AN:Look I own this story, not the Characters they are based on or anything that has to do with the Suite Life. Get over the fear of Homophobia on your own time. Do not read if you do not want to duh! I mean you have been warned. Besides all of us at one point have had thoughts along the same lines, we are all Bi at one point. Its human nature to be curious...Simon.
CHAPTER 1: LOVE MORE THAN A BROTHER SHOULD
I walked down the sidewalk talking with him as we passed house after house in the neighborhood. Looking to him as I paid attention to the conversation they seem to fallow one after the other, a little different than the one previous. A breeze brushed through the surrounding leaves, in tree branches and the foliage beneath. We passed another block as I had noticed how late it had gotten. The sky overhead great and daunting with clouds of vibrant reds, oranges and purples as the wind moved them towards the horizon. The sun was setting on this a beautiful day. The last school day of the week and I could not wait to begin my weekend with him.
He ran forward stopped at the crosswalk pressing the button signaling the cars to come to a halt. As he wait to cross for the moment till they stopped I made my way to him. we walked through the street not long after came near the corner market. It stood halfway from the park that from then on we would only be a quarter of the way home. Taking this route many times I knew how long it take; it'd be another half hour till we'd get home.
I turned the corner for the entrance opening the door and holding it and he entered after me . Walking passed as I fallowed he turned heading straight for the snack section down the aisle. Taking a quick look and continuing down the row of canned goods he proceeded to the back, craning his neck to look behind him then away. Like I hadn't know what was on his mine. I walked after him, snagging a bag of chips as I caught up . The young boy stood in place looking down towards his own DVS shoes.
"Why are we here, I don't have any money Cody."
"Come on, let's get going."
I looked to him taking his hand in mine and the other holding the bag I hid behind my shorts. I led us to the front of the store till he stopped, failing to stay out of sight the bag caused him to notice me and stare. I looked back and smiled.
"Your not stealing are you?"
"No." I answered with a puzzled look on my face.
With no further delay I soon paid for the snack, handing a dollar to the clerk. An older boy that stood behind the counter. A blue apron. Red hair. His name tag read E R I C in big black letters.
"Will that be all?" He asked politely.
"Yeah" I said smiling.
He placed the chips in a plastic bag and handed it to me. I took them from him Zack still in hand as I made my way to the entrance. We left as the bell chimed with the door closing behind us. We walked for about another block until he stopped me again.
"You can stop holding my hand now," he said, stating something I knew all to well. Saying so did nothing but make it more awkward. I did nothing but let go letting my hand slip to my side, empty and open.
"Sorry," I replied, with contrition and guilt. He looked at me meeting my gaze as I checked to see if he were looking. The look of confusion on his face puzzling as before and I did not know the reason why. He shifted his sight for but a moment then back to meat my own again. He looked at the bag in my hand and away enough to meat my eyes for the second-I managed to see him do so.
"You want these?"
"I..."
"You do, right Zack?" I took the chips out of the bag tossing the plastic away as I held them out to him.
"Yes..."
"Then take them."
"But..."
"Thought you'd know by now, they're for you."
I looked to him for some sort of reaction not really knowing why or what to look for, however I looked all the same. His expression did change but, save for the fact it was not what I was looking for, he did look more confused then I must have had. It lasted for a second then shifted, focusing as he took the bag. Opening it he placed a chip in his mouth and ate it and smiled with pleasing approval. There it was-what I had been waiting for-I turned about and headed towards the park running. Zack right behind me.
I walked down a path that soon forked by a trail that verged right away from the concrete slab road. Turning to take it as Zack fallowed me down we walked the short cut in and out of the park. I looked back in time to see my older brother still eating, another chip out of my purchased appeasement. He stopped so as to not knock me over.
"What's up?" he muffled out through a mouthful of crushed cornflower munchies.
"Nothing...let's get going...mom is suppose to be gone tonight."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"Cool."
"We can stay up all night." I said running again in front of him as we headed down the sidewalk.
"Oh man..."
"What is it," I asked as I looked back wondering what he disapproved of in my suggestion.
"Out of chips..."
I stepped forward in the wrong direction he causing me to stumble almost falling as I kept my balance laughing the whole time.
"Y...you almost made me die laughing...haha!" Zack crumpled the bag and threw it on the ground as he ran faster to keep pace with me. Side by side we ran down the path and past a few trees here and there casting shadows from the setting sun. As he pulled up in front Zack turned to me and smiled showing off his faster speed over me. "wana play Wii later, you can go first...'Twilight Princess', or another game?"
"I already beat it..."
"what?"
"Yeah when you weren't home."
"When?" he asked, puzzled an a little angry." I'm always home when you are."
"Not last week..."
He looked at me blank then lit up remembering when It could have happened.
"You beat it in one day?"
"Yup."
"That's not fair you were sick home from school." He sighed, "Mom said you couldn't play games and had to rest."
"No...she said 'I had to get some rest'...I did when you got home late."
"How about Brawl...you can let me beat my anger out of you."
"You wish you could beat me, "I said running as fast as I could down the rest of the trail and out of the park.
"Wait up!"
I heard Zack scream as I continued to run past the houses and looking straight ahead of me. The sky grew darker still as the light faded to shadow in the coming of the twilight sky. I did not bother to look back in assurance if my brother had been fallowing me. His occasional shouting was proof enough of that. Minutes passed and we were finally at the entrance of our front driveway. It had been an hour since we had left school and made our way home for the weekend.
I pushed the iron gate open as Zack caught up and entered after me his blue shirt draping over his shoulders as he took off his old backpack, A black Volcom embedded one that was given to him last year for summer school. He lay out of breath for a few moments catching it after I had only caught my own. We walked up the path and over the stairs to the front door.
"Damn."
"what?"
"I forgot my keys."
"And I thought you were the smart one. Haha! Cody this is the reason why I'm older."
Zack opened the door with his own set of keys to the two story house bared in blue and white paint. He swayed it ajar as he motioned for me to step inside.
"Only by fifteen minutes," I weakly defended.
"What ever little brother."
I sat my backpack on to the side taking it off before I had entered near the side of the door by the shoe wrack. Zack doing the same only after he shut and locked the door behind him. He walked into the hall and away to the living room across the kitchen. I headed towards the downstairs bathroom needing to pee even before we had left school. Closing the door behind me I lifted the toilet seat and began to unzip my jean shorts. I held my red shirt over my belly as I dropped my shorts and briefs low enough to expose my penis. I wondered why it was a little stiff for a brief moment then soon thought nothing of it and continued to pee. After finishing up I placed my privates back in their confinement zipping up and dropping my shirt over my shorts. Returning back down the hall and I took off my DC shoes laying them in the rack as I then headed towards the living room.
Zack entered soon after carrying a plate from the kitchen. He found me setting up the game system to the wall of entertainment that was the TV, speakers, wracks of DVDs and electronics along the far north wall of the living room.
"Want one?"
He offered the plate as I looked up at his smiling face filled with a stack of little sandwiches five in total. I took one and placed it in my mouth letting it hang out as I took the first bite. It was good, turkey, cheese lettuce and tomato. Then again I was so hungry that a rock may have been good to me. I turned to my left as I pushed the power on to the flat screen TV near me. Placing the plate on the coffee table behind him Zack sat down on the couch and waited patiently eating a sandwich as I grabbed the Wiimotes off the dresser near me and turned on the Wii. Stepping over as it loaded I sat down next to my brother handing him his controller.
The screen lit up with the title of "Twilight Princess".
"Man you can't even put the right game in bro..."
"Sorry..."
I got up and headed towards the dresser where we kept the games and equipment. Turns out that the game cases were switched and "SuperSmashBrothers" was in the other game's own case.
We played the first round with me and Zack against one another and turns out I won killing him as Pip and me as Link five to three times. It was a good first round but It seem more fun for the both of us if we fought the computer control players. The second round was of us being against two such players. I was Kirby and Zack was Pikachu and the Computers were both Mario And Peach. This was a funny match as the whole time Zack kept getting beat up by Peach-a girl-and Mario was so getting owned by me. However in the end it was kind of annoying when Mario fought Peach and not us. The results came up as me taking second and Zack winning the round with the help of Peach killing me a few times making Mario dead last.
The best part was when Zack and I decided to change the way we were playing the game. We decided to play teams and see if we could fight on the same team with a computer on each other's team against each other. Zack chose his favorite character, Mario, and I chose my favorite character, Link, with my partner as Princess Zelda. Zack chose Marth as his partner. It turned out great as we played on stock the game lasted quite a while as we all had 99 lives a piece. Mario fought the last few times alone as I killed Marth 99 times. Zelda had Two lives left and I had ten and Zack had eleven lives left. Mario Killed Zelda twice, then me nine times and I killed him another ten times. It came down to sudden death and Zack won-an item hit me in the head and exploded...
The whole thing was great, I had so much fun with my twin brother as I had always done. I looked at him through out the whole time...I loved seeing him smile. It made me feel great inside to know he will always be there with me. Thinking this made me feel strange again as I had earlier that day; my penis began to twitch and move about in my pants as I thought upon these feelings more. It began to grow stiff and began to bother me a little-not so much to care. I was just having to much fun with him.
"Nooo!"
"Yes!"
"That was not fare...it doesn't count Zack..."
"Alright."
I looked at him smiling and the occasional laughter made me feel much greater admiration. The feeling between my legs, grew much the same. My penis jumped...moved in my briefs and felt much more strange...it began to really bother me now. I headed towards the bathroom dropping the controller on the sofa as I told Zack to wait till I came back.
I ran in to the bathroom and closed the door this time locking it behind me. Pulling my pants down without unzipping it I pulled down my briefs as well to see what was wrong down there. My penis was straight up over my body making a 90 degree angle with my lower chest. Bobbing up and down with my heartbeat as blood rushed in and out. My scrotum seem small and snug to my penis as my testicles were tight within the sack. I felt a familiar sensation, a lot like the force of pain but far more less alarming-but fearful just the same. What was happening to me?
I reached out and held my penis with my right thumb and forefinger feeling the foreskin-making the sensation intensify, I stopped-scared of what it may do to me. I waited for a few minutes and then it finally went away. Dressing once more I opened the door and headed back towards the living room.
Zack looked to me as I entered the room smiling yet again as he asked "what took you so long Cody?" I only shrugged my shoulders to this as he thought nothing of it we went back to playing video games.
This time I chose to be Mario and Zack Princess Peach, with Luigi and Yoshie as computers we fought in an all or nothing free for all. Throughout the game I began to do it again; I stared at my brother with a prolonged focus he soon realized. He asked me what was wrong snapping me out of my trance like state making me instantly focused back on the game-at least for a few minutes anyway. I could not help to think even more on what I had been feeling for what seem like all day now. That feeling soon returned between my lower limbs. It could not be helped and as I knew it that feeling had something to do with Zack. It just occurred to me this happened today every time I had thought of him...
No matter how small the thought in my head or how focused it had become the same thing seem to occur the only difference was the longer I thought the greater the feeling and effect on me it had. What was happening to me? Minutes later as the match came narrowing down to just three characters, on account of Yoshie's death, the both of us decided to take out Luigi.
I soon found myself looking at him again as he looked to the TV screen with full intent in on the game and away from me giving free access to view his every move.
"Hey watch this," Zack said as he looked to me making me blush crimson as I looked away form him and watched the screen. Peach ran to an unsuspecting Luigi..."smooch"..."yahhahahahaha!"...up went Luigi into the sky after Zack had made Peach kiss him; hearts everywhere hitting him hard enough to send the computer player out of the game for good. I couldn't help but laugh at this. Zack continued on to fight me a little then asked, "come over here." He made Peach stand beside Mario and taunted me as Peach began to entice my character. She seemed to have given Mario a kiss. I noticed Zack as he laughed and looked at me the whole time. "She has a crush on you," the boy said in between laughs taking another sandwich from the plate.
This for some reason made my face hot and bothered even more. As he sat back down on the sofa I moved closer in an attempt to get even with him poking him in the side causing him to choke a little.
"Haha...funny bro."
"huhh...huh..." was all he could make out and another cough as he recovered form loss of air. "You trying to kill me?" I looked away letting his question drop unanswered. I wondered now why I felt bothered at his comment. It was another thing that escaped my mind. "what's wrong you don't like getting kissed Cody?" I turned red reflexively looking away at a moment. Zack had seem to take that as his chance, "hahaha...Cody hates kisses!" He moved in tackling me on the couch forcing me on my back looking at him face flared and flushed.
"No I don't...get off me..."
"Heh...I don't think so...make me...if you can!"
"Let's see how you like it..."
I moved in between his arms as they held me down by my shoulders. Leaning in to his smile as it changed in time to meet my own lips. They pushed forward against his as my tongue licked the crevasse of his now closed pink slits. The taste of strawberries and the texture of silk upon my palate as I licked the soft skin above my tongue once.
Startled with a face of a tainted angel Zack moved away crawling off of me as I sat up keeping quiet he moved to the cross corner of the couch sitting there shocked and silent.
Sitting there apart seem so uncomfortable as I waited for any reaction, none came for a short while till I heard him began to speak. I look to him finally mustering up the courage to do so.
"Cody..."
He never had a chance to finish as I stood up and ran out of the living room and into the hall, up stairs passed a few rooms and into my own. I slammed the door behind me, locking it as I ran across the room jumping on my bed. Laying on my stomach as I began to cry I clung to a pillow sobbing tears staining my silver like eyes of blended greens and blues. Streaking past long eye lashes they fell soaked up by the protective covering of the cushion.
I opened my eyes finding my head upon the pillow on my right side. I lay Spread eagle on my tummy in the twin bed messed up covers apparent with the proof I had been turning in my sleep. The room cloaked in shadow and silhouetted by light from the only source coming from the far windows opposite the wall adjacent to my bed and Zack's.
Taking a minute I sat up looking around the room and towards the clock.
"8:11..."
It had been an hour. I had slept for an hour since retreating to the safety of my room-away from him and what he may now think of me. Switching on the lamp atop the dresser on the side of my bed I illuminated the darkness unveiling the bright blue and white walls to there full color and splendor. A mistake to say the least seeing his bed brought him to mine. I needed to keep myself distracted. In hopes it would help I turned on the TV across the room. Flipping past the channels I found nothing on and nothing of much help to my discomfort. I clicked upon the switch for the DVD player hoping anything would be inside it. Maybe it could help me forget my sin.
The channel changed with it on Video 1 as the DVD began to load. A feed of series of events occurred in my mind as a recording of last year's Christmas party began to play. A year younger Zack stood opening gifts-me beside him at Ten looking happier than I had ever been...Needless to say this didn't help. I felt even more wanting to cry in all the confusion in my heart. I watched on...
"Cody...Cody are you awake?" A voice called out to me from behind the door. Knowing very well who it was I did not answer him. More likely I couldn't to say the least. The door knob jiggled left and right and Zack called out again. "Cody..." He sounded with a little fear in his voice. The doorknob jiggled again. Footsteps sounded as he seem to run away. I hoped he had given up for the night and went on to watching the reflections of my past happiness unfold. Zack hugged me as he received my gift and I his. My mother moving with the camera to get a better view of our embrace. "Cody!" Zack shouted rattling the door as he opened it, popping the lock to our room with a plastic card he pushed it open, it hit the wall with a thud. He ran towards me jumping on my bed as soon as he neared it. As I looked surprised as much as scared he took me in his arms and held me tight. "It's okay...It's okay..."
I broke down as soon as he had a single hand on me...I could only let myself cry in his arms as he held me not wanting him to let go after a while I returned the embrace holding his abdomen closest to me as I could. "I'm sorry Zack...I don't know why I did that..." I said this over and over again not knowing how many a time it had escaped my mouth I just knew I had meant every word of it.
"Did what?"
All Zack said was that single sentence...no judgments no excuses. He did not care or didn't understand." So you kissed me...so what?" Maybe he did understand more than I thought? That was all it took for him to get me to stop crying and look at him.
"I'm sorry...I don't know... I don't know what's wrong with me..."
"Why...Nothings wrong with you Cody."
"You don't understand..."
"Then let me..." he said, holding me close once again, "help me understand..."
We talked for more than an hour there sitting on my bed sitting close and being closer than we had ever been. I told him of my feelings throughout the day as how I had begun to admire him greater than usual. With the occasional jokes like, "You liked kissing me?" and sarcasm it seem pretty well considered that Zack was actually trying to be understanding of me. It soon came down to the point that seem the hardest for me to understand...
"Zack I think I like you..."
"Okay I think I got that...Are you okay now?"
"I don't know...I've been getting weird feelings..."
"Other feelings?"
"Yeah...in my..."
"What...In your heart?"
"No."
"Then where?"
"In my pants..."
I pulled away looking at him as I motioned to the other side of the bed. Zack moved sitting more comfortably as he looked at me thinking if he had heard right and looked to be wondering what to say next. I laid down looking at the clock as it read eleven after nine. "I don't understand it myself Zack..."
"What happened exactly?"
"wah..."
"What happened?...Cody please tell me..."
"Okay...every time I think of you...my penis turns stiff...it really bothers me."
"You pop a boner thinking of me!"
He busted out laughing looking at me the entire time as he calmed down with tears in his eyes from laughing to hard. I looked to him with seriousness making it clear to him that I was not kidding. He now knew I was being honest with him. "Cody I'm sorry...I don't care...it's okay."
"Zack...I'm weird...I think I'm in love with you..."
"I understand...Cody."
He moved closer laying behind me took me in his arms again and whispered into my ear. "It's okay."
Turning around to face him I looked into his similar eyes mirrored to that of my own. I finally felt safe the first time in a while and now had a feeling that was going to change.
"You know this is another reason why I'm older..."
He smiled again. I closed my eyes enjoying the moment as I lay in my brother's arms. "I love you Zack."
"I love you too...Cody," He gasped looking in to his younger brother's eyes, "Is that why you went into the bathroom. When you were looking at me, is that the last time you had an erection?"
I looked to him puzzled and not knowing what to say.
"what?"
"Ohmigosh...Cody when your penis gets stiff-that's an erection."
"oh..." I said looking I'm sure more puzzled than before.
"So was it?"
"Yes...and no..."
"It was stiff but-that wasn't the last time...Zack...I...I kinda have one now."
"Oh...Cody...can I show you something?"
I opened my eyes looking at my brothers face smiling as before, yet for some reason it felt different than his normal grin that beamed from ear to delicate ear. Somehow unsettling as it was I only managed to nod my head giving him permission to proceed. Sitting up a little more than before he inched closer moving with the use of his right elbow as I shifted closer to him too. Stopping only a little under a foot apart from one another we moved with out a word as it seem to be pure body language that was spoken. Slipping his right arm under my body Zack held me firm in his embrace. As I moved closer to my brother rapping my arms around his slender back I watched him eyes never leaving my-own. He looked back at me all the while insuring my security mouthing off a silent yet clear sentiment. A soft reinforcement, "It's okay," He cooed in to my ear keeping me safe from my own fears.
His left hand moved from his side to my own. It shifted to my side and landed to rest pressing softly upon my chest. He felt my heart beat I'm sure as his palm was directly over it; in turn I had felt his through his own fingertips.
"It's okay Cody..."
His hand shifted away downward to my tummy soft and flat for a boy my age I was proud of it. All the better for him to like me. Just like his own in every way none the wiser if any difference did exist between us it was not there. I leaned in to his touch as he further reached towards his knowingly intended goal. Motioning my hips forward then back as I wanted his touch Zack placed his hand on the now prominent bulge between my legs. Pushing my hips against his palm up once then down again as he tilted his wrist upwards to meet my cloth covered crotch I pushed up against it once more. Through the fabric Zack fondled my little erection amazing my body with thrills of which I had not known. To my knowledge, boys' penises didn't do things like this...A mix of fear and want filled my head and in a quick panic of confusion I heard my small voice whimper.
"Zack...no..."
"It's okay...Cody...I wont hurt you."
He continued to caress my most private body part smiling that different way again as he asked, "Do you like that?" Panting desperate myself allowing him to do something no other could, I started to cry softly. I felt embarrassed to feel how nice the motion of his fingers felt, but he continued until it felt even more strange.
"Zack..." I panted,"...don't stop..."
Stopping only but a moment Zack moved his hand away. Partway placing his hand beneath my shorts he unfastened the snap letting loose the fly-freely displaying my cotton covered cocklet.
"That's a boy..." he cooed in my ear. "Here it comes..." Zack whispered, lifting the outlined elastic of my cartooned underpants. Soon after I could feel my little boyhood stiffening in his fingers. I stared
at it in confusion. I felt so odd and the feeling of its stiffness between my legs was very confusing. As Zack's thumb and forefinger moved away pulling back my foreskin it was soon sticking straight out from between my skinny thighs, pulsing up and down, the purple head shining brightly against the pale, three inch shaft. This was very strange and frightening I had no idea what was happening to my body-so entrusted in everything the words my brother said to me.
"It's okay Cody...I'm here...It's only scary-the first time..."
"N-no, aaaahhh!"
"I do it too." He whispered, "Thinking of you."
"Ohhoo...ohkay...k-keep, gone!" was all I could get out as Zack continued to fondle my now tortured erection. He moved lower now able to take hold of both my penis and scrotum. lacing the hairless sack with his index and middle fingers as he parted my testicles Zack did this for but a few seconds at a time, he seem to have delighted more in the fun to be had in fondling my penis. I stared at him with fear and boyish shame. What where we doing? what was going on with me? My mind was racing as the thoughts seem to build up in my mind harder to process everything rushing through it.
He soon resumed his pace as he took the head of my penis again in his thumb and forefinger. He stroked up and down once more repetitively...up then down again. The burning in my crotch was rekindled with every stroke. My hips thrusting up then down with his every movement staying in rhythm as he pulled up. First pushing as he pulled making my foreskin retreat up and over my penis head then back down again. Soon changing in strokes. pushing my hips when he pulled back to tug at my penis . I trusted my hips in as he let it slip more in his hand pulling again as he slowly motioned to the very tip of my shaft slowly moving back down again.
The force of pleasure struck me so violently that I tensed with every muscle in my body starting to stiffen and bare it. I knew no words that could describe the sensation. Holding tighter to Zack than before I pushed farther along his side moving my penis far as it could go in to the boy's still moving hand. My eyes wide as they possibly could go I felt like heaven had cum as I soon gave way muscles relaxing in the glow and sensation of having my body touched by another.
I breathed deep as I hugged my brother eyes closed, still embraced in his arm and the other in my pants open beneath my underwear.
"How did you like it...Cody? It's called an orgasm."
"...Cody?"
Zack pulled away a little my penis now turning flaccid as he continued fondling me. Looking fully spent as It had given everything it had in realizing its second purpose. I opened my eyes looking to him in gratitude for what he had done but also blushing in my boyish shame and embarrassment.
"I love you Zack..."
"What is it?" I asked, looking to him as he fell silent with no sense of emotion flowing through his face. Startled a bit I inched a little away fearing the worst again. He came to life as quick as he had seem to leave it and soon all I could see was his face as close as it could ever be. He leaned in closing the gap between us placing his lips to mine kissing me for the second time. Zack licked my mouth slit in an attempt to stick his tongue inside me. He smiled, our faces still touching, he whispered, "I love you too."
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I awoke with him still by my side. Still with his hand where it ot not be-in my underwear below my pants. For an eleven year old he sure knew a lot about the human body. I wonder if I really am the smart one?
I removed his hand fixing my pants back up as I got out of bed. Running out of our room and in to the hall I walked down to the far end to see if my mother had come home during the night. As I entered the room opening it as it stood ajar nothing to see but an empty bed and folded sheets. Proof that no one had slept in it for quite sometime.
I walked out turning into the hall again. Standing in front of me in what I thought at first was caused by a mirror I screamed.
"Haaa!"
Zack stood in front of me bare foot and rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. Complete with bed head.
"I woke up and you weren't there."
"I-I...you scared me!" I gasped.
"Oh...sorry, Cody"
"Mom's not home."
"Oh well."
"Let's go eat something I'm hungry. "
"Okay."
I walked after him down the hall and to the right as we descended the stares. Thirteen steps and then the floor. Opened with hardwood near the entrance that was the front door a few feet away, we made a turn in to the living room and headed into the kitchen. Sitting down at a stool near the Island I sat with my elbows on the counter top; Looking at Zack as he headed towards the stove; resting my cheeks on my Knuckles. He took the frying pan from the near drawer setting it on the stove as he turned to ask me.
"What do you wana eat...pancakes?" he said looking at me as I sat on my stool looking on at him, remembering only the events that occurred only hours ago. What he did...What he said...What he seem to have meant...My kiss...his kiss...
"My wiener..."
"...I mean...uhh" I could not hide that one or make an excuse for it...sitting there I just blushed in embarrassment.
He kept laughing.
"You want that on a bun?" Zack gasped for air, he laughed to hard, unsure if it were the joke or for my screw up."You know what Cody...your to much fun to not like. "He looked like he could hardly breath until finally he stopped but only to smile again in that weird way of his now all to familiar smirk.
"Hey sit on the tabletop."
"The counter?"
"What ever..."
I did as he said wondering what he had in mind as he headed for the fridge. Soon taking almost everything out of the food space he sat them beside me and told me to stay seated there.
"So what are we going to have?" I asked wondering now with the observation of everything on the table not helping to piece together the puzzle.
"Hotdogs..." Zack opened a pack of Wiener Wurst and had them frying upon the stove. He began placing some of the food back into the refrigerator as I still sat under his instruction. Soon done cooking he fried four hotdogs and sat them on a plate to the side of me. As what was left of food from the fridge was condiments and sandwich making stuff. retrieving plates from the cupboard above him Zach sat them beside the one filled with hotdogs. "What do you want on yours?"
"Um...ketchup and mustard...and onions."
"wait...there is only one bun left...Damn."
I held up a bag of bread loaf showing it to Zack.
"We could use normal Wheat bread...Zack...I don't care."
"Oh, okay."
He made two hotdogs for himself and two for me as well. placing each on a plate and using the whole loaf of bread save for the fact that there was only eight slices left it fit perfectly. One with only ketchup and the other mustard for Zack each with tomatoes. I liked them with onions and pickles...I wonder why though? The pickles part. Did liking Dill mean I was really gay? oh well. If so I think my brother being the same way helps.
"Why are you staring at me for?"
"W-what?"
"N-Never mine let's eat." he said as he grabbed his sandwich and took a bite smiling at me again as he stood in front of me still sitting on the counter top. My feet dangling not touching the floor.
We ate our first sandwich's relatively as fast as the other. At the same time really looking each other in the eyes silently just looking until broken by our little laughter at the thoughts of last night still fresh in our heads and maybe for Zack my last remark about my penis. Maybe that was it.
Finishing his second sandwich faster than I, he looked at me and smirked yet again.
"I'm still hungry..."
"Oh..." I looked at him...only finished with half my second sandwich as I held it out to him. "You want my wiener?"
He stared back.
"Wait up...what did you want on your hotdog at first...Cody?"
"Um...Onions, ketchup and mustard...why?"
"Okay..."
Taking the last bun out of the bag of them Zack added onions inside it setting it to the side. "here it comes." Zack said, pantsing me briefs and all-leaving my penis to dangle between my legs off of the counter. He quickly took the bun and slipped it under my penis keeping it between the bun as he squirted ketchup and mustard on it.
"One wiener, with onions ketchup and mustard, order up!"
"Eeeuuuw!"
"hehe!"
"You want it like this?" I asked.
"Yeah...I do Cody." He leaned over towards the bun still in his hand. Eating all the bread till it ended at the half where my now erect penis lay cold from the ketchup and mustard on it. "I do Cody..." Zack said again as he took the whole tip into his mouth. I trusted my hips up immediately as he did it feeling his slimy mouth on top of my sensitive penis head as it stuck out of my foreskin. A flash of white encircled me.
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I opened my eyes just as the sun hit his face looking so beautiful illuminated by white light, his pale skin shone and his blond hair looking more auriferous in the glow of our star. He was the closes thing I'd seen to an angel. I raised my head sitting up as I moved his arm off my lap and rose off the bed to head towards the door across the room. Entering the restroom walking with my shorts around my ankles, still open from the night before, I latched the front of my briefs and pulled them down exposing my member to pee. Relaxing I let the flow of water carry me away to thoughts of the events which had recently unfolded. Last night and the day before so much in such little time.
Leaving the door open lazily, Zack woke to a sound he knew all to well. Opening his eyes he rose to sitting on the bed as he looked around for the source of what had woken him up. The window lay closed so it were not from the outside and as he veered to look further into the room he noticed my absence. Hearing the flow of water even closer as he walked out of bed and towards the restroom door he soon knew where to find me.
I bucked my hips once, twice letting the flow of pee escape my bladder and into the toilet bowl. sighing as I was almost done reliving myself of an all-night tank full of juice and water from the previous twenty-four hours. I heard a scream surprise me making me turn suddenly.
"Yeaaaa!"
"Zack!"
He ran in suddenly yelling just in an attempt to scare me again; Backfiring as it did ending up with me peeing on him a little I continued to spray urine as it hit his Pajamas and shirt. I moved in time to stop short of bathing him, but only to leave but a drop left to fall down the toilet where I intended all along to pee in. Not on my brother!
"Yuckkk..."
"It's your fault..."
"Not that, I thought you were pretty kinky...hahaha!" Zack laughed looking at his shirt then back down at me half naked, the private half. "I meant my shirt."
lacing my briefs up and snapping my shorts back on in disappointment to Zack I dressed and faced my brother in disapproval.
"You need a bath now."
"Will you bathe me?" he said, half smiling with a smirk that said he was between laughing at a joke and half serious.
"No..."
"Oh..."
"I need one too."
"Wana take one, together?"
"I don't know Zack."
"Like we used to, remember?"
I looked at my twin brother seeing if it were truly something he meant. His face was nothing short of beautiful. It was also honest as of now he had meant everything he had said. Last night was no dream of mine. Or was it-for me to say I had no idea at the time. But I would have been lying if I had said the thought of me and him in the same tub did not appeal to me.
shrugging my shoulders as he took my left palm in hand he dragged me into the tub across the full bath restroom.
He stepped into the tub as I took my shirt by the lower hem and pulled it up over my head and working it off my arms. Fallowing him as he turned on the water running the bath he playfully switched to the shower dowsing my bare chest with cold water.
"Got you back."
A chill ran down my spine as my soft skin dripped soaked as much as Zack had been earlier with my own pee. As he changed quick to running the bath again still smiling as he watched me undress I looked noticing the water rise to about a foot high. He took off his stained shirt revealing the smooth skin underneath viewed by me, watching me as I watched him. He smiled again. I smiled back taking off my shorts as the water now soaked them even as I held them above my knees now clad in only my cotton underwear.
The water now little over two feet Zack took off his soaked Pjays as he turned off the water facet and placed the watered peed on pants atop the bathroom sink. This now leaving him in pure white briefs a little soaked but more surprised was I of the erection he sported under them.
"Did you plan this Zack?"
"Wha...me?"
"Never mind." I said laughing.
I removed my underwear not wanting to be confined by fabric as my erection began to form seeing Zack's very own for the first time. It popped out of them as it began to throb as he did the very same thing at the same moment. God he was so beautiful. I began to get lost as my adoration for the boy got even more intoxicating. It seem to be beaming through my very eyes as I scaled down my brothers body and back up his abdomen and meeting his eyes.
"Your so cute little brother."
He made me blush at the thought of him catching me staring at him and I looked away at the last second. I heard his laughter. He came closer, waves splashing, the water shift in his motion.
"You can look at me, as i see you."
"I..."
"Nope."
He moved closer placing a hand on my skinny shoulder. Zack placed his finger on my chin as he guided me to face him eye to eye. "It's okay I love you...okay?" He said, taking my whole chin in hand now as he leaned back down towards my face. Zack Kissed me a third time. He placed his hands moving them now across my abdomen and down my bubble butt-making sure our erections touched as he closed the feet of water between us. I began to get used to this feeling. I kissed him back taking it as the first true kiss we have now shared. Sweet Strawberry Shared Silk.
His skin so soft and smooth. His touch tender and to titillating to take. I held him closer as I moved my hands from my sides to his shoulder blades there I rubbed them feeling the warmth of the one I hold most dear to me. My brother. My Zack.
"I love you too Zack."
"I know, Cody."
"It's not a dream right...yesterday, did happen?"
"Yeah..."
I leaned forward placing all my weight upon him causing he and I to lean against the tiled wall of the bathroom. shifting my right hand away from his shoulder blade I moved it up towards his neck feeling his collar bone and then placed it upon his cheek. "Your Beautiful...you know, that? "He asked looking to me as he shifted a hand away from my butt to sweep a wisp of hair from my face.
"I'm not, I'm a monster, There is something wrong with me."
"Don't say that. you're not a monster. Your perfect and I want you."
"I want you to Zack...but, I can't it's not, it's not right."
"Says who?"
"It, everybody, me...I don't know."
I felt like I could cry the more I thought about it the worst it seem to get with in my head. I wanted to be with him. I wanted him. I wanted to have him. I needed him.
"So don't try to know..." He answered, looking up at me again. "Cody I can't help it now, I understand, I love you more than a brother could, Cody."
He really was far more honest then I could ever be-even with myself.
"Can we talk about this, later."
"Ye...Yeah...we have all the time in the world to talk okay." he sighed, "just take your time, and know, I love you...Cody I do."
His last words hit home. Right up until that point I had never thought of it the whole morning...My dream. The feel of his mouth on my...
We dried off one another looking at the each's penis between our legs at every chance . I soon ran back to our room fallowed by Zack with the towel in hand trying to snap my butt every other second. I was as happy as I could ever be at this moment parading around naked like I were a mere seven year old boy not a mature eleven year old. As I jumped on the bed across the one we had slept in, Zack's bed, I kicked his sheets of the mattress and threw the pillows to obstruct his path to getting a clear shot at my butt.
After failing several times we got dressed and ready for the Saturday ahead. Zack chose to wear a black Volcom shirt and Khaki shorts as I grabbed a white one with another pair of Jean shorts. I also wore a pair of new briefs Zack on the other hand snagged a comfortable set of cash sign embedded boxers. It hid his penis more. Shoving our socks and shoes on we were ready to head out.
"What do you want to do today bro?"
"I don't know yet but I'm hungry...let's get something to eat."
"Okay."
Zack led the way as we walked out of our room and out into the hall. We went passed a few more doors then reached the top of the stairs leading down to the first floor. Sliding down the railing like he would when he were nine years of age he railed down before me as I ran a close second after him. Things seem better today then most for some reason...I wonder why?
In the kitchen Zack looked through the fridge and turned soon after to see if I was behind him.
"Want hotdogs?"
"...Uh, no..."
"Pizza?"
"We have anymore of that chicken?"
"Hold on a sec...yep...only enough for one though," he looked at me, "you can have it Cody."
"What are you going to have then?"
"You can have it."
"Nope...you can, I'll have a hotdog...we only have one last bun anyway."
"A, haha...ha..."
"What?"
"Nothing..."
I ate fast hoping that Zack would do the same. No such luck, in fact it seem he were eating slower than usual. I stared at him as he ate the damn bun so slowly-having flashbacks of my dream form the night before. It felt beyond weird when he licked some ketchup off the hotdog and bun. I was about ready to burst when he did it...He even asked me about the weird expression on my face.
"Why does your face look like a Cherry?"
"You want me to pop it?"
"No!"
"Ha!"
"Just eat...so we can go." I blushed.
Finishing breakfast as slow as he seem to have been able to do, I placed the dishes in the washer as he put everything we had used away. Still not knowing what to do for the day I asked Zack if he'd any ideas to toss my way. Again no such luck as all I got was well more cracks.
"Come on think of something...what do you want to do?"
"Um, you?"
"Ha-ha-ha...Real funny Zack."
"Your expression is," he smiled.
I was almost ready to give up when he got serious.
"How about some basketball?"
"Okay."
We headed outside through the kitchen screen door and out to the backyard. Grabbing a ball from the rack behind the grill I tossed it to Zack as he stood on the half court in our backyard.
After a few shots on his side and misses on mine he seem to grow tired of playing as I soon did. Up until I made a basket of a three point shot. He then wanted to see if I could try it again. Tossing me the ball he hurled it to fast making me miss as it passed me bouncing out of the court and into the pool.
"Zack!"
"Sorry!"
We stood by the edge of the pool he with a net in hand and a broom in mine. As we tried fishing the ball out of the water it seem to go farther into the middle of the pool. Failing as we were miserably I did something out of character but so wanted to do so badly. Stepping forward I pushed Zack into the pool. With a splash and a yelp he dropped head first into the blue floored, manmade pond on a perfect August day for it.
"Uhahauh...Cody!"
"Payback!"
We broke in fits of laughter.
"You know what this is better, come on in Cody"
"I don't wana get my clothes wet."
He looked at me running his hand through his wet hair sweeping them from his eyes.
"Hang on...I'll go."
Taking my clothes off I rid myself of my shoes and socks. Pulling my shirt off I bared my chest and skinny arms before throwing off my jeans and briefs. I dived in.
"Cody...what are you doing?"
"I got in didn't I..."
"But...people can see..."
"No they can't, unless they're here with me, like you."
"Okay..."
He swam across to me taking my erection in hand under the water. "Oh God, you feel so good Cody." Letting go of me he moved towards the wall of the pool. Soon taking his shoes and placing them atop the edge of the pool as well as his shirt he moved again towards me. Before he approached however I dived to the bottom. Grabbing his shorts I pulled them under the water straight off of his legs. I rushed back to the top soon surfacing out of the water.
"Hey no, you want me skinny dipping?"
"Why not I'm naked it's exactly the same thing..."
"yea...your right , almost in everyway."
He pulled his hands under the water coming back up with boxers in hand. "Your wish is my command...prince Cody," he said to me, swimming across the pool again in attempt to hold me closer to him. "I want you so badly Cody, real badly..."
Taking his hand in mine as I reached out through the cool water feeling his warm fingers I clasped our hands together. He pulled me in taking me closer as we floated in the water with out a care for more than just one another.
"Zack...you still have socks. haha."
He kissed me yet again pecking down on my lips for but a second. He moved up kissing my forehead next and back down to kiss my right cheek. "Zack, I don't know..."
"Hey you ever try this?" he asked changing the subject as he dived down deeper into the pool. I felt his hands later around my sides and then take a firm hold of my waist on both sides. Pushing me a little towards the surface he guided me as I lent back down arching my neck back. I floated on the surface as my brother guided me beneath hands now shifting to my hips, then to my thighs. Resurfacing he breached the water between my open legs-staring at my still throbbing erection.
"...Zack?"
"...You can float...?" he said, stating the apparent truth only to avoid the situation again. I leaned in shifting forward now floating face to face with him.
"Was that what you wanted to show me?"
"..." he said nothing as he looked away for but a moment.
"Well?"
"Oh, no" he said diving under again as he swam below me. Feeling his hands on my butt and crotch again he shoved me with great force causing me to be launch straight out of the water. Going several vertical feet into the air and back down with a splash into the water. Zack resurfaced smiling as I floated back up looking shocked and surprised again from something he had done to me.
"Haha!"
"Wow...do it again."
And so he did this many times as the hour went by and we played around for what seem longer than it had really been. I found myself soon testing how far I could hold my breath underwater. Only till I had counted to forty-four. Zack tried the same and wound up with an astonishing 69 seconds. It seemed to long at the first try and he even had me worried for his sake at the thought of him drowning I had no idea what I'd do.
We waded in to the shallow end three feet as we moved through the water. Still deep for a bunch of four feet four munchkins like us. Zack grabbed my hand as I inched closer to the wall beneath the steps to leave the pool. I turned to him looking away from the ladder that hung over the edge of the pool to my right.
"Cody," he sighed, "Don't leave, " he finished looking at me as he placed a hand on my skinny shoulder and another on my cheek.
"Zack?"
He looked with shear honesty in his eyes again with the same wanting for me as I'm sure I showed in my-own to him.
"Can I try something? But don't be scared. "
"What?" I retreated slightly.
"Can I give you a blow job?" he sighed.
"What?"
"Can I suck on you...Cody?"
AN: Okay so i revised this shit again. At this point I've not started writing again but maybe ill put up the revised other chapters soon. Until then I'll see what ppl think of this XD I still can't believe that I am back on this website XD.
Simon.