The Christmas Moment

When I think about the past I think about your father and our first Christmas together. Then I remember the first Christmas we all spent together. The Christmas that brought us together again, the Christmas that give Cam and Jake a father, give me my best friend back, and give Jason a family.

Second Thoughts

E---------------J

Thanksgiving was the sadness week Jason or I ever had. First Jason and I told Lucky that Jake was Jason's son and your aunt Emily die on Spoon Island, just a few days before Thanksgiving. Your father, Jason became an out cast of the Quartermaine's, losing his mother, grandfather, and others. I was a fear of the danger that your father lifestyle would begin. So, we decided that it would be safer if Lucky was your guys father.

Until a week before Christmas, I was at Quartermaine's listen to the Emily Will. When I hear my name I freeze and realize that the lawyer was talking to me.

"Elizabeth."

"Elizabeth, Emily told me that you would know what to do with."

I realize that he was giving me a letter and I started too looked around and saw everyone wait for me to open envelope to see what she said. When I look at the envelope it said Mrs. Morgan. I got up and walked outside the room. Lucky followed and asked.

"What's wrong, Elizabeth?"

"Nothing, I'm just scared to read this out loud. I don't think I'm ready to read yet."

"Okay.. But would you come back in and sit with Monica." Lucky said.

"Yeah, she looks like she was going to cry again."

I put the envelope in my back pocket and sit with Monica. After the reading was over, we all return to living room. I was sitting the close to the outside door. Edward was stood behide me and Tracy, Luke, and Monica was sitting on the crouch. Ned, Dillon, Lucky was walking around. Nicholas was sitting on the other side of room form me. I could tell that Lucky wanted to know what the letter was about. You could see it in his eyes.

"Lucky, what are you doing next week?" Luke said.

"Will I was thinking about taking Jake and Cam to the park?"

"NO!" Elizabeth said

Everyone looked at me. I was hope that they didn't know what I was thinking about.

"Way can Lucky take the boys next week, Elizabeth?" Luke said.

"Cam has denial appointment and Jake is going with Gramas."

"That is fine. I'll see the boy later." Lucky said.

"Monica where is my grandson? I thought he would be here." Edward said

"Daddy, you didn't hear? Jason knows longer a part of this family." Tracy said

"What?!" Edward said

"STOP!!! I don't what to hear his name in this house again. He killed my son, and then he killed my daughter. Jason dyed in the car attack, years ago. I have no children." Monica said.

"I never understand way Jason had to turn on his family." Edward said

"Two words; Sonny Corinthos..." Lucky said.

"I agree, Sonny the one who kill Emily." Tracy said.

Ned, Dillon, Luke, and Nicholas leave the room for some reason. I wasn't listing to them. How could I? I more interested in what Monica and other was talking about. I hate that fact that Monica believes that Jason was some kind of monster. I couldn't stand know longer. Hearing Lucky, and Monica fighting with Edward about Jason, I had to say something. I couldn't lie know more.

"STOP THIS!!!!" Elizabeth said.

When I stand up and said those words everyone looked at me. Lucky knew that I wasn't going to sitting and listen to them talking about Jason like he was dying. Because he wasn't, at that moment I knew that I love Jason more then I ever loved Ric or Lucky put together.

J---------------E

"Sonny do we have a plan about Trover?" Jason said.

"Yes, I hope Johnny will help us. Scene his father gives him everything to him, not Trover." Sonny said.

I could hear Sonny's mind work. He knows about me telling Lucky about Jake.

"So Jason, way aren't you at the Emily reading today?" Sonny said.

"It's better that I didn't go." Jason said.

"Better for how? Monica, Edward, Lucky, or is it for Elizabeth?"

"SONNY!" Jason said

I was pushing paper around waiting for Carly to come in and started yelled at me about Jake. But it didn't happen. I was glad. But Sonny, I knew there was more questions he what to know. So, I left before he could ask them.

I was on the way to warehouses on the docks, when I saw Lulu and Carly talk about something. When Carly saw me she waves me over, so I did.

"Hello, Carly, Lulu. What's wrong Lulu?" Jason said.

"I well leave you in the hands of the great's listener Lulu. I have to get the boys form school." Carly said.

When I saw Lulu and Carly together I know something was up or wrong, but couldn't put my finger on it. Carly was leaving when something was going on and Lulu looked really bad. What happen?

"Jason, way aren't you at the Quartermaine's?" Lulu said.

"Because I don't think it would be right."

"Jason, Emily was your sister. She wasn't blood but she was your sister. No one can take that away not Monica, Edward, Lucky, or Elizabeth. Even thought Elizabeth would never take that away. Have you talked to Elizabeth?" Lulu told Jason.

"Yeah, we agree that Lucky will still be Jake's father, because of the danger I have in my life. What wrong Lulu?" Jason said.

"Lucky." Lulu said

"What happen between you two?" Jason said

"When you told Lucky about Jake, he told me. When he saw the look on my face, he knew that I knew about Jake. He started yelling at me. Told me that I picked Elizabeth and your side and that I wasn't.. I wasn't his sister. Now I understand what Elizabeth went throw when Jake was kidnapped. I never saw that part of Lucky. Angry, Rage, no love or understand. Just.. Just Hate, I thought Lucky was missed understood. But the more I see him now; more I don't what to know him. What should I do?"

"I can tell you what to think, but I can say this. He love you more then anything. In time he will forgive you. Just don't push it." Jason said.

"Thank you, Jason. But I think Lucky will dislike me for along time. Because of it, I choice to keep it form him. That's karma. I need to get back to work, I'll talk to you later Jason."

When Lulu left I realize that Lulu choice between her brother and myself. Just like I made Elizabeth choice between the safety of a cop or an enforcer…

"A mobster" Jason said.

I would give anything to keep Elizabeth and the boys' safe, even if I have to die to keep them that way.