Author's Note: I don't own ccs.. I wrote this story once before but I never
got to finishing it and I wrote a really really bad version of it I didn't
do it justice so. I decided to remake it.
Are you for me? Chapter 1: the homecoming away from home. The girl slowly crept out the window making sure not to make a noise to wake anyone in the house. She forcefully picked up her suitcase. It was full of so many things clothes, a little food, some personal items, and most importantly it was filled with memories. She took out her locket from underneath her sweater and stared at the picture inside it was a picture of her and a boy. No it wasn't her boyfriend it was her cousin. Perhaps the only person in the world who truly cared for her. She let a tear drop but being to strong for that she stops it with her hand. She closed her eyes once again and remembered the incident of only a few moments ago.
Flashback
There stood seated upon a chair and looking back at the girl was a man. He looked at her with such disappointment that you would be in tears just watching him stare at her. She looked down at the floor too scared to look up. Suddenly the man stands up and forcefully slapping her face.
"look at me!" he yelled at her. The girl obediently looked up at the man, the elder. She dare not speak. She only could stand there to take a punishment but for what though. The elder once again began to yell at her " ALL YOU HAD TO DO IS KEEP HIM HAPPY! THAT'S ALL WE ASKED FORM YOU YOU STUPID GIRL. I CAN'T EVEN STAND TOO LOOK AT YOU NO WONDER SHAORAN FOUND YOU UNSITABLE TO BE HIS. I DON'' EVEN WANT YOU" The elder yelled at her more. As the family stood there mostly in agreement with the elder. They stood around the scene watching Melin get chewed out. The elder walked up to the scared Melin and slapped her again. Melin fell to the floor huddled. She didn't want to get up. She had no courage to say anything in response for fear it would only worsen her situation so she silently took her beating. The elder walking over to the corner and picking her up and slapping her again. Then violently pushing her against the wall choking her. Melin couldn't breathe. She stared back at the elder only wishing she couldn't hear either.
" I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" The elder said pushing Melin away. Melin stayed in her place and held her tears within herself.
"I don't ever want to see you again. You have forever tainted the Li-clan blood. But I have talked it over with the others and THEY, not me, feel pity for you and since we will continue to support you financially. Only you can no longer live in 3 days you move out. I don't care where you go, but you no longer can stay here."
Melin quietly got up off the floor and walked away to sanctuary of her room. She looked so strong all things considered no tears on her eyes, yes she had a few bruises but still she looked mentally strong. She opened her door closed her door behind herself, then she threw herself onto the bad and began to cry her tears out. Screaming into the pillows her pain physically and mentally. She hurt so much. She had no family anymore. There on the wall was a picture, a family picture, only the only person you could see who wanted to be close to Melin was Shaoran. Melin stared at the picture and thought of Shaoran and how he was her only family now, She felt tears coming realizing that no one cared about her but him. She picked up her cell phone and began to dial Shaoran's number...1 ring..2 ring..3 ring..4 ring... nothing. She hung up realizing he was out.
End Flashback
She opened her eyes once again to the same scene. Brushing off her tears trying to make it seem as if it no longer hurt her. She once again picked up her cell phone and began to dial Shaoran's number..1 ring..2ring
"Hello?" said a voice on the other side. It was not the hopeful voice of Shaoran though.
"Hi this is Melin is Shaoran there?" Melin asked so hopeful to hear the comforting voice of her cousin.
"Oh I'm sorry Melin master Shaoran has decided to go out with Sakura." The butler responded. Melin could feel her heart crumbling. She had forgotten that now Shaoran and Sakura were together and. She remembered that to Shaoran she would be in the way. She realized how unwanted she really was. Tears began to form in her eyes she pushed them off her cheeks but the kept coming. The butler could hear her tears so he politely asked " Is there anything I can do for you?" He asked beginning to worry about Melin.
Melin thought about it she had decided she would say good-bye, he was the only family she had. The only family that had not turn their back on her, it wasn't his fault he was more devoted to Sakura though. She didn't want to be in the way. "Umm. could you come and pick me up from the airport late tonight?" She asked politely trying not to impose on the butler. "Of course and what will be the time of your arrival?"
"My flight gets in at about 11 P.M. is that to early I can spend the night at the airport." She responded nervously.
" And have master Shaoran rip my head of because I left you I don't think so." The butler responded jokingly "Melin master Shaoran may not be here but you and I both know how much he cares about you. You are his favorite cousin."
Melin began to smile at the other end of the phone "Okay I gotta go so see you at the airport and thank-you."
Melin hung up her phone and called her taxi and let it bring her to the airport. As the taxi pulled up to the Airport she looked to see how much money she had and she realized she was going to be near broke by the time she got to China. She kindly paid the driver and off she went. As she got out of the car she apparently caught the attention of a police officer who was curious how Melin got all those bruises on her arm. He continued to follow her around the Airport. Melin walked up to the cheek counter and the officer followed her up as well.
"Excuse me mam, I would like to question you a little." The officer said suprisingly to Melin. Melin gave a soft nod of her head. "Umm. I'm just a little curious how did you get those bruises on her arm?" As the officer asked the question Melin could feel everyone's eyes on her. She looked down at her arm and began to panic all she could do is lie "I got in a fight at school some school girl hit me." Melin responded unsure of herself. The officer gave an unsure nod of his head and went off. Melin once again looked down at her arm herself and saw how bad it really did look bad. She suddenly felt the pain of her arm. She covered her mouth and went off to the bathroom. She put a sweater of so no one could see it. She held her arm in pain it hurt so much what was even worse is that she even felt that when she did get to Shaoran she wouldn't care about him either.
She got on the plane sat in her seat quietly and began to let a tear drop turning away from everyone so no one could see her. She put her jacket over herself and closed her eyes and began to sleep. She felt this loneliness one that would never leave. She wanted someone to care for her anyone, but as she closed her eyes she realized she just wasn't worth the feelings or the emotion.
So what do u guys think. Thank you for reading and remember to review. Oh yeah an also cheek out my other stories.
Are you for me? Chapter 1: the homecoming away from home. The girl slowly crept out the window making sure not to make a noise to wake anyone in the house. She forcefully picked up her suitcase. It was full of so many things clothes, a little food, some personal items, and most importantly it was filled with memories. She took out her locket from underneath her sweater and stared at the picture inside it was a picture of her and a boy. No it wasn't her boyfriend it was her cousin. Perhaps the only person in the world who truly cared for her. She let a tear drop but being to strong for that she stops it with her hand. She closed her eyes once again and remembered the incident of only a few moments ago.
Flashback
There stood seated upon a chair and looking back at the girl was a man. He looked at her with such disappointment that you would be in tears just watching him stare at her. She looked down at the floor too scared to look up. Suddenly the man stands up and forcefully slapping her face.
"look at me!" he yelled at her. The girl obediently looked up at the man, the elder. She dare not speak. She only could stand there to take a punishment but for what though. The elder once again began to yell at her " ALL YOU HAD TO DO IS KEEP HIM HAPPY! THAT'S ALL WE ASKED FORM YOU YOU STUPID GIRL. I CAN'T EVEN STAND TOO LOOK AT YOU NO WONDER SHAORAN FOUND YOU UNSITABLE TO BE HIS. I DON'' EVEN WANT YOU" The elder yelled at her more. As the family stood there mostly in agreement with the elder. They stood around the scene watching Melin get chewed out. The elder walked up to the scared Melin and slapped her again. Melin fell to the floor huddled. She didn't want to get up. She had no courage to say anything in response for fear it would only worsen her situation so she silently took her beating. The elder walking over to the corner and picking her up and slapping her again. Then violently pushing her against the wall choking her. Melin couldn't breathe. She stared back at the elder only wishing she couldn't hear either.
" I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" The elder said pushing Melin away. Melin stayed in her place and held her tears within herself.
"I don't ever want to see you again. You have forever tainted the Li-clan blood. But I have talked it over with the others and THEY, not me, feel pity for you and since we will continue to support you financially. Only you can no longer live in 3 days you move out. I don't care where you go, but you no longer can stay here."
Melin quietly got up off the floor and walked away to sanctuary of her room. She looked so strong all things considered no tears on her eyes, yes she had a few bruises but still she looked mentally strong. She opened her door closed her door behind herself, then she threw herself onto the bad and began to cry her tears out. Screaming into the pillows her pain physically and mentally. She hurt so much. She had no family anymore. There on the wall was a picture, a family picture, only the only person you could see who wanted to be close to Melin was Shaoran. Melin stared at the picture and thought of Shaoran and how he was her only family now, She felt tears coming realizing that no one cared about her but him. She picked up her cell phone and began to dial Shaoran's number...1 ring..2 ring..3 ring..4 ring... nothing. She hung up realizing he was out.
End Flashback
She opened her eyes once again to the same scene. Brushing off her tears trying to make it seem as if it no longer hurt her. She once again picked up her cell phone and began to dial Shaoran's number..1 ring..2ring
"Hello?" said a voice on the other side. It was not the hopeful voice of Shaoran though.
"Hi this is Melin is Shaoran there?" Melin asked so hopeful to hear the comforting voice of her cousin.
"Oh I'm sorry Melin master Shaoran has decided to go out with Sakura." The butler responded. Melin could feel her heart crumbling. She had forgotten that now Shaoran and Sakura were together and. She remembered that to Shaoran she would be in the way. She realized how unwanted she really was. Tears began to form in her eyes she pushed them off her cheeks but the kept coming. The butler could hear her tears so he politely asked " Is there anything I can do for you?" He asked beginning to worry about Melin.
Melin thought about it she had decided she would say good-bye, he was the only family she had. The only family that had not turn their back on her, it wasn't his fault he was more devoted to Sakura though. She didn't want to be in the way. "Umm. could you come and pick me up from the airport late tonight?" She asked politely trying not to impose on the butler. "Of course and what will be the time of your arrival?"
"My flight gets in at about 11 P.M. is that to early I can spend the night at the airport." She responded nervously.
" And have master Shaoran rip my head of because I left you I don't think so." The butler responded jokingly "Melin master Shaoran may not be here but you and I both know how much he cares about you. You are his favorite cousin."
Melin began to smile at the other end of the phone "Okay I gotta go so see you at the airport and thank-you."
Melin hung up her phone and called her taxi and let it bring her to the airport. As the taxi pulled up to the Airport she looked to see how much money she had and she realized she was going to be near broke by the time she got to China. She kindly paid the driver and off she went. As she got out of the car she apparently caught the attention of a police officer who was curious how Melin got all those bruises on her arm. He continued to follow her around the Airport. Melin walked up to the cheek counter and the officer followed her up as well.
"Excuse me mam, I would like to question you a little." The officer said suprisingly to Melin. Melin gave a soft nod of her head. "Umm. I'm just a little curious how did you get those bruises on her arm?" As the officer asked the question Melin could feel everyone's eyes on her. She looked down at her arm and began to panic all she could do is lie "I got in a fight at school some school girl hit me." Melin responded unsure of herself. The officer gave an unsure nod of his head and went off. Melin once again looked down at her arm herself and saw how bad it really did look bad. She suddenly felt the pain of her arm. She covered her mouth and went off to the bathroom. She put a sweater of so no one could see it. She held her arm in pain it hurt so much what was even worse is that she even felt that when she did get to Shaoran she wouldn't care about him either.
She got on the plane sat in her seat quietly and began to let a tear drop turning away from everyone so no one could see her. She put her jacket over herself and closed her eyes and began to sleep. She felt this loneliness one that would never leave. She wanted someone to care for her anyone, but as she closed her eyes she realized she just wasn't worth the feelings or the emotion.
So what do u guys think. Thank you for reading and remember to review. Oh yeah an also cheek out my other stories.