it has been forever since logan had a girlfriend ever since camille moved its been rejection after rejection. carlos noticed this he also noticed the paler boy getting anxious he saw the late at night sleeping with pillows wrapped in arms than under his head and saw how he kept himself away from other people more and more untill eventually he just stoped comeing out of the room he shared with the latino.

one day carlos couldnt take the depression lurking around logan any more he saw it like it was an acctual figure: his eyes became darker his higene became horrible even his intellegence seemed to be masked by his need to hug all he wanted was somebody to love to hold onto to care for. carlos thought of something drastic but remembering the time they read fanfictions and got mad about the fact that someone one right about the boys having relationships he new he couldnt say anything he just watched logan go in and out of their room with a look of need all about his face. over time ccarlos grew to like fanfictions he enjoyed the fact that fans made up storys about them just to please their selves. especially cargans he read more after that day that wernt all about disturbing hardcore sex tht ere about the love between the couples and the satisfaction they brought one another and even if one he read did involve sex it was love and not lust all the way through he prefered those if only there was a way to show logan that not all fanfictions where bad and mabe convince him thaat being gay is not really disturbing.

"logi?" carlos aske about the fiftenth time that logan enter that kitchen today.

"whats up buddy"

"i wanna show you something"

"okay" logan sat down beside carlos and his laptop and saw the word fanfiction writen in blue letters at the top of the screen.

"we told you to stay away from those"

the latino explained how he learned to like them and what they actually where 'stories made up by the fans to please them selves and how if he read one that didnt have just hardcore sex he might learn to like them to.

logan took the laptop and sighed this one was about how carlos saved james` life and was going to die and both boys fell for each other. by the end logan was in tears "that was so weird" he laughed "but to be honest carlos i loved it" he took a quick glance into the latinos eyes his were filled with assion and innocence yet the pale boys were filled with sadness and need the smart boy darted his eyes away and shot up "im gonna go take a nap"

"okay but dont sleep to long we got places to be tonight"

"whatever"

kendall had been at soccor practice all day and finnaly came home.

"what the fuck i didnt know you played soccor"

"aand you do"

"dude anybody with delicious carame skin like me was born to play" att this kendall bust out laughing

"carlos we told you to stop reading these" kendall took the laptop and began reading. when he was done all he said was "wow now i see why your so into these"

"i had two hands down your pants and you didnt notice so you should worri about that your fuckin dead below the waist." james was in the room now and had unpaused identity theft .

"what are you watching" carlos askeed.

"identity theift what the fuck are you two reading" he took the laptop read and ran to his room " how can you two read this stuff" he shouted down the hall.

"well atleast i convinced two outa three to like um"

"wait logans into these now"

"i dont know he just said he enjoyed thatt one then went back to his room"

"knock knock hey logan" carlos said as he and kendall entered the room he was eating an apple on his bed with a laptop on his lap.

"damn thats gotta hurt" he said not looking up from his laptop.

"whacha reading" kendal asked.

"carlos you were right these stories arnt half bad im reading a hilariouse one right now where jo and lucy ar in a fight and lucy keeps blacking out and getting her face pummled"

"gees" kendall said in shock.

"is that the kames or kenlos" carlos asked

"kames"

"oh i thought so"

"you know them by heart" kendall questioned

"of course six lonely months you learn to love reading"

"your sick"james said entering the room "all off you"

"what the fuck is your problem" kendall was mad "you know their acctually noy half bad"

"so your saying you enjoy the thought of us fucking the shit out of each other"

"no james their not all like that" logan tried to bargain

"what ever now there making some about scuicides" james tried to argue

"there are some out there that are passion and not lust and besides there just made u stories by the fans to please themselves"

"im sorry carlos your right i shouldnt have been so uptight"

"its okay buddie now lets get reading ive got some hilarious ones i gotta show in one kendall blacks out after having an orgasm it cracked me up" at this they all bust out laghing

later that evening:

mrs. knight walked in to logan and carlos` room to find kendall the only one still up on the floor reading off his laptop the others logan asleep in carlos arms and james on the other bed mustve fallen asleep while reading but ou couldnt tell because all three laptops where stacked on top of one another on the desk.

"good night kendall"

"night mom"

the next mornin:

logans eyes darted open he looked around he was still in carloses arms and carlos woke up.

"thats the best ive slept in months" logan wispered peering into carloses adorible eyes.

"thats because you had an acctual person to cuddle with and a pillow under your head." carlos stared into logans no longer depressed eyes but they now filled with happiness and joy.

"can we do this from now on"logan peaded softly.

"but people might think its gay"

"i dont care" logan pulled carlos down to his lips and kissed him which sent fire works off in both of their heads.

"wow!" carlos said breathlessly as he pulled away "i love you"

"i love you to baby"

"alright pay up" the two bays heard kendal say

james sighed and handed the blond a twenty dollor bill.

"not even gonna ask" said carlos

"wow kendall i dont think it was no accident that you ended up sleeping with james last night." said logan

"you have no idea" kendall was gesturing twords the sleeping ith fact as he said this and looked into james eyes.

"you know the writters of those stories are absloute gienuses" said james

"and whys that" asked kendall

"i could explain it for you but i cant understand it for you"

the boys laughed in agreement.

"WAIT you guys didnt-" carlos was interupted

"yep"

"with us in th-"

"yep"

"thats weird" finished logan who pulled his boyfriend over and into another heart felt kiss.

"what i tell ya not all of the stories about us are about hardcore sex" carlos said to logan

"speak... for your...slef" he heard james yell between kisses.

"aww thats too bad" logan glared into his boyfriends eyes and both of theirs became imeadiatly filled with lust.

so how`d i do r&r and tell me what i did wrong or if i offended you or if you thought it was flat out awseome or even if its missing somthing let me know and ill put it in the next chapter.