Hey! This is a oneshot based sometime mid season 5! It is AU obviously and Cas has become basically human at this stage, this is first kiss fic! He's just having saved the boys from a couple of demons. Deans pissed!"

I witnessed the birth of time itself, watched the universe come into existence, watched as life was breathed into man, and then pulled the righteous man from hell. You DO NOT get to treat me as though I am a child." Power lashed out in his tone and he watched Dean's eyes widen at the fierceness hidden behind it. The hunters eyes widened and Cas knew the moment he remembered the injury in Cas' arm by the flicker of anger that passed over his face seconds before he spun the ex angel and pushed him back against a cold wall. He was close now. So close that the heat of his body compared to the cold of the wall behind him was sending shivers up Castiel's spine in the most pleasant way, making him quiver. He lifted his eyes to Dean's, the green orbs being pushed aside by black. It made Cas' mouth dry and his stomach clench uncomfortably.

" Your not an angel anymore Cas, and you CAN'T just be a selfish dick whenever you feel like it. You have people that care about what happens to you now and your just shoving that back in our faces when you jump in to the middle of a situation that you have no chance of coming away from."

His face is a mask of anger, but there is something else there, worry, and pain, blaming himself. Nothing pisses Castiel off more then Dean's self deprecation and he feels anger rise up in him again, from that strange clenching in his belly and he hates it.

" I am more capable of defending myself then either you or Sam yet it is alright for either of you to get yourself into these situations for me?"

Deans face darkens and the anger appears to take over his features.

"Oh really? So stop me Cas." Dean reaches out and clenches Cas' injured arm tightly making Cas pale almost immediately and bat at his hand with his other arm. "Dean" he groans." No come on Cas stop me. Use all that experience of fighting back when your in pain."

Cas lashes out again this time an Deans face only to have his other arm caught and twisted toward the wall. "Stop me Cas" his tone is breathier now, his voice lower and Cas can't seem to stop the answering quickening of his pulse the way his body heats up at the reaction. Dean presses the full firm line of his body up against Castie's so that he is crushed between the hunter and the wall, Dean quivering as if fighting some fierce and violent urge.

" Cas- please stop me." Cas' body arches of its own accord and Dean crushes his lips to the angels resulting in a quick jerk of shock. His mouth is open, possessive, hot and demanding, dominating the angel in a way Cas can't explain. His tounge lashes along the edge of his lips until they part and feasts on his bottom lip, rough kisses that shudder into the angels soul and draw sobbing moans from it. He savages his mouth until Cas knows he will be bruised, their position allowing the hunter to take all he wants. Dean smells of rain and motor oil and tastes like beer and salt. His heat surrounds him and Cas' one thought is that if he gets a heaven it will be reliving this moment over and over.

Then the heat and scent and pressure, and the hot glory of his mouth is taken away only to be replaced by the frigid wind. Cas opens his eyes to see Dean five feet away from him face even more angry if possible, and it hurts Cas' heart in a way he didn't think possible. Dean starts to walk away tossing back over his shoulder, "Make sure you fix his arm," and Cas turns to see Sam staring at him wide eyed. Cas feels himself cry for the first time.

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