I'm such a sap for longing fanfics. I think Silvaze was one of the first pairings I ever got into, and the first one I ever made a fanart for. I'm very happy with this fanfiction. I cranked it out in 10 minutes (Not including the lyrics, I copied those) at 12:30 at night. And about the skyscraper-on-a-napkin thing in this fanfiction, well, that's the cliché coffee shop thing to do. ;) I'll stop blabbing so you can read the fanfiction!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own anything. Not SOS, (belongs to ABBA) not Silver or Blaze (belongs to Sega). I only own the fanfiction. Not the lyrics IN the fanfiction of course, but...You know what I mean.
-Byrne
It was a year after our bad break up. I felt a little bad about how it ended. It was a silly fight, but I can't take it back now. I'd yelled at him to get out of my life, and he did. I never saw him again. Until today.
Where are those happy days?
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good
I'd sat alone in the corner of the coffee shop. I was sketching designs for a skyscraper on the corner of a napkin when I caught a glance of him, silver fur, gold eyes, and all. He stared out the window mournfully, maybe wishing for something he didn't have. I didn't dare believe that something was me.
So when you're near me
Darling can't you hear me?
S.O.S
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
S.O.S
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
My heart skipped a beat before sprinting like a horse down a track. It'd been a year, but still my heart ached for his company. 'Don't be ridiculous. You ended it with him,' my mind told me. I reassured myself that it was normal to mourn a relationship, but my speeding heart did not slow down. My hand clenched anxiously at the napkin, crumpling my work.
You seem so far away
Though you are standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love
It used to be so good
I missed him. Perfect and flawless and better off without me, but I still wanted his company. I missed laughing with him, talking with him, his arms around me when I was upset. And yet...there was more. It wasn't just his companionship I missed.
So when you're near me
Darling can't you hear me
S.O.S
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
S.O.S
When you're gone
How can even I try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
It came to me in a rush of emotion, an epiphany that tore through my heart. I yearned for his touch, the spark between us when his fur brushed against mine. I lusted for his kiss, his lips against mine in pure affection. I coveted that smile reserved only for me, the sensitive guy who only came out of his shell around me. I craved the taste of his breath, like moonshine and darkness.
But most of all, I desired his love.
So when you're near me
Darling can't you hear me
S.O.S
And the love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
S.O.S
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?