when your gone

by easypeasy

when edward left, he left bella broken inside, she was broken she left her old life behind, and turn to drinking. now she is trouble will the cullens be able to save her in time?

1. Chapter 1

When you're gone

Preface

He's gone .love. Life. Meaning. Over. What am I going to do? I have nothing left to live for. How will I survive him, he is the reason I was living all these year, and my only being making me live.

My Edward is gone, without my Edward what will I do, how will I survive?

Chapter one- This is me

BPOV

Inside I am broken; I may put on a brave face but inside is what counts. The first few months after he left were hard, so I turned to drinking. Every night I would go down stairs when Charlie was snoring and sneak a few of his beers upstairs and drink them all in the space of 30 minutes, I would get so drunk that I would cry myself to sleep every night wishing that Edward never left and that I was a better person, but when I wake up the next morning I would have a hangover, and then it would happen the next night and the next and the next, it would pretty much happen every night.

I don't go to school anymore, I don't see my friends, all I do all day everyday is go to the Cullen's house and get drunk, it is better than going to school and facing the fact that Edward isn't there to guide me through my school every day in everyone of my classes apart from calculus. I tried to go to school one of the days but all the pain of him not being got to me, so I went to the office and officially drop out ruining my hopes of a future, in the education department. Now every day until about 4 pm I go to their house go to each of their rooms and get drunk. One time I was in Emmett and Rosalie's room when I tripped and I floorboard lifted up and there was 4 cases of beer and wine so I sat on Edward's couch and drunk most of the beer I didn't touch the wine that was for later, probably tomorrow, I thought so I got drunk, so drunk that I passed out.

When I woke up hours later I got in my truck and drove home with a blank expression on my face, I went to my room and laid on my bed and sleep of my drunk before Charlie got home, but then I didn't care as far I am concerned my life is over, it ended the day Edward left.

APOV

I knew we should have left Bella especially not the way Edward left her, in a forest, Jesus Christ my brother really was a bastard. I keep getting visions of Bella and I couldn't help it, she needed her family, she need us, she need someone to hold her hand to stop her from doing the stupid things she was doing like getting drunk, especially since she was doing it in our forks home in revenge of Edward probably, it was time my family knew what she was doing to herself.