Disclaimer: I do not own the Sons of Anarchy. I only own my OC's.

AN: This is my First Fanfiction so please review and let me know what you think. I couldn't find how old Juice is in the show so in my story he is 27. Also I'm not following the story line. Just going to use some of the parts from the show so it pretty much will be my own. Somewhere between seasons three and four.

Chapter One

Jessica has sat in her car for an hour looking at the Welcome to Charming sign trying to decide if she wants to continue on into Charming or turn around and leave again. It's has been eight years since she has left. At the time of her departure her older brother Juan Carlos was a prospect for the Sons of Anarchy. Juan Carlos is one year older then her but has always treated her like a child. When he decided he could not live in New York any longer she convinced him to let her go with him by telling him that they needed to stick together. So she ended up getting her way and that's how they found their way to Charming, California. They had been living in Charming for about six months when Juan Carlos started to act weird around her. She noticed the changes and asked him about it but he told her that everything was fine and she would know about it soon. When he finally told her what he had been up to she tried to change his mind about it but he refuse to listen to her, which ended up turning into a huge fight. That is why she walked out and has not looked back until now.

**Flashback**

I started working for the diner about a week after we moved into Charming. Juan Carlos was doing side jobs helping local shops in town with their computer problems and setting them up.

Juan Carlos came running into the diner where I worked all excited about something. "Hey Jess we need to talk about some stuff when do you get off of work."

"I get off in an hour we can talk here unless you want to do it at home." He looked at me and said at home was better and that he would meet me there.

Work was moving by pretty quick I had about twenty minutes left when a couple of guys from the local biker gang showed up at the diner. Most of the girls that I work with go crazy over them. I'm pretty sure they'd drop to their knees for these guys in a second it's pretty sad. I just tried to stay clear of them not wanting any problems.

Today things seemed strange they just kept staring at me normally they come in get coffee to go then leave but today they sat at a table. They took a seat in my section so I went over to take their order.

"Hey gentlemen, how are you today? Can I take your order?" I asked them.

The creepy guy with crazy curly hair and blue eyes looked at me and said "Yes you can as long as I can have a side order of you for desert."

The other guy with shoulder length blond hair look at him and said "God damn Tig what's your problem back off remember what I told you before we walked in here. Sorry about that darlin' don't mind him. All we need is three coffees."

"Ok give me a couple of minutes and I'll have your coffee here for you." I told him with a smile.

As I walked away the other man with them looked at the blond and said "Jax is that his sister?"

The guy named Jax looked at me as he said "Yeah Ope that's her I not sure how she going to handle it but I guess we just have to wait and see. I hope things go our way on this."

I started to get worried because I just knew they were talking about Juan Carlos. I had to get home quick. I took their coffee to them after I asked my friend Cassie to take over for me because I had something important to do at home.

"Here is your coffee if you need anything else please let Cassie over there know." I said to them.

"Hey doll, I hope I didn't scare ya away." Tig said to me.

"No." I lied. "My shift is over I just have some things to do. You guys have a good day."

"You to darlin' see you around." Jax said

When I got home Juan Carlos was sitting at the kitchen table waiting for me he looked nervous now rather then excited like earlier. That had me worried maybe there was trouble I needed to hear about.

When I walked in I went straight to him threw my purse and apron on the table and said "What the hell is going on? I was at work after you left when three of those guys from that biker gang came in. One of them asked if I was the sister. Why the hell would they want to know that? What did you do to them? Do I have to worry about anything?"

Juan Carlos jumped to his feet knocking his chair over and said "Slow the hell down first of all they are not a gang they are a club. Also I did nothing to them so you don't have to worry about anything. Shit you are so damn paranoid!"

I couldn't believe that he said that to me. "How can I not be when the local "biker club" (I did the quotation marks with my fingers) wants to know if I'm the sister? What the hell is going on?"

"First of all you don't have to be a BITCH about it! You don't have to worry about them because I was talking with Jax and Opie about joining the Sons of Anarchy. They think it's a good idea. So do I." He said.

"How can this be a good idea? We have both heard about the things they do and it's not all good. Why would you want to be a part of that shit?" I yelled at him.

He slammed his fist down on the table causing me to jump. "We only heard what outsiders think you don't know them to say that shit. The things they do are for the club and their family. That's why I want to be a part of it, because it's a family. Everybody in the club is family." He yelled back at me.

"So what am I an outsider to you? I thought I was your damn family. I don't know I thought the blood that runs through my veins also runs through yours too." I screamed.

"Jess I never said we were not family. But this is what I want and I'm going to do it. Jax said you would be part of the family too."

I was so mad because I knew he could do better then that. I didn't want to see him get hurt or worse. "I don't want any part of this. I don't understand why you would make such a huge mistake like this you can end up hurt or in jail. What then?"

"You know what then fine you don't have to have any part of it. You will be an outsider is that what you want." He told me.

After he said that I told him "I guess I am an outsider because I can't even recognize the man in front of me. This is not you Juan Carlos I don't know what they did to you but I'm not going to stick around here and watch you get hurt."

He looked at me and said the most hurtful thing he has ever said to me, "I didn't want you to come with me anyways so just fucking leave! They didn't do anything to me you're just pissed off because I didn't give into you this time Get the fuck over it."

I couldn't help the tears that came out. "If that's how you see it fine I'll leave tonight. I won't be a burden to you any longer." So I ran to my room and started to pack all my clothes.

Juice walked into my room and asked. "You going back to New York?"

"Don't worry about where I'm going. I am no longer burden to remember." I replied. "What I choose to do now is none of your fucking business so why don't you just go to your new family and leave me the hell alone."

"Fuck you Jessica." Those were the last words he said to me before storming out of the house.

I knew in my heart that I didn't have a choice it was time for me to go. I loaded up my car and decide to drive north until I felt I was far enough away from the not so charming town of Charming. I ended up driving all the way to Tacoma, Washington to start over on my own.

What the screwed up part about Tacoma was without knowing I just ran into more Sons. But I figure without Juan Carlos there and as long as I didn't tell anyone about him I would not have any problems. So I thought.

**End of Flashback**

**Jessica POV**

I had gone to college when I left charming and became a trauma doctor. I just graduated two months ago and found out they had an opening at St. Thomas hospital. I took the opening at St. Thomas because I needed to come back here. It's more like I needed my brother the last couple of years have been the hardest. I left Tacoma two years ago after a bad break up. I moved to Seattle to finish school and few things happened while lived there. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "It's now or never Jessica." I told myself. The ride into town was not that long but my trip here has been so I decided to stop and get something to eat at the diner before I went to the hotel to check in.

When I walked in to the diner I saw that Cassie was still working there she came running up to me screaming "I can't believe it's you. Oh my god you look great. Where have you been? One day you're here the next you are gone no phone call or letter. I asked your brother the first day you were gone where you were but he ignored the question like I didn't ask it."

Cassie Donavan and I had become best friends when I moved here. Cassie and I did everything together. I had just turned eighteen and she was nineteen. I couldn't believe she was talking to me and not being extremely pissed off at me for leaving the way I did.

"I had to leave quick or I would have never left this damn town. I am so sorry. I thought if I just left with no ties to Charming it would be easier. I wish I didn't do it that way I could have used a good friend these last few years. I missed you Cass."

She hugged me and said "I missed you too Jess. You got me now but don't leave me like that again. We have a lot to talk about. So much has gone on here since you left."

I took a seat in the booth and she took her lunch break to talk with me. It felt odd sitting here again. It almost felt like I never left.

"Jess you know Juice came in here for the first year you were gone just about every day ask… "

I cut her off in mid-sentence wondering "Who the hell is Juice? And why would he be asking about me?"

She looked at me weird before she realized I had not known anyone with that name and then start to laugh. "Oh my god I'm sorry they call Juan Carlos "Juice". It's weird but he likes it." She said. "He was really worried about you. I felt bad for him. Why didn't you call him?"

I didn't know how to answer her so I just said "It was better this way he got on with his life and I got on with mine. I couldn't stay with my brother forever if I did I would have never gone to school and did the things I did to better myself. Of course there were bumps in the road but I got pass them."

**Jax POV**

After we were done with the run Tig, Chibs, Opie and I decided to stop for lunch at the diner before we head back to the clubhouse.

As we walked in Chibs let out a low whistle. "Aye brotha look at that nice piece of ass. Haven't saw that lass around these parts before now."

She got out of the booth and started to walk towards the bathroom. She had long raven black hair that came done her back almost to her ass she looked to be about 5'4 beautiful tanned skin and the best figure I have seen with all the right curves. She was wearing a black skin tight v-neck shirt with blue skinny jeans that highlight every curve with a pair of white Nikes.

"Damn would I love to see what those legs would look like wrapped around my waist and my lips on her tits. I bet she tastes as sweet as she looks. Man thinking about that is getting me hard." Tig said.

I had this feeling I knew that face but I couldn't figure out from where. When Cassie came over to get our order I was just about to ask who she was.

Then the girl came out the bathroom looked over to Sara and said "I gotta go I'll call you when I get settled in. I promise"

Cassie turned around and told her. "Ok Jess but you better call me I'm not playing. I will hunt you down this time."

That's when it hit me. That bitch had to be Juice's sister I knew she look familiar. Damn! that might be trouble so I told Ope to come outside with me I needed to see something. When we got outside I watched her pull away in a red 2011 Challenger. Shit where the fuck did she get money for that.

"Hey Ope do know you who that bitch was?" I said to him.

"Nope." He said popping the p. "Why should I know?" Was all he said.

I turned to him and said. "I think that was Juice's little sister Jessica. I think this could be trouble remember the last he saw her they fought and she walk out. I hope she's not here to start shit."

He looked at me with the "what the fuck" face and said "Are you shitting me what the fuck is she doing here? What should we do tell him we saw her?"

I didn't know what to do but I knew telling him was not an option right now so I said. "HELL NO! We need to get Miles to tail her and see what she is up to first and then find out what the fuck she wants."

Opie said "Sounds good. I will call him now tell him to check out the only hotel here she has gotta be stayin' there."

As Ope was on the phone with Miles I pull out my cigarettes and lit one up. This shit has my nerves going crazy it's been eight years since that bitch left why the hell is she here now. There is too much that can go wrong if she says the wrong thing to Juice. Man Clay is gonna flip if things get shitty around here. I feel bad for keeping this from Juice but I need to look out for the club first.

Ope saw my face and knew what I was thinking. "Hey brother don't worry shit is going to be good. I got Miles on his way there now also Happy is keeping Juice busy for us. All I told him was he need to make sure Juice don't leave the clubhouse for a couple of hours. So Haps got him running some Intel we don't even need. That should keep Juice inside for a few."

I couldn't help but laugh because I knew Hap he could keep anybody busy with a run around, shit with his mean ass looks no one wants to say no to him they just do what they are told. "Cool. Let's not say anything to Tig or Chibs. Keep it between us brother until we know what's going down." I told him.

**Jessica POV**

As I was coming out of the restroom I noticed Cassie had gone to help a table on the other side of the diner. That's when I saw the cuts they were wearing. Shit! I was hoping not to run into any of them until I was ready but no with my luck I had see to them here now. I have to get out of here quick. If that Jax guy notices me he is going to tell Juan Carlos before I get the chance to see him first. I told Cassie I gotta go with a promise to call once I'm settled. When I got to my car I saw that Jax and one of the other guys followed me out and watched as I pulled away I was just happy they didn't try to follow me.

"DAMN. WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO?" I screamed at myself.

I decided to go to the hotel check in and take a shower I Had clean myself up I've been on the road for a while. When I got out of the shower I sat there in my towel thinking about the best way to go about this. I couldn't come up with anything other than just going to Teller-Morrow Garage and seeing him while I still had control of myself. Who knows when I'm going to fall apart and not have the nerve to do this.

"I guess today I'm going to have to go see Juan Carlos." I told myself.

I went over to my bag to find some clothes. I decided to wear my gray skinny jeans with a black racer back form fitting tank with my cropped zip up hoodie over it and my black booties with a three inch heel. I drove down to Teller-Morrow Garage hoping that he was there. While I was driving down Main Street I noticed there was a motorcycle with a prospect riding it following me. When I pulled on the lot and parked the car he drove pass me and parked his bike. I should have known better of course they would have someone follow me. I just wonder if Juan Carlos knows. That is when I notice Jax started to walk towards me. I tried to stay calm as I was getting out of the car but it wasn't working.

As I was shutting my door I looked around the lot to see who was outside watching us and that's when I noticed Happy walk out the doors of the clubhouse and I froze.

**Jax POV**

I was sitting outside the clubhouse on the picnic table when my pre-paid started to ring I answered it when I saw it was Miles.

"Jax she left the hotel it looks like we are headed to TM. What do I do? Should I try to stop her or just keep following her?" Miles sounded like he was ridin' while he was talking to me. "I think we are about five minutes out."

I jumped off the picnic table and yelled "SHIT! You gotta be kidding me. Just stay behind her. I'm here at TM so I'll catch her before he sees her don't worry."

I flipped the phone shut and started to pace the lot. I was happy that Gemma and Clay were not in yet so I can handle this without them in the way. As I started to walk back to the clubhouse I saw that her Challenger pull into the lot and park. Miles pulled in a couple of seconds after her. I started to walk over to her as she was getting out of the car. She looked at me then turn towards the clubhouse and froze. I followed her eyes to see what stopped her and that's when I saw Happy coming out the door and also stop to glare at her. Hap had that effect on people one stare from him and you're ready to run. I continue to walk towards her.

When I got close enough to the car she finally looked at me again. "What in the hell do you want? If you came here to start shit just get in your car and leave." Before I could get an answer from her Hap's raspy voice caught my attention when he started to yell while storming over to us.