lyrics: BoA-Obsessed
Cat's P.O.V
It's a crime what she's doing to me, she made me fall in love for her so easily, those sparkly emerald eyes shinning when she's looking at me as if she was looking at my soul, and already knowing that she was the one who have my heart. I can't get her out of my head she's the only thing that's in my mind night and day. She takes away my heart and rips him into pieces everytime she's around him, i want her to love me so badly as much as i love her, i don't care what everyone thinks, i don't care if they thinks i'm crazy because of the things that i say, i'm crazy about her, i'm crazy about Jade West.
It's a crime, it's a crime, it's a shame, it's a crime
I'm climbing the wall, losing my mind, it's all your fault
I'm breaking the rule, don't really care if I get caught
Can't you tell that I'm in love love love
Can't get enough of you, need you night and day
When you're not around I'm tested
I could get arrested carrying on this way
My bedroom is my santuary, it's the only place where i can express myself, it's my world in a room. It's where i keep hidden from everyone my diary where i write about her and only her, my best friend, my lover, and my curse. Sometimes i think she konws what i feel for her and what she does to me every time i see her kissing him, but she keeps doing it over and over again, i want to forget her so badly but it's like i'm attract by her, like a magnetism that she has and uses it to pull me towards her. I want to die i want to see what she feels for me , to see if she will still have that smirk typical of her when someone tell her that i'm gone, gone away from her. I want to know if i'm the only one to feel this way or she does too, only hides it from me. I realize i've been holding a scissor all this time, her passion for them and my weapon against her, ironic isn't? i gazed the scissor in my right hand and let blade make her way to my arm living a cut on my left wrist bleeding, i should feel pain and regret but instead i feel relief, i feel the hurt and hate and love she makes me feel everyday leaving my body like my blood, i lay in the bed still holding the scissor in my hand and blood running down the blade , i start to feel ashamed of myself, this has been the lowest thing i ever did, and she will never know, what i feel for her. I got up from my bed and went to the bathroom sink to wash the cut, it hurts like hell but still nothing compares to what she makes me feel everyday.
I'm going crazy here by myself
I want you and no one else
Sending out a signal of my distress
I confess, I'm obsessed
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It's a crime, it's a shame holding your love from me
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It's a crime, it's a shame, it's a crime
I'm obsessed, I'm obsessed
I woke up next morning, and decide to skip school, maybe she will note that i miss or not, anyway i tell my mom that i'm not feeling very well and i should probably stay in bed, she agreeds, the hours pass by and i'm looking at my phone every 2 minutes waiting for a call or a text from her, asking where i have been or if i'm okay,... but nothing, this is it, there's no way she will ever look at me that way, who would? i'm not normal, i'm just that crazy red head girl that everyone ignores most of the time, not even bothering to look deep inside to my real emotions the ones that i hide from everyone everytime, the ones that i don't show because i'm scared that will think i'm weirder, especially her. i look at my phone the school it's almost over, and i got texts from tori, andre,robbie, beck even trina, but none from jade, thats when i realize that there's no reason to be alive if you will never be happy with the love of your life. i grab the scissor again and this time i make sure i cut the deepest i can my wrist, the blood starts to run away from my body, but that doesn't stop me from doing the same to the other wrist, and now i'm lying on my bed, the cuts on my wrist keep bleeding and tears rolling down my face, i heard myself sobbing knowing i won't be able to stay awake much longer, flashbacks of her crossing my mind i close my eyes imagining her by my side, my arms are numb and so as the rest of my body , feeling more tired every time i decide that it's time to give up, i hear a loud bang coming from downstairs but i can't open my eyes i just ignores and let my life slip away
No telling what I might do tonight waiting for you
I'm right on the edge of crossing the line, coming unglued
Can't you tell that I'm in love love love
Can't get enough of you, need you night and day
When you're not around I'm tested
I could get arrested carrying on this way
I'm going crazy here by myself
I want you and no one else
Sendin' out a signal of my distress
I confess, I'm obsessed
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It's a crime, it's a shame holding your love from me´
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It's a crime, it's a shame, it's a crime
Got me going crazy, the way I want you baby
Can't even try to hide it, don't even want to fight it
I'm obsessed with you tonight
I'm obsessed with you tonight~
I'm going crazy here by myself
I want you and no one else
Sending out a signal of my distress
I confess, I'm obsessed
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It's a crime, it's a shame holding your love from me
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It's a crime, it's a shame, it's a crime
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Sorry about the mistakes,this is my first one i know it's tragic but not for long, review and tell me what do you guys think