Bella's POV
I can�t believe it has been 50 years since Edward left me. It only feels yesterday, but I know that is not true. It has also been 50 years since I was changed into a vampire. I know I wanted to be a vampire but I didn�t want to get changed the way I did. I wanted Edward to do it, but life is cruel and it didn�t happen that way. Well now I am in New York, New York with my new coven. I have change covens so many times because they didn�t understand me and also their diet was not to my liking. My new coven is all couples but I am alone, so that makes me the outcast. We are all going to a club to celebrate that we are all vegetarians. I didn�t really want to go but I have to sing tonight at the club we always go to. The only reason I sing there is because they told me to get out of the house. So at least vampires ever come to this club
�Welcome one and all to the Viper Lounge. We are glad to welcome one of our new singers to the stage. She is amazing and we hope you enjoy what she has to sing. Here is Isabella Montez.� I jogged on to the stage and started my first song.
Ooh hey, yeah
Hush, just stop
There�s nothing you can do or say, baby
I�ve had enough
I�m not your property as from today, baby You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I�m�
Stronger than yesterday
Now it�s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain�t killing me no more
I�m stronger
That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn�t really care �bout me
You might think that I can�t take it, but you�re wrong
�Cause now I�m� Stronger than yesterday
Now it�s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain�t killing me no more
I�m stronger
Come on, now
Oh, yeah
Here I go, on my own
I don�t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don�t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go
Stronger than yesterday
It�s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain�t killing me no more
I�m stronger
Stronger than yesterday
Now it�s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain�t killing me no more
I�m stronger
�Thanks. That song was called Stronger. It is dedicated to Jacob. My next song is called Unlove You. I am dedicating it to Edward.�
I fell in a perfect way
Never had a choice to make
Crashed into your tidal wave
I didn't even struggle
Sailed right through your atmosphere
Closed my eyes and landed here
I didn't see the trouble
And I didn't care
I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to
But this one thing I cannot change
I almost kinda like the pain
Wear your tattoo like a stain
And it will take forever
To fade away
I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to
But I can't unlove you, no
Why would I want to, oh
I can't unlove you
Can't do that
I'll treasure
Get through this
Why would I want to
There's always time for other dreams
Why must we erase these things
I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to
I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to
But I can't unlove you
�Thank You. My final song is Why Wait. This is dedicated to my best friend Alice.�
Picture it perfect
Don't hesitate to live your dreams
It's more than worth it
If you know what you wanna be
Why wait
When now is the right time
Today
Could just pass you by
Why wait
It�s your turn, it�s your life
The future is what we make
So why wait.
You've gotta reach out
and see the world is in you hands
I know you know how
just gotta go for it take a chance
Why wait
When now is the right time
Today
Could just pass you by
Why wait
It�s your turn. it�s your life.
The future is what we make
So why wait
Ohh�aqua estas conmigo
(Oh you�re here right now)
Para vivir y cumplir tus suenos
(Go for the dream that you�ve always had)
Y luchar por lo que has querido
(Cause you decide when and how it turns out)
Encuentra tu luz��.. sigue vive sin miedo
(So shine your brightest��.. never hold back)
Why wait� you�re ready to do this
No way� you can ever be stopped
Why wait
When now is the right time
Today
Could just pass you by
Why wait
It�s your turn. it�s your life
The future is what we make
So why wait
�Thank you all and have a great night.� I said as I ran off stage and handed off the mic to the DJ. I walked to the bar to see if my coven was still there. When I got there the bartender walked over and gave me a note.
Hey Isabella, we went home after your second song. Jessie and Mick didn�t even wait for you to get onstage to leave. We are at home see you if you get home tonight. Kelsi
Then in another handwriting.
Isabella, get a boyfriend. Stop brooding over that Edward guy. Don�t bother coming home if you are all mopey. I lock the doors and I will know. Ricky
Great. I don�t have a way to get home and I can�t get in unless I am happy. Just great. I sat down to relax before I had to start the run home. Suddenly, I smelled vampires. I wanted to run away but maybe they weren�t the Cullens. I starred absent mindedly even though I could hear every single person�s thoughts. Some thoughts sounded familiar but I brushed it off. Then I heard a voice say.
�Can I sit here?�
I looked up to see who it was and it was��
Sorry for the cliffy but I wanted to keep you on reading.
the words in ( ) are translations.
Songs used in chapter: Stronger by Britney Spears, Unlove You by Ashley Tisdale, and Why Wait by Belinda from the Cheetah Girls 2.
Disclaimer: I don�t own the songs or the characters. The songs are owned by the artists listed above and all the characters except Kelsi, Ricky, Jessie and Mick are Stephenie Meyer