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I just knew I was going to die but I didn't care. I had him with me and nothing else mattered. I had my Jeremy and was happy to be spending the last moments of my life with him. I loved him and knew he felt the same way about me. I didn't even have think about screaming as we went over the cliff. I looked and Jeremy and he looked at me. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it. I leaned over and kissed him right before the car hit ground. The car rolled over a couple of times but after that I don't remember anything else. I had hit me head on the dashboard and the hit was so hard it knocked me out.
Now I opened my eyes to a bright light. I blinked a few times and realized I was in the hospital. Someone touched my hand and I heard my mothers voice. "Thank God! Melissa you had us all scared to death! How do you feel?"
Dizzy, confused scared. "Fine. Where's Jeremy?"
There was silence after my question. Oh no that wasn't a good sign.
I cleared my throat trying to make my voice more clear, maybe she missed my question. "Mom, I said where's Jeremy. Is he okay?"
Again nothing. I raised up so I could see her face and the light was making my eyes hurt. I cried out as I moved. Everything hurt. It hurt to talk to breath to blink even. I couldn't let Mom see that she'd get more worried.
"Are you okay? Should I call the nurse? Why don't you go back to sleep?" Mom asked talking fast.
I looked at her and sighed. She had dark circles under her eyes and looked much older than 31. I patted her hand.
"Mom I'm fine. No don't call the nurse just tell me were Jeremy is. I want to see him. How is he?"
I knew if I had lived though the accident then he had too. Mom turned away from me. Why wouldn't she answer my question?
"Mom, where is he? Tell me! Where is he?!" I said almost yelling. I was really scared now.
She looked back at me and her eyes were filled with tears. "Sweetie...Jeremy well...didn't make it."
I froze. I stared at my mother not wanting to believe the words she just said. He wasn't gone. He couldn't be.
Mom must have called in a nurse because there was a knock on the door and someone in a white uniform came in.
"Melissa it's good to see your awake. I'm Dr. Storm." He held out his hand to me. I wanted to shake it but I couldn't get my body to move.
Dr. Storm frowned. He said some other stuff and started waving his hand in front of me.
His voice slowly drained out until I couldn't hear him at all. After my hearing went my eye sight was next. Things went from bright to dark to just meaningless shapes to nothing but blackness. I couldn't hear or see and next was feeling. I felt someone touch my arm then my back but then nothing. I was dead, I thought. I might as well have been. Without Jeremy life was pointless.
What time is it? What day is it? Where am I? Who am I? These questions had no answers. I had no idea about what was going on. My senses were still gone but who cares. I had really began to think I was dead and just being punished for Jeremy's death. Then there was that amazing night when I saw him.
Out of no where my vision, hearing and feeling came back. I looked around me and didn't recognize were I was. I did however know him. He was sitting in a chair next to the bed I was laying in. My heart rate shot up and there was a loud beeping in the room. This got his attention because his head quickly snapped up to met my eyes.
"Jeremy." I whispered with a smile coming to my face.
With my feeling back I felt stiff and in pain. Once again everything hurt but not like before now it was more my insides that hurt. My heart, my head, my mind.
Jeremy smiled back. He slowly brought his hand up to my face and ran his fingers across my cheek. He was so cold and pale. Was he really dead? Was this my imagination?
I reached my hand up and took his. "Are you really here? They told me you were dead."
Jeremy smiled at me and gave my hand a gentle squeeze. "Yes Mel I'm here. Your mother told the truth I am dead."
"Then how are you here with me now?"
Jeremy's smile disappeared and he looked at the door. "I'll tell you some other time but now I must go. I love you and I will be back."
He kissed my forehead. I blinked and he was gone. Before I had time to react to that the door to my room opened and my mom, Alison walked in. At first she looked really tired and sad. Then she saw my eyes open and she smiled from ear to ear.
"Melissa! Your looking at me!" She ran over and looked down at me.
"Give me some sign you can hear me, please. Tell me you can hear me."
I stared at her a moment then smiled just a little. "I hear you mom."
My voice was just above a whisper but she heard me. Mom let out a quiet scream and hugged me so tight I couldn't breath. She called the doctor in and he checked me out. I said very little but they didn't seem to care. Just as long as I was looking at them and my little whispers made them so happy.