Chapter 1

Authors note:

This starts off when Edward and Bella come back from hunting and everyone is weary about how Bella is going to react around Renesmee

Edward and I came out of the woods where we were greeted by Jacob. My best friend had stuck around. Why?

"Bella" he said in a Nice to see you sort of tone. He stopped a few feet away from us "Well." He breathed "I didn't expect you to look so…you" he shrugged

"Nice to see you too Jake" I laughed back. Just like old times.

"Right, well, let's get this show on the road. C'mon, Bells. Do your worst" he stepped in closer until I could feel the heat from his body between us "I'm getting old here, Bella" Jacob taunted "Okay not technically, but you get the idea. Go on, take a whiff."

Nervously, I took a tiny breath in through my nose and braced for anything "Huh I can see what everyone is going on about. You stink, Jacob"

"Thanks and you smell like a basket of roses!" he said sarcastically rolling his eyes but soon laughed back.

"Are you sure she's ready?"

"I'm sure Jacob. She's different from the other new-borns"

"Wait. Didn't that other one tell you what she saw?"

"No. What?"

It was almost as if I wasn't there anymore.

"Still here you know! Anyway what did Alice see Jake?"

"She said she saw you attacking someone. She can't tell when"

There was a deafening silence as everyone seriously reconsidered the whole idea. I could hear her little heart beating inside, just a few meters away from me, and, yes, I could hear her breathing and just about see the top of her head.

I hadn't realised that Carlisle had come outside until Edward nudged me back to earth. "Bells" he said "sorry Carlisle, what did you say?" I said to Carlisle apologetically. "I said do you think you're able for this?" I had to think hard about this I could be putting my baby at risk by being in the same room as her. "I don't know Carlisle, I could kill her" I whispered, barely able to speak. That thought scared me to death, I would never put my baby at risk, all I want to do is to keep her safe; Even if that means staying away from her.

"We wouldn't let that happen, Bella" Edward said reassuringly

"Even still, I could hurt her Edward!" I said, and I can't say anymore or I will start to cry, Even if I can't my voice will give me away.

"I agree with her, Carlisle. She could hurt her or worse and I'm not prepared to take that risk, are you?" Rosalie said coming out of the house. Weird, Rose has never agreed with anything I've said before, except keeping Renesmee.

"I suppose you're right, but this is your decision Bella"

I take a deep breath "I'm not putting my baby at risk" these are definitely my last words. I tune out after that all I hear is Carlisle saying "maybe you two should go back into the woods for a few more hours" and then we start walking until we get about five miles into the woods, then we climb a very tall tree and we just sit there in silence.

"You going to say anything to me at all?" Edward asked after about two hours. He'd been watching me since we left the house. I open my mouth to say something but instead it just comes out in tearless sobs. I feel Edward's big arms around me telling me it's all right.

"I'm sorry" I say amongst the sobs

"For what?" Edward said in the same soothing voice

"I should've listened to you; I should've never had her because now she's in danger of being killed by me! And I just ….." I'm broken off by sobs again.

"Shhh." Edward said "I'm glad you didn't listen to me. She's one of the best things that's ever happened to me and she'll be the best thing that's happened to you too. Don't cry Bella, please" he kisses the top of my head and rubs my back and we stay like this for another five hours.

It's about ten when we get back to the house, they're keeping me just ten metres away from the stairs and Jasper, Emmet and Edward are sitting are sitting a little too close for comfort. Alice and Rosalie are sitting by the stairs when we hear Renesmee stir in her sleep and then we hear her cry.

That sound practically tore me up inside. I suddenly clutched Edward's hand as if I was in pain, and in many ways I was. Rosalie ran up the stairs faster than I ever saw her before. I heard her murmuring sweet baby things to try and get her back to sleep. I should be the one up there saying those things to her.

"Go up to her" I tell Edward "she needs one of us and if I can't go up to her you have to. "Ok" Edward said and he went upstairs as well. I heard him arguing with Rosalie "its fine Edward, I got this" "just give her to me Rose, she wants me or Bella and she can't have Bella"

Just then Jacob came in "God I could hear you a mile away, what's wrong?"

"She started crying, we don't know why?" Emmet said with a stern look.

"Ok I'll go up to her" Jacob said and he ran upstairs.

Wait Jacob was going upstairs to Renesmee? Last I checked he was ready to kill her. Then I heard Edward say to Jacob "I wonder how she'll react when she finds out?" I was immediately at the bottom of the stairs the second they came down.

"Find out what?" I demanded looking directly at Jacob

"It's nothing really" Jacob said with a half-hearted grin on his face

I looked at really closely then I looked back at Emmet who was trying hard not to laugh; that's when it hit me; "You didn't" I spat with the word "KILL" in my eyes. Before I knew it my arms were behind my back by Emmet and Jasper.

"Bella if you're going to argue with him, go outside" Carlisle said sternly

They let me go and I'm so ready to kill him it's insane. The second we're outside I scream at him; "You stupid mutt! How can you do that she's just a baby!"

"Bella you know that I had no say in this" Jacob said, his hands up in defence

"I haven't even held her yet and you think you have some moronic wolfy claim to her?" I screeched at him.

"It was involuntary" he said running backwards now as I stalked him.

"I don't care if it was or not Jacob! Stay away from her!"

"You know I can't do that Bella" he said like he had no choice

"Try starting now" I said through gritted teeth

"she likes me too Bells. Remember how you wanted me around so much three days ago, that's gone from you now isn't it? That was her" he said trying to reason with me. This just irritated me further I let out a bell shriek and lunged for his throat.

Authors note: hi guys I know that a lot of this is copied from the book but I'm trying to put my own twist on it this may turn out to be a load of one shots based on the same thing but we'll see :} :)

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