Because you Forgot

We knew each other but she forgot. Since then I watched her from afar waiting for someday for her to remember . But till today she doesn't know who I am. She never noticed me again but I still watch her. She is my weakness , she my strength , she is my everything . even though she forgot me she is my only memory worth remembering

We were enemies. I was the rude one . she was gentle she was everything I never was and never could be. She completes me . we became friends. I had fallen in love with her. She did to but we didn't last longer. On that day everything changed. On that day everything collapsed. I was late to realize . I did mistake . Even a guilt worth lifetime wouldn't give her back to me because she forgot. She forgot me .

The worst thing was I wished for her to disappear but now I'm regretting, regretting every second . don't you see I have changed for you come back to me " I LOVE YOU" I think it was my punishment . I still regret the words I said. If I could I will take them back . even though you wont return because you never know who I'm

You are my darkest desire. Desire that compelles me to even pull you through dreams just to hold you. Just to whisper I love you again. To walk with you to talk with you , what I wouldn't give to get those days back, you are my only desire , you are my drug to heal , you are my addiction , come back

Hundreds of cries thousands of pleas lakhs of regrets millions of tears nothing brought you back to me .

I gaze at you as you talk to your best friend . it would be fine even if you scold me, restrict me but talk to me, be with me, I wish I could voice this out but I couldn't because you don't know me .

Cant you see me suffering

Cant you see I'm fallin apart

Don't you know im hurt to

Cant you just come

Just for once remember me

You are my light you are hope

Don't you know with out you I'm incomplete

That day we had a fight . I said many nasty things I don't mean , but inevitable I hurt her . she was so hurt she didn't utter a word . she took my insult silently . I didn't realize what I was doing till I heard my front door shut. I snapped out of my daze and ran searching for her like mad , shouting her name. it was raining and thunder struck she don't like lightning's she is afraid of them. I got scared I shouted harder . I wish I never called her I still regret that second something I can never turn around. She turned around with her tear filled eyes that slowly registered shock .

Flash

Boooooooooooooooooooooooom

Sirens

I stood there like a pillar . That accidents shook me apart

Sounds of sirens brought me back I ran to her she was barely hanging on I said I was sorry I never meant anything I said

The words she said I still remember them as crystal clear

She said " I love you baby no mater what "

When I look back I regret that day till now

I never had the courage to meet her again after that day in hospital

Her friends and I went to the hospital

She greeted everyone like usual but when it came to me her eyes held no recignisation

She said " who are you ? do I know you"

That hurted a lot

I said I was just tagging along with my friend eriol

It broke me my heart was shattered

Since then she was my darkest desire

I watched her silently go by a tear rolled down my cheek

Its been 5 years but it still hurts

We could have been together happily but it was my mistake that

She forgot

and in silence i whispered her name sakura

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