I never thought I would fall in love and I never thought love would cause so much pain

I was so naive

I fell in love.

I lost my calling

I lost so much and now our kits hate both of us because of my stupidity. I'm such a fool. I blame myself for what happened. Those words that he said at the gathering still haunt me.

but still, I hope deep down, I hope that he didnt mean it.

That he still loves me, that he still cares.

And I hope no one knows ,

I love you Crowfeather