How can you be gone?
You should be standing here with us, crying silent tears.The rain pours down as we walk, one by one, to the deep solem hole in the city where you will eternally lay.
Mac slowly leads a sobing Stella, lilys in one hand, her in the other. It nearly kills me agian to see him holding her.
That day on the roof flashes in my mind, when I held you for the first time.I remember the smell of lylacs in you hair and I felt like the happiest man alive.
But the thunder cracks and the dream fades back into a nightmare. My gaze drifts to the toumbstone as I make that long walk. I remember your last words as you fell into my arms, "I've always loved you Danny." God please no I wanted to scream. No, you cant take my Montana away, not my Montana. I held you as long as I could before Stella forced me from you side. My once pale blue shirt a deep crimsom. Why did you have to leave me? Leave me to this hellish world of sadness and never ending grief. Monroe how could you do this? How. Tears slip down my face as I drop a single rose on your coffin. No longer will I see your smiling face or hear your sweet laughter echoing down the halls.I want to die right here and now. There is no reason to live when my life is gone
My Montana is gone.
I'm home now, reading the letter you gave me just hours before you took your very last breath. If only I knew it would have been you last day, I would have held you in my arms and never let go.
Danny,
I just wanted to thank you for sticking by me, and Im sorry how I treated you that day after I stood you up (kinda) , you were only looking out for me. Well anyway I wanted to know if I could make it up to you? Meet me at Bari's after shift, my treat.
P.S. I really do like you Danny.
-Montana
My face stained with tears, I fold back up the letter an lay it by my bed.
They tell me I'm dying.
Some fancy heart proboblem, Flack says to be strong, that I can survive, but how can I survive when I'm already dead. My soul riped from me two weeks ago...the day we laid you to rest. The doctors can't understand why I'm dying, but I think the team does they know my heart is broken, You were my everything.
The light is dimming now and Stella is crying, my time is come. Not even death can really part us
See you soon Montana.