HEAR ME CALL (A LOTR FANFICTION)
(A/N) This is my first fanfic so plz go easy on me! And I noe this chapter is short! 3 plz review!
This takes place after the war is over and everything is back to normal and our lovely Legolas sorts out his feelings for Aragon!. Peace. ;)
Italics means thoughts!
(Legolas P.O.V.)
He had felt it before too. Too many times that now that he had lost the count.
The feeling one gets when something they need is so close to them yet so out of reach.
And again it felt weird. This feeling.
It was too strong, too much. It almost scared Legolas.
The elf was deep in thought. Thinking over to the time when he had finally come to terms with the feelings that he, Legolas Greenleaf, Prince of Mirkwood was in love with his friend. Aragon.
Aragon. He should hate him for the things he did to him. But he could not; he just loved him so much.
Legolas was sitting in his room at the palace of lord Elrond in Imladris.
His feelings were distracting him from his duties and he thought it would be alright if he took a break.
And he rode to the first place that he could think of. To escape his feeling Legolas came to the person who seemed to have caused these feeling.
Stupid of me
He had been so deep in thought that he nearly missed the knock on his door.
"Come in" And with that the last person he wanted to see came trotting into his room.
"Afternoon Legolas, you haven't left your room since morning so I came to check on you."
"That's very thoughtful of you Estel but I may assure that I am merely tired" I am not lying, I am tired, exhausted by keep all these feelings locked up, I wouldn't be surprised if I exploded one day.
"Well I was just wondering if we could go hunting after all it's been really long since you came here last time, I would …." I could faintly hear what Aragon was saying, I was lost by the movement of his lips, they lured me to lean in and lock them with my own. It took all of the control that I had over my body just to stop myself from doing something that I might regret
"Is anything wrong?" Legolas snapped out of his thoughtful trance and gazed over to Aragon who was giving him a worried look.
"Why would anything be wrong Estel?" I sighed. I should be careful around him. I can't let him know. He would hate me. Probably wouldn't want me as his friend. No, I could not let that happen.
"You are out of it; you're not your usual bubbly self. And you are sighing a lot. And just now you were spacing out. Now tell me what is wrong?"
"Nothing is wrong Estel. You worry too much; stop acting like a mother hen. And now that you have mentioned it I am quite hungry. Shall we head for lunch 'my lord'?" I know being called lord annoys him. At least I could distract him for now.
What in the name of Valar was I thinking while coming to imladris? That Aragon would come rushing to me, hugging me like he never wants to let go of me. Looking down at me while he wore that smile just so that I could kiss it off. Well Legolas, keep dreaming.
"Are you coming Legolas?" Aragon's voice brought me out of my dream like state.
"Coming!" I shout and run down the halls where lunch was waiting for me. And I was hungry.
(Aragon's P.O.V)
Legolas quickly stepped into the lunch room and took the seat farthest from me. Well not the farthest but he wasn't exactly sitting close to me either.
He usually sat next to me. Making jokes while eating and getting us scolded by Adar.
Have I done something wrong? Come to think of it he's been acting weird around me. I shall ask him again and this time I wouldn't leave without an answer.
"Well morning Estel, Legolas "We were greeted by Elladen and Elrohir who just walking into the room.
We continued eating in silence.
"It's just a lively morning. The ambience of this room doesn't seem to be lively at all." Elrohir commented and I knew what he was hinting at.
"Legolas is in no mood to talk with me and I do not know what I did wrong"
"No Estel I am not upset with you" And I could literally feel the sincerity in his words.
"Then why don't you tell me what is wrong?" By this time lunch was forgotten
"I already told you nothing is wrong!" I sometimes just hate how stubborn this elf can be.
"Fine, if you don't trust me enough to tell me what's wrong, I'll let you be on your own!"
"I trust you Estel, more than anyone!"
"Then tell me what is wrong?"
"Nothing is wrong, just drop it please!" He was pleading, Legolas rarely pleaded. He must hiding something that he doesn't want to share with me. But what could it be! We told each other everything!
"Mellon-nin, I know something is bothering you, you know you can tell me anything!" I asked him being much softer this time.
"You are bothering me, get it! Leave me alone!" I know Legolas hadn't meant to say those things, but they hurt. And I can't help but feel enraged by those comments
"Fine, I'll leave you alone if that's what you want!" I immediately regretted those words as soon as they left my mouth.
The pained look on Legolas face was enough to break my heart.
"Legolas..." I wasn't able to utter another word as Legolas ran out of the hall. "What have I done!"
(Legolas P.O.V.)
Way to go Legolas, you just made Aragon hate you!
I can't even do a single thing right!
He was just concerned, being a good friend. yeah a friend, that's all we would ever be. Or probably not, seeing that he hates me now.
Tears are rolling down my cheeks. I must look miserable but I don't care. the pain is too much. Ripping in my chest.
It was just too much to bear. And the funny part is that I feel pain for the loss of someone whom I never had to begin with
Aragon was never mine.
Even when I was the cause of his smile, his laughter, even when we rode peacefully, just enjoying each other company, even when he soothes me down murmuring sweet words into my ears, even when he says he'll be with me forever, he'll never leave me.
Aragon was not mine and never will be.
The reality of this thought hits me like a wall of brick.
And suddenly the pain becomes too much. It's becoming difficult to breathe.
I idly finger my dagger.
I roll up my sleeve and look at those many beautiful cuts and scars that littered my pale wrist.
Tears never stopping.
Just one more cut to add to those numerous others. Just one cut to ease this pain.
Or should I just end it all?
End all the pain, all the suffering.
I bring my dagger up my wrist.
End it or ease it?
(A/N) A cliffhanger hahaha i'm so evil.. I promise chapter 2 will be thousand time better and longer(not maybe thousand times) *dies writing* ! 3 :) How what it? plz review!