Hello there!

So this I've read many fan fictions about NCIS los angeles and I tried too :) why not? first of all you guys must know that I am only thirteen and I don't know if my writing is good and also that I normally speak French so if you like this then I'll continue to write it.

BIP- BIP- BIP! This , is the annoying ring of Kensi's morning clock telling her that it's time to wake up. Another Monday morning. A new week starts. Gosh everybody hates Mondays. It is cruel to be bouncing so quickly from the weekend to a new week of school , home works oh and waking up early. However she turns off the alarm clock and bury her sleepyhead again in her pillow which seems to get so much comfier every time she needs to wake up, telling herself that it will harm no one that she gets to sleep five more minutes. But we all know that she does not wake up five minutes later, but more like half an hour later. Shit! She's so freaking late for school!

She jumps off the bed in a rush, gets ready in a record time and heads towards the kitchen to find her dad.

"Kens, hurry you're late!And please eat your breakfast!"

She ignores her breakfast,and quickly walks towards the door where she grabs her skate board."Yeah I know, I don't have time to eat! I'm going,see ya!"

"What?! Wait! No way you're going to school on this skateboard of yours!It is raining heavily outside and I don't want you to get hurt or something!"

Kensi loves her skateboard. It is essential,like oxygen ,she needs it to live. "But -"

His voice is strict and warning when he cuts her off. " No ,but! Just get in the car I'll drive you there. Go on."

"Fine."

Part of her is kind of glad her dad is driving her to school, and it is not because she'd not have to go in the rain. In fact the rain's never been a problem for her. Ever since she was just a small kid around three or four ,she'd always enjoy messing up with rain. She's been scolded many times for it but gosh the kid enjoyed getting wet and her dad realized that he couldn't stop her from liking something. So he'd just pray to god that she'd not come back with a flu. Nah Kensi is happy that she her dad is driving her to college because she needs to have a little talk with him about a little kind of night movie which Austin Adams invited her to.

"Dad?" she said with the sweetest voice ever.

He knows this voice. It is the one she uses when she has something to request him. So he just smirks and decides to save some time. "What is it? What do you have to ask me honey?"

Her brow rises. "What makes you think that something's on?!That I have something to ask you.?"

"So you are saying there is nothing you want to ask me for?" He says with a mischievous grin.

"No! I mean Yes! How could you be so wise?!" She responds in confusion.

"Well fact is that I am you father sweet heart and I know you more than you think I do. So tell me, what is it you have to ask?"

Her voice is small when she starts. "Well, there's this guy, Austin Adams and he invited meto go to the movies with him on Wednesday night and I really really want to. So will you please allow me to?"

"Austin Adams? Mhh. Do I know him? How old is that guy? And what time will you two be going at night if I give you permission to? And do I need to remind you that you'll have to go to school on the following day "

"He is fifteen just like me , and he really is a nice guy. I don't think you know him. And the movie starts at seven and will probably end at eight thirty but I'll may be home by nine fifteen as we'll probably go for a walk or something."

"Or something?"

"Dad can I please please go?pretty please?" she nearly begs. "I know I have school on Thusday but come on nine fifteen is not that late"

" I don't know ,I don't even know this guy and you being alone with him doesn't sounds sure."

"But Dad you don't even know him ,and I told you he is a really good guy. Just say yes please. I promise you nothing bad will happen."

"I'll … I'll think about it." He waits for a moment then asks . "Do you like him?"

"Dad!" She almost shouts.

"What? I just want to know."

"Girls don't talk about these kind of things with their fathers!"

"Why not? I mean it's fine if you are in love with a guy-"

"Dad stop it!"

"-You are fifteen , a young beautiful lady ,and ..it's kind of normal if you have these feelings for … boys ..."

She's completely red now. "Oh please dad. I don't want to talk about this"

"and if you want to ... " he tries to continue.

"DAD!"

"Okay, okay. I stop. "

"Thanks" ,she says relieved that this conversation is over and that they'd reached in front of her college.

She kisses her father on the cheek, tells him goodbye for the day and gets out of the car.

'Girls don't talk about these kind of things with their fathers' .These words echo in Donald Blye 's mind as he watch his precious little daughter getting out of the car. Well she's not really that 'little' now, she is already fifteen and thinking about going out with boys and this kind of stuffs. But for him she'll always stay his little girl.

He clearly knows that he shouldn't be worried about what she said that Girls did not talk about these kind of things with their fathers but he can't help it, it bothers him. Its been two years now that her mother left, two years that its only been Kensi and him. He is here for her ,she is here for him. They talk about everything and nothing. And gosh he knows that it is really embarrassing for a fifteen years old girl to talk about these kind of things specially with her father and that it is easier to talk about these stuffs with a woman. With a mother.

And that's what really bothers him, he's afraid that Kensi misses a mother attention. He's anxious that Kensi misses her mother. Because he does, even if he never shows it and probably never will, and even though things weren't at their best on the last months she was still there two years ago, he misses his wif … uh ex-wife.

And if he misses her so bad even after all this time, Kensi must be missing her too like hell. Well she says she does not but, he says he doesn't too,does he? He knows that his daughter knows just too well how to hide her feelings when she wants to. When Julia left she took Kensi with her, she got furious at her mother for loving another man, they argued ,she ran away, went back to her dad and they never talked to each other again.

But before that they were a happy family with the mother ,the father ,the child ,the nice house and the white fence. And now it's only him and her alone. The fact that her and her mother do not talk to each other anymore does not mean that she doesn't miss having her mother, this does not mean that she doesn't need a mother anymore , this does not mean that she does not need her own mother anymore

It's nearly six thirty in the afternoon when Kensi walks in, soaking wet because of the rain. He is not even surprised.

"Had fun walking in the rain?" he asks in a quiet mocking tone.

"Like a five year old!"

"As long as you are happy and not sick...now go get yourself dry"

Kensi goes to the bathroom and walks in the living room twenty minutes later with her Pajamas to find her dad talking to someone on the phone.

"Yes, of course I understand. Okay. Good night." and he hangs up.

Kensi comes and sits behind him on the couch, and by the way he looks at her she knows. He will have to go for his work soon. So he just nods with a little sad smile.

Her voice is shaky and unsure. "When are you leaving?"

"Friday at five in the morning, going to Afghanistan. Three weeks. One month max."

"Oh"

"I'm sorry honey."

"You don't have to be. I mean it's your job you are a Marine and even if it makes me a little sad when you have to leave you should know that I am really proud of you Daddy."

"Oh Kens darling come here" She gets in his arms and he hugs her.

Her father got out of the country many times before for his job, but however she's still not used to it. And she will never get used to it. How could she? Huh? How could someone get used to the idea that her father might get out of the house one day for his job and never come back.

"Dad" She says as she gets out of his arms. "You are getting back are you?"

"I will always get back to you Kensi. I love you"

"I love you too Daddy"