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I'm Not Trying To Die
Lithuanian wonders what is going through Russia's mind, but he is unable to truly find out what is wrong with him. Will he ever find out?
By Waterrain
A figure wearing a long tan coat and black boots. The scarf around his neck swishing in the cold breeze, a faint smile on his lips, and a far off look in those violet eyes. A ushanka on top of his head and helped protect him slightly from the cold wind.
"Russia, What are you doing." Lithuanian asked in a worried voice and he bite his lip. Russia didn't look behind at Lithuanian, but he did answer him.
"I have been thinking about this lately." Russia commented calmly as he looked down at the water and wondered if it was colder than the current weather.
"What?" Lithuanian asked and he felt helpless for there was nothing he could do for Russia was on the railings of The Bank Bridge located in St Petersburg.
"About jumping, da." Russia said simply and there was a bottle of Vodka in his hand. He carefully placed it down and then smiled faintly, but Lithuanian didn't see it.
"Russia please get down from there. You will get hurt." Lithuanian told him and his heart was racing.
"Does it truly matter? I'm always getting hurt, da." Russia asked softly and he pulled off his coat. His violet eyes darkened and threw the coat behind him.
"I just want to know what is like to jump off a bridge." Russia commented calmly and that was when he was about to jump off The Bank Bridge, but then pulled back by Lithuanian.
"I can't let you, Russia." Lithuanian stated firmly and he was on top of Russia. A hand was on the back of Russia's head and it was slightly injured, but at the moment it didn't matter.
"Why not. It won't kill me. I'm not trying to die, Lithuanian." Russia told him innocently and his violet eyes turned away for a moment from Lithuanian's. "I'm Russia and too strong to even die."'
"I know, but it would hurt you a lot." Lithuanian said to him and he heard the soft sigh.
"That is the point. I'm curious about how much damage jumping off a bride would cause me, da. I'm not trying to die." Russia commented to him and then his violet eyes went wide for Lithuanian kissed him firmly on the lips.
"Russia. You really do worry me." Lithuanian stated honestly and he noticed Russia's cheeks were flushed. His hands pulled up Russia's shirt and he noticed bruises along with quite a few cuts, but before he was given a good look at them.
"Don't look." Russia suddenly said firmly and he pushed Lithuanian off of him. His cheeks were burning, violet eyes were beginning to water, and he put on his long tan coat with shaking hands. Lithuanian watched as Russia picked up the Vodka bottle and how he gulped it all down.
Russia walked away quickly and silent tears fell down his pale cheeks as he walked away. Lithuanian watched quietly as Russia walked away and he sighed deeply.
"Did you do that to yourself or did someone else?" Lithuanian quietly wondered out loud.
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An ushanka (Literally "ear hat") is a Russianfurcap with ear flaps that can be tied up to the crown of the cap, or tied at the chin to protect the ears, jaw and lower chin from the cold.