Dear Nathan

by BlackHawkRider

Natasha Romanoff should have died 8 years ago when her son was born, but she was froze in time. Now she is back and she is trying to adapt to life as a mother. In attempt to get to know her son, she responds to the letters that he sent her when she was absent from his life. Sequal to Dear Mommy.

This story is sequal to Dear Mommy, so be sure to stop by and check it out! Feel free to drop a review and thanks for reading. Shorter chapters, but more of them.

Dear Nathan,

It has been a month since I came home with you and daddy. The time has flown by. It seems like I just met you yesterday. I'll never forget what it felt like to hold you for the first time, to tell you that I love you. I hate that I missed so much, but it makes me feel better to know that we have all the time in the world now.

We are still trying to get to know one another and so far it is going well, but I feel like I need to answer your letters. You wrote me so many of them! Sometimes when I feel sad I'll pick one up and read it again. They make me happy. I am so thankful to have such a accepting little boy.

I guess I'll start with some little things. Before I came to America my name was Natalia Romanoff. I lived in Russia and was a spy there, but we won't go into that right now. I met your dad in Moscow while on a mission. We didn't like each other very much, and we even fought a little. I was the bad guy at the time, but he didn't want to hurt me. He eventually talked me into being a good guy, and that is when I came to America. SHIELD let me adopt the name Natasha, and I slowly left my old life behind.

I'm not sure how old I am anymore. If my body aged while I was under, then I am 36. If not, I am 26. That doesn't really matter though. I have always been short(don't tell you dad I admitted that) and I am pretty sure you'll be taller than me soon! It seems like you've grown a foot in the last month!

I guess the last thing I'll tell you is that I love you-you are probably sick of hearing that by now-but it is the truth. I loved you before you were even born. I was scared when I found out that I was pregnant. I had never really wanted kids, but the minute I knew you were inside me, something changed. I wanted to protect you, to make you mine. I loved you from the very beginning, and I'll love you beyond the end. I am so proud of the boy you are and I look forward to seeing the man you become.

Your mother,

Natasha