Another Poem



Disclaimer: I don't own Fushigi Yugi or any of the characters….*sniffles*





I don't know,

What these feelings are,

That you have stirred up,

Deep down,

Inside of me

It has been years,

Since I looked at a woman,

In the same way,

As I catch myself,

Looking at you

But I don't show it,

Can't show it,

For you love another,

And that was destined to be

I am merely a friend,

And your counsel,

When I am needed,

Though not often enough

I catch myself,

Daydreaming,

Wondering what it would be like,

If everything happened diffrently

Wondering what would happen,

If we met first

Would I have loved you,

Like he does?

But,

Alas,

I am only a friend,

Though I will protect you,

With my life

Though,

I am sure,

Anyone you meet,

Would do the same.

You are beautiful,

Outside as well as with in.

Now I am sure,

What these feelings are.

I have fallen,

Helplessly,

Hopelessly,

In love with you.

So now,

I wear this mask for a new purpose.

I have come to terms,

With my past,

And have been forgiven.

Now,

I wwear it,

So I can hide,

My empty soul,

My broken heart,

And so,

You will never find out,

How I feel.

You must not,

For it would destroy our friendship,

And that is one thing,

I can never let happen.