~~Somebody that I used to Know~~
~~ A few days before Moriarty's new trail after an attempt to steal the crown jewels ~~
"I can't even look at you. Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over, you had me believing that it was something that I had done, and I don't want to live that way. Believing into every word you say and you said that you would let it go and I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know!" Rashelle told Mycroft, after he said he never had feelings for her.
She knew better then to trust him but she still did, he rescued her from despair when they had caught Moriarty, but he only rescued her because she reminded him of someone that he used to know.
The only woman he ever really cared for was dead and now this replica of a woman that he used to know, told him she loves him. But he couldn't even accept it because that last one who did tell him, was dead a week later; to make it worse she was barring a child that belonged to him.
She knew what she was getting into when she laid eyes on Mycroft but she thought she could try and fix that haunted look that was identical to the one she saw in herself in the mirror. But she just couldn't ignore the sensational pull that his brother emanated, when he was around she could just let herself go with no reservations and she was herself, but she owed herself and loved Mycroft.
But maybe he was right, she belonged with Sherlock, but 'caring and loving are not an advantage' she heard Mycroft tell Sherlock once, and she believed that. The only reason he married her was the plan they had conjured up that would save her and further his advances in the British government. The plan was she would marry him but it was all professional, at first it was but then something happened that really made her fear everything that they had, she fell in love. Then everything changed when Moriarty was released on good behavior. Just as he got out, his plans were fully running and his new target was Sherlock, the other man she loved.