A/N: This is just in time bcuz its 23:58 so whoop whoop! Check out my bff livvy1005's story about The Mortal Instruments!
Livvy's POV
I walked out of kitchen as the sun shone through the big wide living room window. I'm gonna go for a walk, I thought to myself. As I walked outside, I saw a big crowd and my anxiety began creeping up… Breathe Livvy. Breath, I reminded myself. I stuck to the outskirts of the heap and I saw someone in the middle with a quiff and white hair. No, LILAC hair! I only know one person who has lilac hair and a quiff…
"Is that Tyler Oakley?" I asked a really pretty girl. Why am I thinking about girls like this? I silently cursed myself.
"Duh! Check your twitter gurl!" She replied in a South American accent. As I pulled out my phone sure enough, my mentions were going crazy with virtually the same things
neonlights358: livvy_troyler omg tyleroakley is doing a meet up!
crazybeaches: livvy_troyler are you going to the tyleroakley meet up?
I chuckled to myself silently as I tweeted an all-round reply
livvy_troyler: do you think I would miss a tyleroakley meet up? Already there!
Before long, I have many replies but I sigh. Most are hinting about him 'getting lucky' with me tonight… There is nothing wrong with fans assuming but I get depressed because it's just a stupid fantasy.
Tyler's POV
I decided to announce an impromptu meet up outside my apartment complex and soon hundreds are swarming by. I check my phone to see over 400 mentions with one girl tagged constantly… livvy_troyler
I saw she had a YouTube channel and made a mental note to check her out later. I left my phone with her channel open on the table next to me. At one point I thought my phone was gone but when I looked back about 3 minutes later it was there again.
Mystery fangirl POV [you will see why I chose this]
OMG! When Tyler Oakley announced an impromptu meet up, I wasn't gonna resist! I was next to my BFF in line when I saw Tyler's phone open on a random girls YouTube account. She was really pretty but of course I wasn't gonna let a fucking whore get in front of my chances! Let's face it, if Tyler is checking out girls, could he be bisexual? I quickly closed the YouTube tab but then placed the phone back and smiled at Tyler. His smile faltered for a second as he saw me. Did he see the mischievous glint in my eye? I walked off with Caylan, my BFF as soon as she was done
"Ready Charity?" She asked me, eyes wide from admiration.
"Actually, I think I need some Twitter rehab right now!" I laughed as we skipped off.
Troye's POV
I heard Tyler was doing a meet up and I wanted to spark a little 'Troyler-Shipper' interest on Tumblr because sadly, my life on Tumblr has become a little boring now… I see he is standing with people looking at him wide-eyed. I remember staring at him like that from my computer screen the memory makes me blush. I see a few people notice and put a finger to my lips to indicate being quiet. They turn to listen to Tyler intently again and I tiptoe until I was a few steps away from him.
"Tilly!" I squeal, jumping on his back. He is clearly surprised as he stumbled forwards but a girl with red hair steadied him.
"Hey TimTam!" He squealed back. I laughed and jumped off of his back. I pulled him in for a hug and I swear I heard about 200 cameras go off. Told ya! I smiled in my head. I sat down on the chair and Tyler glared at me. I stood up and he sat down. I went to grab a chair but he pulled me back onto his lap. Fuck! He doesn't even know I'm gay! I reminded myself. I tensed a little but as Tyler started greeting people again, he rubbed circles on the small of my back to relieve my tension. I did exactly that and leaned into him. I look around at the crowd of people who seemed to have TRIPLED since Troyler made an appearance.
"Can I do a little greeting too Tilly?" I whispered to him. He nodded briefly and got some random lads to sort it out for me. As the people formed queues to see me I saw the girl with red hair. She met my eyes and smiled shyly. I beamed at her but the smile on her face soon disappeared as she read something on her phone. Maybe she was told she had to hurry to get back home? I tried to suggest in my head. She sank back on the wall and continued to flick through endless pages of some sort. Her emotions began to mix and she saw a few people staring at her. She tried to blend in with the crowd but even though I hate to say it, it wasn't working. Tyler went to grab some coffee with about 5 people who were left and I signed the last T-Shirt when I saw the girl.
She looked about 17 and had a small frame. As I approached I noticed she was shivering so I took off my jacket. I was actually quite warm so the gesture wasn't affecting me.
"Here." I mumble, placing the jacket on her lap. She looked up and I was shocked. Her eyes were glassy and my heart cracked. She suddenly snapped back into reality and handed me the jacket back.
Livvy's POV
I had slipped into a familiar trance. This is one where all hurtful comments come flooding back and when I'm at my boiling point, I will be snapped out of it and immediately need a deep release. I went to do exactly that as I saw none other than Troye Sivan standing in front of me, concern deep in his eyes.
"Hey I'm sorry… I… Erm… I have to go…" I mumbled rushing off. This was too awkward for my liking and that release is becoming rather tempting. When I was out of earshot and eyesight I sank down onto a wall, roughly scraping my wrists in the process. This reopened the cuts and after a sharp stab of pain, the relief rushed over me. Why do I do this? I began to question my actions. I hear who I assume is Tyler and Troye come towards the corner and I take off, not waiting for anything. I race up the stairs, my heart beating faster than a cheetah's run. My phone went crazy but I figured it was just hate. Even so, I was getting irritated so therefore I logged on. As I scrolled through my Ask Box on Tumblr my suspicions were confirmed. Hate.
troyler5eva23: Why do you try to sing?
tylerfangirl-22: Do you REALLY think you can play ANY instruments?
Nutellaismygod9: Why do you think you are so cool because you're a YouTuber? Troye and Tyler only feel pity on you!
Those 5 words spun round my head as I stumbled to the bathroom; only feel pity on you! I reached for my razor and clumsily popped out a blade. With tears forming in my eyes it was hard to focus but somehow I managed to because before long, the relief swam over me. Thick red lines appeared on my arm and as I was gonna make another cut, my BFF's familiar ringtone rung out. I bandaged up in record speed and leaped at the phone.
"Naomi?" I asked
"Hey! I'm sorry but I need to get away for a while… I know this is short notice but I am moving to Brazil for a year or two. I'm at the airport but I promise to stay in touch! I'm going to a boarding school to finish my studies so expect to hear from my once a month ok?" Naomi wept. I hummed and shushed her until her plane was ready to go.
"Bye Nai!" [Pronounced neigh/ n-e-y] we hung up and I slumped down beside the door.
Troye's POV
As soon as the mystery girl left, Tyler came back. He said goodbye to everyone and came over to me.
"Where do you live TimTam?" He asked, linking arms with me. Considering I'm supposedly 'straight' I'm sure being very homosexual today. Nevertheless I still didn't let go.
"I actually live here!" I tell him, gesturing towards the massive complex. His mouth drops open in shock and then his lips curl into a smile
"Really?" He asked, suddenly unsure of something. I nod, eager for him to tell me what the fuck is going on.
"I can't believe I never knew! I have lived here for 5 years now and I have never seen you once!" He laughed. OMG…. Tyler… lives… by me! I wanted to sing and dance but I settled for a laugh and a toothy smile. As we walked in, my mind drifted back to the girl at the meet-up… She didn't look very happy I thought. Maybe her boyfriend dumped her? I kept thinking of possibilities until I am snapped back to reality by Tyler. I see he had managed to stop me from walking whilst I was thinking.
"Sorry what?" I asked, blushing at my own stupid ignorance.
"Which floor and door number are you?" He repeated, laughing. I was blushing like crazy now but it didn't seem to faze Tyler. Maybe he is the actor and not me…
"Floor 3 and room 2216!" I decided to laugh long with him
"Awesome! Mine is Floor 3 and room 2222!" He squeals and smiles at me. His smile is just… perfect! I sigh to myself as we get in the lift.
"Ty?" I ask, glancing up from my phone. He hummed in response, engrossed in his phone as well.
"I'm gonna record a video kay?" I ask as we step off the lift. He looks up and smiles.
"Well you better hurry up gurl because I'm gonna take you out to eat tonight!" Tyler insists, his usual sass creeping back. I pull him in for a hug outside of my door and I think it lingered for a BIT too long as when I look back, he's blushing. Wait… Blushing?! I ignore the thought and set up my camera. [This ISNT a real video!] As soon as I press record I begin my usual intro
"Hello guys I'm Troye Sivan and today I'm gonna be a Troye even I hate seeing. I was doing an impromptu meet up with Tyler Oakley and I saw a girl…" I had a feeling she may watch this but hey, I guess that's why I'm making it right?
"She was really pretty but as I looked closer and looked at everyone, I noticed people giving her dirty looks… The reason I'm telling all of you this is because 1, me and Tyler HATE seeing hate towards others in the fandoms and 2, because I wanna know something. If you know who she is, tell me all you know! Twitter, Tumblr, Instagram even YouTube if she has one! I really hope you guys can help me with this…" I do my outro and decide that I'm not gonna edit. I add my end card and press upload. As soon as it's uploaded I call Tyler
"Lunch now?" I ask, sounding hopeful. I hear him chuckle on the other end.
"Meet me in my room in 20!" He cheers and hangs up.
Tyler's POV
I had just received a notification of a new video that Troye uploaded called "Important notice!" and just as I had clicked on it to watch, Troye's caller I.D popped up instead. We agreed to meet up and it gave me enough time to tidy up, get changed and watch the video. Just as Troye's end card popped up, a knock on the door was heard. Why was he so hooked onto this girl? Could he… Have a CRUSH on her? Thoughts swam around my head as I opened the door.
"TimTam!" I squealed, not caring about annoyed neighbours faces.
"Hey! Listen did you watch my new video?" Troye asked nervously. I nodded and I saw his visibly relax. I guess he really WAS worried.
"Did you erm… See her?" He asked. I shook my head and I saw him sigh again.
"Troye?" I ask, clearing my throat after some period of silence. He hummed in response so I continued.
"Do you… Like this girl?" I ask, gesturing towards the laptop with his video on.
"Tyler…" He began. Shit! This can't be good…
"I'm…. erm…. I'm gay." He blurted out. Only 4 words came to my head… Oh. My Fucking. God
A/N: So this was an awesome chapter if I do say so myself and ALSO the first of this series! Did anyone else tune in for #TFIOS interview? I did! OMG like #awesomeness so yea… Like n all that good stuff 3
-Livvy LushLaws xoxo