I can't stand to be apart from him it tears at me inside. He is always off doing his own thing and I am always alone here in my room daydreaming about the love that I have for him.

It wasn't always like this though I didn't always love him in fact I hated him, a-lot. I saw him for the first time mooning over Sakura and I despised him. He was so obsessed with her.

Actually it all started when I was placed on team 7 with him. He annoyed me to no end following me around all the time he would mimic me it was as if he wanted to be me. It drove me nuts I did everything in my power to let him know how much I hated him, and try and make him leave me be. I was content with my life. I had always been alone, they all had all their friends and I was content to remain by myself.

I had a hard childhood my entire clan was murdered by my brother including my parents and that left me with this insatiable urge to avenge them by killing my brother. It left me with a warped perspective on life and made me want to avoid all relationships with anyone. I was immersed in my obsession to kill him that bastard for all the hardship he put me through and for taking away all that was important to me .

Then I became a genin and on that day I experienced my first kiss. Shocked at first it was totally an accident but one that would be considered fate later on. It was him Uzumaki Naruto he was my first kiss. I know for some people that seems a little off considering I am a boy. Like I said it was an accident. He was staring me down right in my face and this guy behind him pushed him into me and we locked lips. I still didn't know it yet but I would cherish that first kiss.

Like I already said there was no end to the annoyances that he caused me he was such a reject my dobe. I always had to take care of him in everything. Always saving him from certain doom if you would. A part of me fed off of this type of interaction though I wanted be the strongest I needed to be the strongest. If I were to ever beat Itachi I had to overcome all others and surpass their power. However, during all my fights with Naruto-kun I started to feel closer to him like a best friend or something. Then I realized I had to kill him to attain true power. That was the only way to unleash the true power of my bloodline limit the Sharingan. I didn't want to so I decided to leave Konoha and seek power through Orochimaru.

You must kill your best friend if you wish to unlike the Mangekyou Sharingan.

Those words spoken by my brother haunted me and I knew I had to kill Naruto. We fought a huge battle. It was then I realized that he may have feelings for me as well. He told me how lonely he had always been without parents. I understood his pain it softened my heart. He told me how I was like family to him and he didn't want me to go off to Orochimaru. I thought I can't let this boy ruin my quest to avenge my clan so before he talk me out of it I killed him.

At least I thought I did

I learned he had a huge power lying dormant within him and he healed himself instantly. The battle from then on was intense and moving. It ended with him lying passed out and me hovering over him staring into his eyes wondering why this boy would go so far for me.

I left Konoha and lived with Orochimaru. I became very powerful during this period. So did he, I heard he had made numerous attempts to find me with the help of his new sensei Jiraiya. It didn't matter though I wasn't going to stop until he was dead.

All the while though Naruto remained with me in my thoughts. I still however didn't love him.That did not happen until I returned to Konoha having successfully finished my task.

I remember it like it was yesterday. I had been gone for three years and it was night out. I returned at night like I had left hoping I could somehow convince the Hokage not to have me imprisoned or exiled from my village. What I found though was a party. The village was celebrating the founding of Konoha in a jubilant festival that had led into the night. I crept back hoping to avoid anyone's view.

I noticed Naruto standing with Sakura and I stopped to see them. He had grown and so had she and each one looked like they were so much stronger then before. I was proud of him he had grown so much from the annoying pain in the ass that he used to be. That was a mistake though. I should not have been so careless. As if fate would have it it seemed Naruto sensed my presence and he slowly turned his head to my direction.