how he would punish Ianto for all the obvious teasing once the others were gone. What still had him on the brink of a hardon though was knowing that Ianto was imagining them and most of all, letting him know so. He was never like that, something was different today because he usually never openly teased Jack like that or tried to arouse him in public. That was more likely to be Jack's thing and Ianto had been completely different last night too. Nevertheless, Jack wanted him and he would have him later. But now he had to focus back on the team and hope that no alien attacks would interfer with tonight's plans. But the fact that he was missing something that changed Ianto's behavior towards him still wouldn't leave his mind.
Tosh excused herself before any of the others noticed that their Captain was deep in thought. She found Ianto was acting strange and it seemed to concern nobody else, ever. Maybe it was because Ianto always looked sad in general or maybe it was because they just didn't see their teaboy as part of the team. But Tosh had always cared so she followed him to the coffee machine and put her hand on his shoulder. "Are you alright, Ianto?" He turned and gave her a weak smile. "Yeah, sure. Why?" It made him feel warm inside that at least somebody cared about the teaboy's feelings. "You know that thing with ... Lisa ... it really was a lot to go through for you and I'm just wondering if there's ever anything I could help you with, anything." Ianto was flattered. "Tosh, that is so sweet of you but I don't think you want to know what I'm struggling with." She looked at him over the edges of her glasses with wide eyes. "Losing a lover is always hard." Ianto took a deep breath and licked his lips. "Actually, it's about managing to keep a lover." She raised her eyebrows in surprise. "What is it?" Ianto asked, the corner of his mouth twitching upwards with amusement. Tosh fumbled with her glasses nervously. "Nothing, it's just ... I didn't expect ... I mean, I know nothing about your life outside of work." Ianto grinned, knowing exactly how to drop the hint. "I don't have one" Ianto replied, blushing. Tosh's jaw dropped. "Gwen?" Ianto laughed and stared at his shiney shoes. "No." "Well, it's not Owen, is it?" "Tosh, me and Jack..." "Really? I mean, Owen hinted it once but wow, I don't believe it! I won't tell them though, I promise." She could help but smile while she was talking. "Thank you." "It really is surprising." "Why? Do you also think that I'm below Jack? That I'm nothing to him or that I'm not worth it ... his attention?" "Is that what you think, what you're worried about?" "Yeah, I think he looks down on me, only uses me for sex." To his surprise, Tosh wasn't shocked or disgusted. "if he let you in, that must mean something. I mean, we know him. He doesn't trust people that easily." Ianto smiled. "Do you really think so, Tosh?" She nodded. "I'm scared he's going to lose interest in me though. I've been trying all these things that I know he wants me to do that I never did before and it still doesn't seem to be enough." "Like what?" Ianto laughed. "You really wanna know that many details?" "Right, oh, no!" "Can you do me a favor though and carry those drinks back in? I don't want him looking at me like he just did, couldn't handle it, especially not in front of the others." Tosh took the tray from Ianto and nodded. "Ianto, you're a great guy, he'd be insane to let you go and not even he's that crazy."
Jack and the crew worked late and Ianto didn't want to wait up like a little dog so he took the paper work he had left to do home, leaving the spare key to his flat in Jack's beautiful marine coat. He wasn't waiting up but he sure as hell would get what he deserved tonight so when he arrived at home, he poured himself a cup of tea and sat at the desk, doing the work with loud music blasting from his headphones until cold hands reached into the back of his neck. Before he could be alarmed though, he breathed in Jack's familiar calming scent and recognized Jack's soothing strokes through his hair that he could relax into. He closed his eyes and Jack slowly removed the headphones from his ears before spinning Ianto's chair around to face him. Then he knelt down and cupped Ianto's face up into his hands, kissing him deeply, this time not to arouse him but to show him passion and affection.
When Ianto wanted to get up, Jack pushed him back down. "No, no, just relax." Ianto's breathing became heavier when Jack's pushing hand moved him back down right by the crotch. Then he slowly undressed his teaboy underneath him, got him out of the gorgeous suit and kissed every inch of newly exposed skin while unbuttoning his shirt. Never was Jack so sweet but Ianto also was never so set on giving Jack everything he wanted.
"Can I do anything for you, Sir?" Ianto asked, his voice shaking. Jack chuckled which Ianto found was the most beautiful thing in the world. Jack also heard that this was more than his lover teasing so he locked his eyes and pulled him up so they both stood straight in front of the other. "I got something you'll like, Sir." Jack's eyes widened and he let Ianto gide him into the bedroom by the hand where he pulled a set of black handcuffs out of the bottom drawer of his nightstand. "You once said you wanted to tie me up, Sir? You said you'd want me unable to move so you could do whatever you want to me, yeah?" Ianto asked, proposing #4. Jack swallowed hard, unable to deny the tight tent in his pants. One thing that he loved about Ianto in the bedroom was that he could always sound so serious and innocent, in control and uneffected, even when he proposed the dirtiest things. Usually, Ianto also didn't hide his fear and how nervous JAck made him so he really didn't know what had gotten into him. BUt Ianto knew about what Jack liked, innocence in pretend was #5. Jack was chewing on his lip, locking eyes.
"Captain?" Ianto asked which brought him to #6. Jack went crazy, he kissed Ianto hard, pushed him back on the bed and had him tied up in no time. Ianto shivered with hot anticipation but he felt vulnerable too now and slowly the reasons that he had stopped thinking about for not doing this before came crawling back into mind. This was special and Jack would never do anything he didn't want but now he got scared. He didn't want to disappoint JAck now, he wanted to trust him because that's what he was supposed to do.
Just when Jack positioned his face in front of Ianto's crotch, Ianto tensed and Jack held himself up on his elbows next to Ianto's hips on the bed. "Hey, Yan, what's wrong? Why are you so tense? Relax, please." Ianto took a deep shaking breath, tried to calm himself down. "Is it the cuffs? You suggested them after all." "No, no, it's fine, I'm fine, please continue." Ianto swallowed hard and added "Sir..." but his voice trailed off into a moan when Jack started sucking him without a warning, impressing Ianto with his skills for the millionth time. TIme like these made Ianto wonder if he was small to Jack, one of many, no one important. He tried to push those thoughts aside while Jack held onto his hips and kept sucking until Ianto was moaning and clutching the bedposts, bucking his hips which Jack immediately pushed back down again instantly. Ianto was barely ever verbal during sex but #7 was, Jack enjoyed it very much, dirty talking of all sorts. But before Ianto could even say anything, he felt a warm feeling building up inside him and he wanted to pull Jack's hair, grip the bedsheets and move towards his Captain. But also he was desperate, scared underneath this wonderful man in the most vulnerable position, he had to trust him but sometimes, Captain Jack Harkness was a complete stranger, even to the man he shared at bed with. Ianto was getting closer but Jack must've sensed the fear that flared up in his lover's eyes. He took one hand off Ianto's hip and started to stroke his chest and his arm and his face. With a POP-sound, he freed his mouth and pulled away, locking eyes with Ianto. "I've got you, baby, don't worry, just let go" Jack whispered in a low seductive tone which sent Ianto right over the edge after only a second of having Jack take him in between his lips again. Ianto whimpered, sighing Jack's name, followed by dirty words to match, he knew how that would make Jack feel so he didn't hold back, he was more confident now and after those words, who wouldn't feel safe in the arms of Captain Jack Harkness?
Jack got up and crawled towards Ianto until he let himself fall down net to him, he uncuffed him and Ianto immediately undressed Jack to match him. "Would you like me to do what you fantasized about earlier at the Hub?" Jack whispered into Ianto's ear, starting to bite kisses all over his neck that would be visible later. "Do you know what it was ... Sir?" The last word always rolled off Ianto's tongue beautifully and it made Jack grow hotter. He chuckled and softly ran his fingers through Ianto's hair. "I read you, Ianto. And, I was imagining the same thing." Ianto turned and kissed him, pressing their bodies together desperately. Jack wrapped his arms around Ianto tightly from behind and he realised that Jack actually made him feel safe.
Jack let his hands wander all over Ianto's body and kissed his spine until Ianto was sighing in pleasure. "Jack, please..." Ianto whispered. Jack pulled on Ianto's hair too hard to still be called gentle and Ianto whimpered, his head resting against the crook of Jack's shoulder. "Please, who?!" Jack hissed, letting his fingers grace over the front of Ianto's neck as if he was debating if he should choke him or not. "Jack..." Ianto repeated, knowing only too well what effect that had on the man behind him. Jack growled. Besides obeying Jack, #8 was that he found it even hotter to have somebody disobeying him. "Ianto..." His tone was threatening and like a sinister warning followed by a bittersweet smirk from Ianto. "Sir, please..." Ianto sighed and Jack smiled to himself before carefully pushing into Ianto, letting him adjust even though he should've been used to it by now.
"You alright?" Jack asked with a velvet tone behind his american accent. His voice was deep with passion and lust. "Yeah" Ianto whispered, his voice was just a hint and then Jack started moving fast. "You know, I was going to punish you for all the teasing..." Jack whispered, sounding dangerous but then he moaned, having trouble breathing evenly so he had to stop speaking. "But you've been so amazing today, Ianto." He couldn't continue due to another moan but he really wanted to express what concerned him and he wanted to make it sound as hot as possible. Jack's fingers were carressing Ianto's neck when he pushed deeper. "What was that all about? Huh?" They were both out of breath now, sweaty and hot, Ianto's hair started to curl in the back of his neck. He pressed his lips together and didn't want to tell his Captain the true reason for his behavior today and tonight. THere were so many things he wanted to tell Jack, things he could never tell him if he wanted to stay right where he was now and he did, he never wanted the soothing, calming, comforting arms around him to let go. This time, it wasn't dirty talking that brought Ianto to his high, it was the sweet promises Jack whispered into his ear and for him, simply hearing Ianto moaning and pushing back for more friction did it. #9 was when Ianto let himself go during sex and let the passion take over him so Jack realised how much all this really meant for him.
They lay next to eachother, panting and still connected below. Jack put his arm around Ianto from behind, kissing his back and stroking his skin. "Yan? WIll you tell me you've been doing exactly what you're usually too shy for?" Ianto shivered and pulled away from Jack with a whimper, covering himself up with his blanket. Now he was in defense. "Jack, I wanted to make you happy, that's all, okay?!" Ianto hissed reluctantly. Jack propped himself up on his elbows and watched Ianto in fascination, love sparking up in his eyes. "What date is it?" Jack asked his organized teaboy. "Does it matter?" Ianto spat back. Jack chuckled at the resistance nervously. "You tell me."
Ianto sighed. "Jack, for me ... this is all more than just ... this..." Ianto explained, obviously referring to the nudety. Jack smiled and softly kissed Ianto again, holding the side of his face. "And today is...?" Ianto chewed on his bottom lip nervously. #10 was that Jack loved seeing Ianto struggling with words. "Today's the day we ... four months ago today, it was the first time you and me ... stayed at work longer and ... connected. It's when you and me ... got started." Jack looked at his lover with nothing but passion in his eyes. Only his gorgeous teaboy would remember something like this.
"Ianto, can I tell you something? I need you to promise me to not leave though, however scared you are." He was glad Ianto's back was facing him because he wouldn't have been able to speak the words that were about to roll off his tongue with Ianto's beautiful eyes boring into his. Ianto gulped and took Jack's hand that he was offering instead of eye contact. Then he nodded. "I love you, Ianto Jones. And I don't ever want to be without you again, I couldn't imagine it." Ianto's heart started racing, he didn't believe what he was hearing. Was he dreaming already? "What?", he stuttered, his voice just a hint. "How? I thought I must be tiny to you, one of many, nobody important, just a late night shag for when you're bored, your welsh fling until you run off with that Doctor of yours again..." Jack cut him off with a deep kiss, a tear escaped Ianto's eye and Jack kissed it away, turning Ianto towards him fully. "Ianto, stop. You're everything to me so you might as well believe when I say this that Torchwood is my life now and that I'm not leaving again. You're gorgeous, you take care of me, you can cope with my kinks, you make great coffee and give a fantastic blowjob." Ianto blushed. Jack laughed, playing with Ianto's hair. "Torchwood doesn't freak you out, I can rely on you and you make me feel like I belong somewhere, even though I used to think I had no home. Torchwood wouldn't be the same without you and you have that sexy accent I think I won't ever get tired of hearing say dirty things ... or my name." Ianto stared at Jack in disbelief. "Now I know you feel vulnerable with me sometimes but I hope what I just said makes you feel like I am someone you could blindly trust and fall back on. I'm your rock, Ianto, I have seen so many things, fought in wars, saw the world almost end and I have fought aliens, I have died so many times and yet, nothing has ever made me feel as much as you do." "Jack, Jack, I love you. I love you too ... Sir."
Jack leaned in to kiss Ianto's neck and work himself up the perfect jawline, to his lips over his chin, holding onto his muscular arms. Ianto knew he had done everything right and he knew that Jack was telling the truth, the unbelievable truth.