yo. I'm writing this cause its the only thing I thought about the last couple of days.

Ill try as hard as I can to update my other shit.

ciao.

"seriously Ginjou? This is getting all kinds of pathetic." I mock the startled man clutching the flower printed handbag to his chest. He turned towards me, face twisted in anger as he curses under his breath. "now, we can do this easy, you come here and give me your pretty little purse that you snached from that lady down the street. Or, you can be a dick about it." I say while I stretch my neck, getting ready for the obvious answer. The beady eyed bastard narrowed his eyes while glancing at the exit out of the ally we were standing in. And then, of course "you just had to be a dick about it didn't you." a growl rushes from my lips as I smack him to the wall while he tried to escape.Turning him face first with the graffiti cowered wall I pinned him there whilst reaching for my cuffs.

He dropped the handbag and started thrashing "what kind of fucking cop are you stinking of liquor while on the job?" he hisses at me as I gave him a pretty firm squeeze on his wrists.

"I drink cause you make me sad. Stealing from an old woman, are from some sort of cartoon?" I scrunch my nose in disgust.

"fuck you Grimmjow." he spits on the floor.

"I suggest you use that right of yours to remain silent." I growl in warning, eyes turning into slits.

"hi Grimmjow, how goes it?" "huh?" I snap out of my thoughts at the voice of my co-worker, I swallowed my spit to try and moisten my throat as I looked at him. "didn't sleep well last night?" he inquires, then his face turned into a knowing smirk "heard you met up with that waitress at the diner a couple blocks away, sweet thing, must have been a rough night aye?" he winks at me.

My eyes trail over towards him, looking at his sweaty forehead glisten in the fluorescent lighting of the station, probably was out chasing idiots again. I shift in my seat "Renji, go take a shower you smell like a old wet rag." I frown at the redheaded idiot, casualy changing the subject.

Tattooed eyebrows rose as he lifted his arms to take a sniff at himself while sighing "shit, you're right. I fucking hate summer, all these stupid small fries like to run in the summer, I can fucking beat marathon runners by the time-"

I tuned him out as he grumbled to no one in particular while walking away. My eyes scanned the office, to see if anyone was watching me as I reached for the lowest drawer, fishing a metal flask and taking a good swig. I closed it, hid it away and held my head with my elbows propped on my desk, letting a deep, painful sigh escape me. Renji's an idiot, he's young, extremely energetic and naive. Yeah I had a rough night. I rubbed the dark circled under my eyes. But he's a good guy at least, Renji. Lifting my head I looked over at my desk, I noticed Renji forgot to mention the case file he left here, there was a note attached to it 'Grimmjow! This is your new case, please start working on it starting tomorrow morning. Thank you!' it was signed by Kisuke, the head chief. I tore the note and trew it in the trash, opening the file to skim through it. A missing person case, this should be interesting. There was only a phone number attached, it said that it was the number of the guy who called it in, exactly twenty four hours ago. I'll ring him up tomorrow, see what he knows.

"bye Grimm, see you tomorrow."

"yeah." I answer to the secretary at the entrance when I walked out, the hot evening air stuck to my skin like a damp blanket, I grimanced inwardly. I hate summer. As I got closer to my car, I calmed down, it was a piece of crap but it works. I drove out and down the street to downtown, all the bright lights of the bars and strip clubs making my head ache. I made a turn then recognized a familiar face.

I parked the car and got out, walking towards her "I thought I told you to get off the streets." I say as I get close enough to her.

She flinched and turned around "blyat! You scared me, pridurak!" a Russian woman with jet black hair yelled at me, and I grinned.

"sorry, didn' mean to freak you out Menoly." I apologized.

She huffed, making her chest almost escape the revealing shirt she was wearing "them pigs fired you yet?"

I lean on the wall she was standing next to and chuckle "nah, not yet. How 'bout you? Thinking about quitting?"

The raven scoffed, leaning back next to me, pressing her stilettos to the ground "you're real funny tonight officer Jeagerjaquez." she narrowed her eyes humorlessly at me. Then she frowned as she noticed something "are you drunk?" she sniffed.

"partially." I sigh out.

"amazing, you do understand what will happen if you go on being a pridurak?" she mutters unaprovingly while rummaging through her purse, not really expecting an answer "want one, stupid Alkash?" she offers me a cigarette.

I take it from her manicured hands "what the fuck is 'al-cash'?" I frown.

"ALKASH, It means alcoholic imbecile." she mutters while lighting up and offering me the lighter.

"I see that everything has a curse word in your language, but I'll take an educated guess and assume you throw them in for the fun. Thanks." I take a pull and look over to her "you okay?" I ask after quite a long pause.

She blew out smoke "business is slow, so boss man is not happy. But I get by."

"hmm..." I hum in understading, though I'm more than sckeptical about her answer, but she dosen't want to talk more about it, She changed the subject.

"I saw that new guy, uh... Red hair. Been running up and down my streets after some crooks all day." she snickered.

"y'mean Renji. Yeah, he's a total shit for brains but he's a nice guy." I chuckle.

"I just hope that one day he'll catch something."

I snort "you mean the guys he's been chasing?"

She faced me, and had a mischievous glint in her eye "I mean some ass. Then maybe he'll understand that he dosen't have to try so hard." she grinned.

"tch, man, maybe I should make him talk to you, he'll probably piss his pants." we both laughed quietly.

We finished smoking, stomping on the butt to kill the spark. "go, you're scaring away customers." she shoo'ed at me with a smile.

I smirked and turned to leave "okay, okay. No need to banish me so harshly." I joked.

"Grimmjow." she called, I turned to look at her one last time "take care of yourself."

I nodded and walked away, waving my hand as a goodbye.

The door to my apartment opened and I locked it straight afterwards, I went to take a cold shower, to wash away the stickiness of my skin and sagged on the couch, reaching for the bottle of jack I left there from last night "forgot to buy more fucking pills." I mutter as I take a swig angrily. I zoned out and watched reruns of again. I just couldn't fall asleep, it angered and exhausted me.

"fuck." another rough night.

I sipped on my bitter coffee leisurely, while waiting on my guy. I called him as soon as I got to the station, and he said he'll be right over to answer some questions. thankfully there was a spare interrogation room that no one used in this time of morning, so I waited for him there, in silence. I didn't drink this morning, too many people started to notice. Maybe I just need to buy some gum.

Suddenly the door opened, my eyes zeroed in on the man that came in, his silver hair swaying as he peeked inside the room.

"hiya Grimm~ I'm gonna be helping you on this case ya'know." he said cheerily through a sly grin.

I swallowed "don't you have another case to look into? The one with that druggie getting killed?" I inquire with a raised brow.

Gin stepped in, casually closing the door and sitting in the chair in front of me nodding "yeah, but ol' Kisuke asked me to help if help 'sneeded. So don't be shy an' ask when ya do." he joked, acting playful.

I gave him a snort "I won't, gin. Thanks." I grin tiredly at him.

His head bobbed as he nodded in content "well, off I go. Just came 'ere to announce our cooperation, leave a copy of your file on mah desk when you're finished." he got up.

"I will."

As he closed the door I heard him scold "mah, mah, careful there Hime, you could have spilled that y'know."

"a-ah! Sorry gin! I-I'll be more careful!"

It's Orihime, the secretary.

"haha, yer so cute when ya get all flustered like that."

I snort, Gin is a fucking sadist. And that girl is just too naive. The door opened again and her orange hair peeked inside, her face still red from her mishap with Gin. She cleared her throat and announced

"u-um, Kurosaki Ichigo is here to see you Grimmjow. Sh-should I call him in?"

I nodded and swallowed my coffee "yeah, thanks."

Her pink lips were bit and she furiously nodded, hurrying off. After a couple of minutes the door opened fully, revealing a young man, with messy orange hair. He looked almost as tired as I am, and royally annoyed if that scowl on his face was of any indication.

I got up towards him and offered my hand. "Kurosaki Ichigo, I'm officer Grimmjow Jeagerjaquez." I introduce myself.

He blinked and looked up at my face, scanning it then shook my outstretched hand. "yeah, nice to meet you." he mumbled.

"grab a seat." I gesture to one of the chairs as I sit down.

He gingerly sat, and looked extremely uncomfortable, he kept glaring at me. As if something was on my face. I scowled.

"so, you called Two days ago at one eight hundred to announce of your brothers dissapearance. You said he might have gotten into some trouble, and when he got out last night he didn't answer his phone, nor did he come back. Am I mistaken?" I boredly ask.

The Ginger swallowed and licked his lips "no, that's true. Shiro got himself caught up with some dangerous people a while back, I always told him he should stay away from them... But he's not much of a listener." the scowl on his face deepens. "the last time I saw him, he looked... Distressed, twichy. He stormed into our apartment and locked his room as he went out. He didn't say anything."

I lean back on my chair "do you have a picture of him?"

A nod "here." he said after rummaging in his backpack and handed the picture to me carefully.

Looking at the picture I saw the both of them, sitting at the beach next to each other. I recognized Shiro, the pale one. I busted him a couple of times for petty crimes, destruction of public property to be exact.

"your brother is an old accuantence here at the station." I mutter as I looked over to the ginger in front of me.

He didn't like me saying that one bit, his jaw was tight and an angry breath escaped his nostrils "I believe thats not the issue here." he spat.

My brow raised at the hostility as I glanced at his face and then back at the picutre.

"right." I say dryly "you said he was in the company of some dangerous people? Care to elaborate?"

He folded his arms as he shifted in his seat lower then sighed "he... Was hanging around guys like that Jiruga guy."

"tall? Long black hair?" I ask.

"that's the one. Once he met him, he stopped coming home, but he always answered his phone! Always! To let me know he's okay."

"alright, and his room. Did you manage to get in?" I ask.

A shake of orange tresses "no. He took the key with him."

"sounds like a swell brother you got there." I mock.

"shut the fuck up. " he suddenly hissed, big brown eyes narrowed into slits "I came here to find my brother, not to get an opinion from a cop who looks like he rolled out of a trash can."

Considering I haven't shaved, wore a crumpled shirt and have gigantic bags under my eyes I just sighed "fair enough, kid." I let the insult slide.

He huffed in annoyance "and don't call me kid."

I snorted "I'm thirty two, I'll call you kid if I want." I shut him up "now, what were gonna do is get a warrnet to bust down the door to your brothers room. See if we can get any clues there."

"what about Jiruga?" he sounded not pleased.

I wrote some things down as I answered "we'll give the guy a visit, don't get your panties in a twist."

"you're taking this too lightly for my taste. If it wasn't for those crazy fuckers I would have gone and continued searching for him myself." he slammed his hand on the table, making me mess up my writing.

I put it down, and laced my fingers in front of myself "listen here, mister Kurosaki. I'm only gonna say this once, going on your own to look for people who you KNOW are up to no good, like say... Kidnapping? Is not a smart move. If you wanna get your ass killed that's none of my business, but if you wanna find that little criminal brother of yours I suggest you cooperate. I'll ask Orihime to give you some files that you'll need to sign for the warrant and leave the rest to me." I finish and get up.

The Ginger got up as well, blocking my way "hey! Wait! That's it? Aren't you gonna ask about my brothers height? Weight? Something?" he exclaimed in exasperation.

I tucked the file under my arm as I fished for a smoke.

"I'm sure I'll find all that in his criminal records." I give him a fake assuring smile and push past him.

After taking care of the paper work for the Kurosaki case I stood outside and smoked in the parking lot, Gin met me there a couple of minutes later, lighting his own cigarette as he smirked at me.

"that orange haired kid dosen't seem ta like you."

I flick my cancer stick to get the ash to fall off "don't they all?" I joke.

"he's cute though." he suggests with a cheeky raise of his brow.

I glance at him from the corner of my eye "that he is."

"hmm... So his brother was a friend of Nnoi's? Probably got caught up with the hollows." gin tilted his head, as if feeling sorry for the albino and his colorful little brother.

I blew out smoke "that's what I'm betting on. But kidnapping? That's kind of extreme even for them. But if that brother of his is a sassy as he is then I'm not really that surprised."

"no way! He sassed you?" Gin asked amused.

I nodded, holding the cigarette between my lips as I reached for my jacket pocket, I fished out my flask bringing it to my lips as I said "got all defensive, said I looked like I rolled out of a trash can." I gulped the strong liquid and sighed.

"aww... Don't listen to him Grimm, you're still the prettiest girl in school."

I chuckled "I can always count on you for keeping my self esteem up." I take another swing and put the flask away.

After work I made my way to the pharmacy, my head was aching more than usual these days. Probably cause I have trouble sleeping. I waited in line after taking my number, rubbing at my face, I really should shave, I think as I feel my stubble starting to grow into a beard.

There was something irking me, something at the back of my head. My eyes narrowed as I glanced around, I feel like I'm being watched. Nah, no. Who the fuck would wanna watch me? But still... This is a keeping me on edge.

"number 315." the machine called my number.

I make my way to the pharmacist, a young girl with a weird haircut, she smiled sweetly at me "what can I do for you?" she asks as I hand her my number to confirm that it is my turn.

I rummage through my back pocket and take out a crumpled piece of paper.

"I need these."

"this is the prescription?" she asks as she takes a look. I nod. Her eyes go over the details of the document and then she gives a slight frown at the end, she lowers it down to the stand and slides it back to me.

"I'm sorry sir, but this prescription is out dated." she says apologetically.

My brows pull together "what do you mean out dated? I bought the same pills exactly two weeks ago."

She was looking kind of scared, her eyes widened as she pointed at the document "u-um, yes, but the expiration date was two days ago sir. I-it says so at the bottom left of the page."

"what do you mean?-" I exclaim as I snach it and look over it. I growled and slammed it on the stand "shit." I curse out, startling her.

I take a breath, a deep one, and try to be as calm as ever while I practically beg her "h-hey, could you make an exception? Just for today? Please, I'll get you to prescription with the right date tomorrow."

She kept blinking and swallowed the lump in her throat "uh-no, I'm afraid I'm not allowed to do that."

I sighed "c'mon... Just this once!"

"is there a problem Isane?" a lady with a long front braid interrupted us.

Isane was at a loss for words as her mouth thought she was a fish, the woman looked at the prescription and told her to go on brake. She read what it said and handed it back to me.

"I'm sure you know how to read, we can't give you those pills." she smiled menancily.

I "tsk"ed "can't you make an exception? Just this one ti-"

"I'm sorry sir." she gestured for me to take back the paper.

"come on-"

"no."

"will you please hear me out?" I practically yell.

She stopped smiling, and her eyes looked stone cold at me.

"take this and leave, before I call security." Her words were final, I knew she meant every one.

Ihuffed in defeat and grabbed it out of her outstretched hand "fuck." I muttered under my breath as I storm out.

"goddamit..." I mutter under my breath, my chest bubbling with anger as I power walk to my flat with my hands in my pockets. I got in and slammed the door, taking out a smoke and lighting it, I sighed, my body slack against the door as I slide down.

"this is just not your day Grimmjow." I try to calm down. I finish the smoke and stabbed the butt into the ashtray, making my way to the bedroom, I put on some sports clothes. I figure if I'm already full of pent up fury and tension, might as well put it to good use. Maybe I'll exhaust myself enough to actually have a good nights sleep.

"Grimmjow! Back at it again huh?" I was greeted by the receptionist, Keigo, an idiot.

I payed him no mind as I made my way towards the locker rooms, Keigo decided to chase me.

"y'know, it's really awesome that you find the time to hit the gym, you only come at night though. But that's cool, you're like batman!" he kept blabbering while put my stuff away "it suits you, heck, I mean... You're hella buff! I bet you get tons of panties wet amiright?" he smirks and points at me.

I stop and turn to face him.

"I'm gonna go now, good talk." I pat him on the shoulder as I pass him.

"yeah, man! Anytime! You know I'm your bro!"

I don't even roll my eyes anymore, too tired. I started running, then lifting. I think I was there for two and a half hours before I felt like my body can't handle any more, I got out and started making the walk back to my apartment where a hot shower awaited me.

But then, I decided to make a turn towards the nearest ally, my legs stopped and sigh.

"wanna tell me what you're doing kid?"