Author's Note: This is my first story; please bear with me if this do suck! And please do Read and Review, May I ask you if I should CONTINUE or just DELETE this? Thank you!

(Oh and, I'm sorry if I do have couple of errors in my story.)

Disclaimer: I DON'T own Inuyasha.

Kagome's POV

-Casualty of Love-

Dear diary,

I'll see Inuyasha for a few minutes, I'm really happy! I can't wait; my heart's racing when I think about seeing his face, especially those dark violet eyes. Even though, my heart is breaking, to see him dating but what could I do? I'm just a friend, only a... friend. Could this friendship ever evolve or would this friendship will crash and burn? [I hope not, I'd die if that happens]

'Kikyo Higurashi, I may not be smart like your suitors, But I guess I'm better than them with my strength and appearance? I doubt anyone could beat me. If you say yes, I promise to give you the whole world, the sun and the moon, the land and the water, and all the things you may like. Sorry if my words are not unique and new, I know it's a little corny but please believe. Anyway, if you reject me [I also doubt that that will happen] then I'd try again and again just to make you mine...' – I faked my smile when Inuyasha read this to me. It kind of broke my heart, but I don't want him to know how I feel. It'll destroy our friendship.

How could he notice me? I'm not pretty, not that girly and besides, I'm one of the boys. How do I start being a girl? Scream when I see a spider? Shave the hair in my legs? Choose ballet over guitar? Wow, I can't do all of that, geez. Why so hard being a girl?

Anyway, I have to go to and get ready for school.

See Inuyasha.

Fake smile

Hide my stupid feelings

See him with Kikyo

And finally, GET my heart broken

= the things that'll happen later... I hate the last part, well who wants to get their heartbroken right? No one, except me,cause I let my heart break. Can I just close my eyes when I see Inuyasha drool over Kikyo? I can't right? [but I still wish I can though]

I hope he likes me more than [Keep wishing!] like he likes Kikyo Higurashi.

-kagome.

I hope you guys like this. Should I continue or Not?

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