I don't own the mortal instruments, enjoy!, also cols never happned in this fic only jace being possessed by Lilith and it left off there he was never taken by sebastian

She will be mine chapter 1

"Clary, you must come with me soon my love"

Sebastian says twirling a lock of my red hair in his long, slender fingers. I touch his pale cold face with my hand; his black eyes rake over my body. His eyes fill with desire. I move closer to him, closing the space between us.

"Why can't I leave now, I need to be with you "

I say the words rolling out of my mouth as if they are not mine. I didn't know what was wrong with me Sebastian was blocking my vision from everything around us it just him, he was like a drug that clouded my vision. I needed him like I needed air and if he when he was gone I felt as if I was dead nothing a dead leaf crumpling slowly to the ground waiting for him to catch me.

"What are you thinking about?"

Sebastian spoke his words thick. I looked up at him noticing I've been staring at his chest thinking about nothing. I blush lightly and turn away.

"I was thinking about you"

I say and suddenly his mouth is on mine, his hands travel my body, while he kisses me passionately, I bite his lip hard, and he groans his blood spilling in both our mouths, some girls might of found It gross but I wanted more. I move my hands under his shirt and he grabs them. He pulls back and smiles.

"When you come with me my love we may work on that but for now I must go"

And like that he's out the window. The fog around me lifts and the lights in the room are searing my eyes. I breathe in and out and open my eyes, everything snaps into perspective I'm in Jaces bedroom, alone. I don't know why I was here, I don't know what I've been doing the past hours but I was sweating through my shirt and felt like gagging, and sobbing. I wanted Jace. I lay down on his bed, and inhaled the scent of salt, dirt, and just Jace. I'm craving his touch, and voice. I feel in my pockets for my phone and dialed his number,it rang once, twice, three times and he picked up.

"Hey"

He says his voice melting me.

"Where are you?"

I say trying not to sound urgent.

"Miss me that much, I told you I would be back in 2 hours, me and Alec are hunting a demon"

I can almost see his smile through his voice. I need him right now or I'm going to break into a million pieces.

"Can you come over now, I need you here now"

I ask desperation in my voice I need him right now.

"Ya I can make it over there now we already killed it, I'm sure Alec wants to see Alec anyway"

I can hear Alecs muffled voice in the background.

"Okay I'll be waiting-"

I check the clock and see its only 2:00 in the afternoon I smile.

"I have till 9 tonight"

I hang up and smile, I don't know why I feel sick but Jace will make it better he always does.

I am lying on his bed when Jace opens the door.

"In bed so early"

He smiles and walks over to me. He kisses me on the forehead. A fowl smells fills my nostrils and scrunch my nose up.

"Sorry, forsaken blood on my clothes it's not a nice smell, let me change"

He walks over to his drawers and pulls out pants. He begins to strip of his clothes and pants. I take a peek.

"Trying to look at me naked, you should just ask"

He says smiling; I get up and walk over to him. His smile fades and his face is filled with desire. I run a hand down his stomach feeling his scars. He grabs my waist and pulls me in. I look up at his golden and beautiful features. He leans his face down and kisses me. I open my mouth and his tongue slips inside making the kiss longer. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. He backs up to the bed collapsing on it me on top of him. I open my eyes to look at Jaces and they are black. I freeze my body in shock, and then I scream, I scream and kick myself away. I fall on the floor, Jace with golden eyes is now staring at me, and he gets up and stumbles over to me. I'm now sobbing, I feel like I'm going to throw up, my eyes and throat burn.

"clary , what's wrong?"

Jace asks his voice soft and slow, his face is etched in worry. All I can do is crawl toward him and fall in his arms. I'm not crying now but I'm shaking.

"I don't know"

I say, but deep down I do. The problem is I love Sebastian.