Chapter 1
Everything is black around you.
You´re sitting in your room. Its 2 am at night.
Tears are drying on your cheeks.
You´re still able to hear the screaming from downstairs. Begging and pleading for their lives.
You try to cover your ears, but your body, especially your arms, still hurts too much.
If your friends could see you now, they would probably laugh at you and abandoned you, because they´d see how pathetic and weak you are.
You feel disgusted by yourself. You´re still able to feel his hands on your hips, hear his voice beneath your ear. You try to deny it, but you like it. You are sick. You want him to touch you.
He is bad for you, he hurts you and if you go on like this, eventually he will kill you. But even though you´re aware that it´s wrong, you can't stop.
Suddenly the voices are gone and you hear harsh footsteps that are coming upstairs, moving towards your room. Carefully you sit up, just as the door slams open.
Slowly he steps into your room, eying you with desire. He joins you on the bed. You close your eyes, while he moves his hands over your body, placing hot kisses on your neck.
Despite your tries to stop yourself, your body just reacts, giving in, gasping at his still gentle bites.
Out of the blue he grabs your, still hurting, arm and forces you to stand up and follow him. But you don´t want to let him drag you around like one of his stupid puppets. So you struggle and try to come free, while ignoring the sharp pain.
Once you come free, he tries to catch you, but he stumbles and accidentally pushes you backwards. You see the shocked expression on his face and you feel a weird "something" in your stomach. The same feeling, when you miss a step on the stairs and you know you´re gonna fall. Anxious fear mixed with surrealism. The last thing you feel are sharp edges digging into your skin, while not being able to breathe.
That was when you feel down the stairs...
so, first: english isn´t my native language, so i´m really sorry for any mistakes.
Secondly, i´d appreciate every review, good or bad.
That is my first fanfiction in the homestuck fandom, as well in english and in that perspective. I´m only gonna continue uploading the story, when someone wants me to