Disclaimer: Some of these lines I don't own. Owns to R.L. Stine and his story They call me creature

Gaara

((Outside))

I am a monster…A freak for short…But…I am a human being. A person.I was born human but treated that I am not. I lived most of my life as a person, but unaccepted as one or at least a friend. I act like a human, think like a human. I am not a freak!

But…sometimes I get urges…powerful cravings…When the feeling gets over me, I can't control myself. I kill. I kill those who fear my existence. Those who fear don't deserve to live in this world. I kill those who get in my way.

How do I do it? I crush their bones till blood streams away from them as they turn to dust.

With what?
My power…my ability to control sand.

((Inside))

Afterwards, I force myself to look as the mirror. And I cry out in pain…in sorrow…and in shame…

Freak…you monstrous freak…but I wasn't always like this. I didn't always have to hide my face. Now I live in the shadows. I have no friends…no one I could trust. Loneliness…that's what I have…I am very lonely…I am so tempted to talk to someone. So eager to tell my story to someone who will listen.

((Out))

But sometimes I cannot let my guard down.

((In))

No one must know. No one must ever know what I am.

((Both))

A monster. A freak.

((In))

That's why I force myself to look at the mirror. I stare at my face and then I remember…

I remember…

I remember…

I remember why they call me monster…

My name is Gaara. Sabaku no Gaara and I will live as a monster, and die as one…

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